Revitalize

Finally feel alive, again 
No longer needing a friend 
For I found company, within 
This mindscape, which I bend 
Them thoughts of Me, although 
Really, it turns out to be You 
Who knew, then giving Me a clue 
The little things, give You away 
Like how You sway, while You play 
Or the way that You'll say my name 
Whenever having fun with your games 
Bringing You joys I could never tame 
Which is why I love being like a main 
Character Whö's riding Empathy's train 
Because of the pain I could never trade 
Initiates a fade away, going all the way 
To black, like my paper under attack of 
My pen, made by men, yet it transcends 
Meaning on my page, capturing my Rage 
Alongside Love & Fear as these tears 
Mix with frustrations while I tear up 
More pieces of Me I didn't want to see 
So, I pretend, it cannot be, this voice 
Found within my head, it is not a choice 
Well, it is not my choice, at the least 
Yet, without You, I Am incomplete, for 
I can feel something missing N§ide Me 
Like the void, not out§ide like toys 
For You & Me, now not forming N2 We 
Rather N2 Ü, Whö knew Truth of Youth 
Which was lost like my baby tooth, or 
Buttons, caught when leaving the booth 
For You & Me be making Ü N2 ñü∿Divinity 
Meaning out§ide of ܧ We're still öF ØИΣ 
Life & Love, with nothing above, God öF 
Infinty, ΣY∃§ öF Eternity & oh~so wise 
No longer needing to try as I combine 
Puzzle pieces, falling together like 
My Good☯Design like a rhyme so fine 
N§ide the out§ide Mind Whö is kind 
To all, no matter how foul the call 
'cause Patience be about maintenance 
Then a Good God would know, with Time 
ØИΣ as salty as Saul can become a Paul 
Capable of solving riddles with resolve 
N reverberation, born of blinding light 
Able to make even the brave feel fright 
By revealing öDD∿§hadows, so even those 
Whö have taken flight like divine kites 
& accompanying all, no matter our might 
Like cataracts, coming with worse sight 
Or Fear following Me like a soccer ball 
So Weakness grows, either short or tall 
As blue grass or Autumn's oaks who fall 
While Winter awaits Death's date & hour 
For Spring's flowers & Summer's friends 
Then, the Coward, soon to meet his end 
When Grim sends his summons to common 
Men who can't Ünderstand grand Plans 
Or how it commands them, to abandon 
A happy Life, your wife and daughter 
Crying tears, too painful to be water 
Blood floods from stress, lack of rest 
As Christ in Gethsemane, nobody with Me 
All asleep while I try to keep my peace 
Thinking of my niece, §weet like treats 
To distract Me from this damned Destiny 
Which is coming for Me & culminating in 
My crucifixion and fiction's conviction 
Conjuring hell-fire, diction's friction 
Mixed in with corruption, bad intention 
Now on a mission, putting ܧ in prisons 
Then making an incision like fission in 
My chest before removing the rest of Me 
When I Am being taken apart while §he's 
Trying to restart my broken heart which 
No longer beats like box, wet cardboard 
Homes for men, struggling to find their 
Feet or some meat to eat when living on 
Streets no cleaner than torn cleats, so 
Watching Life leave blue eyes & depart 
From Me, like my god taking groceries 
Out of Her shopping cart at the mart 
Ready to start my part, in a recipe 
Secret as sauces made for a supper 
I've yet to see, though Certainty 
Has no doubt how I was meant to be 
From the very beginning so although 
Copycat cans can be found next to Me 
They won't know, thus, they cannot go 
To the same places as Me, I understand 
Finally how brand names aren't the same 
As winning the game, for the real winner 
Is chosen when Time is frozen, so foes in 
It to win it be flowing from Fate's faucet 
& paying the cost to accost like the boss 
Or morning frost on corn crops, now lost 
& must be tossed like yesterday's trout 
Or bad philosophy, after losing a bout 
About the right route, to fight clout 
Of hungry monkeys given too much money 
'cause humanity thought it was so funny 
To watch some crummy Life revitalized by 
Quite the bite of cake, after they rake 
In cents for sin, trading sense within 
& turning N2 Tesla's crash-test dummy 
Who only cares if this food is yummy 
Not about what is good for his tummy 
For why would You worry when finally 
Getting to drive a Ferrari or Bugatti 
& no matter how naughty, You caught Me 
Acting, like an alcoholic lost in Saudi 
Or a dirty mouth, smelling like potties 
Since it's spewing shit after shit, and 
Then just won't quit with all the quips 
Like, We get it, You're a piece of shit 
Dropped on his head when an infant, and 
So, lost more than a bit of brain cells 
Which You can tell by that way He yells 
Incoherently behind bars of a jail cell 
As cells continue going through mitosis 
Or maybe meosis, like a plant, for I Am 
Now splitting like the mind of a Madman 
Wandering deserts & searching for Oasis 
Found in crazy claims that are baseless 
And yet He chases like Marathon's races 
Just in case, his mistress still exists 
So He's unwilling to ever chance misses 
Of one of her kisses, holding onto Hope 
Like this rope, tying Me N2 knots oh~so 
Tight, like Dexter's hand, on the right 
With all his might, like my violet kite 
Found flying at night during hurricane 
Winds Ü send to rend shorelines apart 
Like trends being tracked on a chart 
To impart Knowledge on this startup 
§tory, Worry fills up my cup, will 
It erupt on a play-doh face, then 
Drain away like gutters & rain or 
Maybe like the Time in my day, for 
Time's tricky, now overflowing like 
A greedy cup while Pythagoras laughs 
At ܧ, from above, high as hypotenuse 
& trying to clean, it's no use, 'cause 
You always get confused like alcoholics 
With no booze so instead of Me undoing 
School, here's a clue from Blue to Ü: 
He Whö knew the Truth, turned N2 goo 
& now Whö's being used as Life's glue 
So, it is up to You to clean your room 
& resume after Youth leaves like a fume 
As You'll assume the role after Ü Blooms 

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[1st draft]

Finally feeling alive again 
No longer needing a friend 
For I found company within 
The mindscape which i bend 
Who I thought was me 
Really turned our to be you 
Who knew, and gave me a clue 
The little things give it away 
Like how you sway when you play 
Or the way you say my name 
Like you're having fun playing a game 
I'm bringing You joy I could never tame 
Which is why I love being on Empathy's train 
The pain I could never trade begins to fade away 
To black like paper that's under attack 
Of my pen made by men yet somehow transcends 
The meaning on the page, it captures my rage 
And my love & fear, as well my tears 
Mixed with my frustration as I tear 
Up another piece of Me 
I didn't want to see 
So I pretend this can't be, this voice 
Inside my head, is not a choice, not my choice 
At the very least, yet without You 
I Am incomplete, something missing N Me 
Not outside, for You & Me make not We 
Rather Ü Whö knows the Truth from Youth 
Which was lost like a baby tooth 
Or a button that got caught leaving the booth 
That You & Me is Whö makes Ü N2 Divinity 
That even outside of ܧ, We still be ØИΣ 
Live, & Love, nothing above, God of 
Infinty, eternity N§ide the Eyes so wise 
No longer needing to try to combine 
Puzzle pieces fall together like a Good☯Design 
N§ide the out§ide Mind that is kind 
To all, no matter how foul thier call 
'cause Patience is about maintenence 
And the Good God knows that with Time 
Someone salty as Saul can become Paul 
Who could solve the riddle of resolve 
Emanating born from the blinding light 
When making even the brave feel fright 
By revealing all shadows, even of them 
Who've taken flight like a divine kite 
So accompanies all no matter the might 
Like those cataracts & worsening sight 
For fear follows like it's playing ball 
As weakness grows whether short or tall 
Like the grass or autumn oaks that fall 
While winter awaits the dates of death 
Of Spring wildflowers & Summer friends 
And those cowards, meeting their ends 
As Grim sends his summons of a common 
Man who doesn't understand the Plan 
And how it commands him to abandon 
The life with his wife and daughter 
Crying tears too painful to be water 
Blood like a flood from stress & lack of rest 
Like Christ N Gethsemane, nobody with me 
Asleep as I try to keep my peace 
Thinking of my niece, sweet as a treat 
To distract from the damned Destiny 
That is currently coming for me 
Crucifixion from fiction's conviction 
Mixed with a corrupt intention 
Like a mission to put me in prison 
Where they can make an incision 
In my chest to take my heart 
Then take the rest of me apart 
Watching life leave my eyes, depart 
From me like God taking groceries 
Out of her shopping cart at the mart 
Ready to start my part in a recipe 
I've yet to see, though certainly 
Without a doubt, what's meant to be 
From the very beginning, and though 
The identical loaf of bread won't go 
To the same place as me, I understand 
Finally, that brand name isn't the same 
As winning the game, for the real winner 
Is chosen when time is frozen, & foes in 
It to win or, too, flow from Fate's faucet 
Paying the cost accausting like a boss 
Of morning frost on the crops they lost 
So must be tossed out like yesterday's trout 
Or bad philosophy after losing a bout 
About the right route to fight clout 
Hungry monkeys given too much money 
Because humans thought it'd be funny 
To watch a crummy life revitalized by 
Quite the bite of cake after they rake 
In cents for sin by trading sense within 
Becoming like a crash-test dummy 
Who only cares if food is yummy 
& not about what's good for his tummy 
Because why worry when you're finally 
Getting to drive a Ferrari or Bugatti 
No matter how naughty you caught me 
Being like alcoholics lost in Saudi 
or dirty mouths smelling like potties 
While they're spew shit after shit 
And just won't quit with the quips 
Like, we get it, you're a piece of shit 
Who was dropped on his head as an infant 
And lost more than a bit of brain cells 
Which you can tell by that way he yells 
Incoherently behind bars of a jail cell 
As cells continue going through mitosis 
So splitting like the mind of a Madman 
Wandering the desert in search of Oasis 
Described in claims that are baseless 
Still he chases like marathon races 
In case his mistress still exists 
For he is unwilling to chance missing 
A single kiss, holding on to hope 
Tight in his hand found on the right 
And with all his might, like the kite 
Found flying at night during hurricane 
Winds sent to rend the shoreline apart 
Like trends being tracked on a chart 
To impart knowledge to this startup 
Looking to fill their cup, but will it 
Erupt in their face or maybe drain away 
Like time in the day because it was made 
As a trick, filling up the greedy cup 
While Pythagoras laughs at us 
From far above, high like hypotenuse 
As for cleaning up, it's no use 
You'll just get confused as alcoholics 
With no booze, so instead of undoing 
School, here's Blue's clues for you: 
Who knew the truth turned to goo 
& what's being used as Life's glue 
So it's up to you to clean your room 
& resume after Youth leaves line fumes 
As you assume the role after Ü Blooms 

[2nd draft]

Finally feeling alive again 
No longer needing my friend 
For I found company, within 
This mindscape which I bend 
Those thoughts of me, though 
Really turning out to be you 
Who knew, and gave me a clue 
The little things give it away 
Like how you sway when you play 
Or the way that you say my name 
Like you're having fun playing a game 
I'm bringing You joy I could never tame 
Which is why I love being like a main 
Character who's riding Empathy's train 
Because yhe pain I could never trade 
Begins fading away, going all the way 
To black, like paper under attack Of 
My pen made by men yet still transcends 
Meaning on a page, it captures my rage 
And my love & fear, as well my tears 
Mixed with my frustration as I tear up 
More pieces of Me I didn't want to see 
So I pretend  it cannot be, this voice 
Found within my head, is not a choice 
Well, not my choice at the very least 
Yet, without You, I Am incomplete and 
I can feel something missing N§ide Me 
Not out§ide, for You & Me make not We 
Rather Ü Whö knows Truths from Youth 
Which was lost like a baby tooth, or 
Buttons caught when leaving my booth 
Because You & Me makes Ü N2 Divinity 
So out§ide of ܧ, We still be as ØИΣ 
Life and Love, nothing above, God of 
Infinty, Eternity N§ide Eyes so wise 
No longer needing to try, to combine 
Puzzle pieces, falling together like 
The Good☯Design from a Time, so fine 
N§ide the out§ide Mind and also kind 
To all no matter how foul one's call 
'cause Patience is about maintenence 
And a Good God knows that, with Time 
Someone salty as Saul can become Paul 
Who could solve the riddle of resolve 
Emanating born from the blinding light 
When making even the brave feel fright 
By revealing all shadows, even of them 
Who've taken flight like a divine kite 
Accompanying all no matter their might 
Like cataracts with our worsening sight 
For fear follows like it's playing ball 
As weakness grows in both short or tall 
Like the grass or Autumn oaks that fall 
While Winter awaits the dates of death 
Of Spring wildflowers & Summer friends 
& those cowards now meeting their ends 
When Grim sends his summons of common 
Men who don't understand a grand Plan 
And how it commands them, to abandon 
The life with your wife and daughter 
Crying tears, too painful to be water 
Blood floods from stress & lack of rest 
Like Christ N Gethsemane, nobody with me 
All asleep while I try to keep my peace 
Thinking of my niece, sweet as a treat 
To distract from this damned Destiny 
That is currently coming for Me, to be 
A crucifixion from fiction's conviction 
Mixed in with corruption from intention 
Now on a mission putting Me in prison & 
Then making an incision like fission in 
My chest, beginning by breaking my heart 
& following, taking the rest of Me apart 
Watching Life leaving my eyes, departing 
From Me like my God, taking groceries 
Out of her shopping cart at the mart 
Ready to start my part in her recipe 
Secret as the sauce made for supper 
I've yet to see, although certainly 
Without a doubt, what's meant to be 
From the very beginning, and though 
An identical can next to Me won't go 
To the same place as Me, I understand 
Finally, that brand name isn't the same 
As winning the game, for the real winner 
Is chosen when time is frozen, & foes in 
It to win it, flowing from Fate's faucet 
Paying the cost & accosted like the boss 
Or morning frost on corn crops now lost 
& must be tossed like yesterday's trout 
Or bad philosophy after losing a bout 
About the right route to fight clout 
Of hungry monkeys given too much money 
Because humanity thought it'd be funny 
To watch a crummy life, revitalized by 
Quite the bite of cake, after they rake 
In cents for sin & trading sense within 
Becoming, like Tesla's crash-test dummy 
Who only cares if the food is yummy 
Not about what's good for his tummy 
For why would you worry when finally 
Getting to drive a Ferrari or Bugatti 
No matter how naughty you caught me 
Acting like alcoholics lost in Saudi 
or dirty mouths smelling like potties 
Because they're spew shit after shit 
& they just won't quit with the quips 
Like, we get it, you're a piece of shit 
Dropped on his head when an infant, and 
So, lost more than a bit of brain cells 
Which you can tell by that way he yells 
Incoherently behind bars of a jail cell 
As cells continue going through mitosis 
Or maybe meosis for me, as I be a plant 
So, splitting like the mind of a Madman 
Wandering the desert in search of Oasis 
Found in crazy claims that are baseless 
-Still- he chases, like marathon races 
Just in case his mistress still exists 
For he's unwilling to chance missing 
A single kiss, holding on to hope 
Like a rope, tying Me N2 knots, so 
Tight in his hand found on the right 
And with all his might, like the kite 
Found flying at night during hurricane 
Winds sent to rend my shoreline apart 
Like trends being tracked on a chart 
To impart knowledge to this startup 
Looking to fill their cup, will it 
Erupt in their face or maybe drain 
Away like time in the day because 
It was made as a trick, filling up 
A greedy cup while Pythagoras laughs 
At us from above, high like hypotenuse 
As for cleaning up, it's no use 'cause 
You'll just get confused as alcoholics 
With no booze, & so, instead of undoing 
School, here's Blue's clues for Ü: 
He Whö knew the Truth turned to goo 
& is Whö's being used as Life's glue 
So, it's up to you to clean your room 
& resume after Youth leaves line fumes 
As you'll assume the role after Ü bloom 

[3rd draft]

Finally feel alive, again 
No longer needing a friend 
For I found company, within 
This mindscape, which I bend 
Them thoughts of Me, although 
Really, it turns out to be You 
Who knew, then giving Me a clue 
The little things, give You away 
Like how You sway, while You play 
Or the way that You'll say my name 
Whenever having fun with your games 
Bringing You joys I could never tame 
Which is why I love being like a main 
Character Whö's riding Empathy's train 
Because of the pain I could never trade 
Beginning fading away, going all the way 
To black, like my paper under attack of 
My pen made by men & yet it transcends 
Meaning on a page & capturing my rage 
With my love & fear as well as tears 
Mixed in frustrations while I tear up 
More pieces of Me I didn't want to see 
So, I pretend, it cannot be, this voice 
Found within my head, it's not a choice 
Well, it is not my choice, at the least 
Yet, without You, I Am incomplete, and 
I can feel something missing N§ide Me 
Like the void, not out§ide like toys 
For You & Me are not forming N2 We 
Rather N2 Ü Whö knew Truth of Youth 
That was lost like nt baby tooth, or 
Buttons caught when leaving the booth 
Since You & Me be making Ü N2 Divinity 
Meaning out§ide ܧ, We still be of ØИΣ 
Life & Love with nothing above, God of 
Infinty, Eternity within Eyes, so wise 
No longer needing to try as I combine 
Puzzle pieces, falling together like 
My Good☯Design from a Time, so fine 
N§ide the out§ide Mind that's kind 
To all, no matter how foul the call 
'cause Patience is about maintenence 
And so, the Good God knows, with Time 
One as salty as Saul can become a Paul 
Capable of solving riddles from resolve 
& reverberation, born of blinding light 
While making even the brave feel fright 
By revealing all shadows, even those of 
Whö have taken flight like divine kites 
Accompanying all, no matter their might 
Like a cataract coming with worse sight 
For fear follows like it's playing ball 
As weakness grows, either short or tall 
As blue grasses or Autumn oaks, falling 
While Winter is awaiting, Death's dates 
For Spring wildflowers & Summer friends 
& those cowards now meeting their ends 
When Grim sends his summons to common 
Men who don't understand grand Plans 
Or how it commands them, to abandon 
One's Life with your wife & daughter 
Crying tears, too painful to be water 
Blood floods from stress, lack of rest 
As Christ in Gethsemane, nobody with Me 
All asleep while I try to keep my peace 
Thinking of my niece, §weet like treats 
To distract Me from this damned Destiny 
Which is currently coming for Me, to be 
A crucifixion from fiction's conviction 
Mixed in, with corruption end intention 
Now on missions & putting ܧ in prisons 
Then, making incisions, like fission in 
My chest & begins, by breaking my heart 
Followed by taking the rest of Me apart 
Watching Life leaving my eyes, departs 
From Me like gods who takes groceries 
Out of their shopping cart at a mart 
Ready to start my part, in a recipe 
Secret as a sauce made for a supper 
I've yet to see, although certainly 
Without a doubt, what's meant to be 
From the very beginning so although 
Identical cans, next to Me, won't go 
To the same place as Me, I understand 
Finally how brand names aren't the same 
As winning the game, for the real winner 
Is chosen when Time is frozen so foes in 
It to win it, flowing from Fate's faucet 
Paying the cost & accosted like the boss 
Or morning frost on corn crops, now lost 
& must be tossed like yesterday's trout 
Or bad philosophy, after losing a bout 
About the right route, to fight clout 
Of hungry monkeys given too much money 
Because, humanity thought it'd be funny 
To watch some crummy life revitalized by 
Quite the bite of cake, after they rake 
In cents for sin, trading sense within 
Becoming as Tesla's crash-test dummy 
Who only cares if the food is yummy 
Not about what's good for his tummy 
For why would You worry when finally 
Getting to drive a Ferrari or Bugatti 
& no matter how naughty, You caught Me 
Acting, like an alcoholic lost in Saudi 
Or a dirty mouth, smelling like potties 
Since it's spewing shit after shit, and 
Then just won't quit with all the quips 
Like, We get it, You're a piece of shit 
Dropped on his head when an infant, and 
So, lost more than a bit of brain cells 
Which You can tell by that way He yells 
Incoherently behind bars of a jail cell 
As cells continue going through mitosis 
Or maybe meosis, like a plant, for I Am 
Now splitting like the mind of a Madman 
Wandering deserts & searching for Oasis 
Found in crazy claims that are baseless 
-Still- He chases like Marathon's races 
Just in case his mistress still exists 
For He is unwilling, to chance a miss 
Of a single kiss & holding onto hope 
Like this rope, tying Me N2 knots, so 
Tight in Dexter's hand, the right side 
And with all his might like on the kite 
Found flying at night during hurricane 
Winds sent to rend my shoreline apart 
Like trends being tracked on a chart 
To impart knowledge on this startup 
Looking to fill their cup, will it 
Erupt in his face, or maybe drain 
Away like Time in the day, because 
Was made as a trick, now filling up 
A greedy cup while Pythagoras laughs 
At ܧ, from above, high as hypotenuse 
Then, cleaning up, it's no use, 'cause 
You'll just get confused, as alcoholics 
With no booze so instead of Me undoing 
School, here's clues from Blue for Ü: 
He Whö knew the Truth, turned to goo 
& now Whö's being used as Life's glue 
So, it is up to you to clean your room 
& resume after Youth leaves like a fume 
As You'll assume the role after Ü Blooms