Passion & Motivation [ñü∿Conviction Revisions]

Showing it can B done 
if ñü∿Motivation finds Me
already going forward towards
where Passion B heading currently

Motivation & Passion N a tragic Love
the kind of Love saved for the ØИΣ
yet, these two, leaving too soon
Before having any fun together
Nor really Ünderstanding Her

Their §tory B they're both
ready 2 go, though never when
the other one knows, 'cause they
both think Life's like running
round & round Olympic tracks
so only way to win is stay
N your lane & with Eyes
forward - looking back
means slowing down &
looking like Losers who
You already knew B way far
back, behind where they would
stay & play whether night or day

When winning is wanted ∿ turning
your head is a sin since known
they'd never become anything
other than number one - so
they never took the time
To check scars & faces
never reflected upon

Winning can't be won, to win
is simply being free & happy
& how happy trees who finish
N every race:"did not place"
so, it's like getting to eat
every winner during eternity
who never took their time to
meet trees N lives they lead

Then, what's really the point of
winning it all & becoming the one
if the first time you see the tree
is when you wake up in pitch black
6ft beneath the tree they planted
to honor your death after defeat

I don't know where I'm going from here
though this Time, not nearly as scared
interpreting my dream & becoming aware
of who's gone and who actually B there
then whenever both appear N§ide stares
Escape by manifesting lightning stairs

&

So, with this poem, I've finished
My first project I've ever set
a due date for, a year away
& did it N about half of
the time I gave to Me

[alt. revision]

Their §tory B they're both 
ready 2 go, though never when
the other one knows, 'cause they
both think Life's like running
round & round Olympic tracks
so only way to win is stay
N your lane & with Eyes
forward - looking back
means slowing down &
looking like Losers who
You already knew B way far
back, behind where they would
stay & play whether night or day

I don't know where I'm going from here
though this Time, not nearly as scared
interpreting my dream & becoming aware
of who's gone and who actually B there
then whenever both appear N§ide stares
Escape by manifesting lightning stairs

Motivation & Passion N a tragic Love
the kind of Love saved for the ØИΣ
yet, these two, leaving too soon
Before having any fun together
Nor really Ünderstanding Her

Winning can't be won, to win
is simply being free & happy
& how happy trees who finish
N every race:"did not place"
so, it's like getting to eat
every winner during eternity
who never took their time to
meet trees N lives they lead

Then, what's really the point of
winning it all & becoming the one
if the first time you see the tree
is when you wake up in pitch black
6ft beneath the tree they planted
to honor your death after defeat

When winning is wanted ∿ turning
your head is a sin since known
they'd never become anything
other than number one - so
they never took the time
To check scars & faces
never reflected upon

Showing it can B done
if ñü∿Motivation finds Me
already going forward towards
where Passion B heading currently

&

So, with this poem, I've finished
My first project I've ever set
a due date for, a year away
& did it N about half of
the time I gave to Me

[alt.2 revision]

Winning can't be won, to win 
is simply being free & happy
& how happy trees who finish
N every race:"did not place"
so, it's like getting to eat
every winner during eternity
who never took their time to
meet trees N lives they lead

Then, what's really the point of
winning it all & becoming the one
if the first time you see the tree
is when you wake up in pitch black
6ft beneath the tree they planted
to honor your death after defeat

When winning is wanted ∿ turning
your head is a sin since known
they'd never become anything
other than number one - so
they never took the time
To check scars & faces
never reflected upon

Their §tory B they're both
ready 2 go, though never when
the other one knows, 'cause they
both think Life's like running
round & round Olympic tracks
so only way to win is stay
N your lane & with Eyes
forward - looking back
means slowing down &
looking like Losers who
You already knew B way far
back, behind where they would
stay & play whether night or day

I don't know where I'm going from here
though this Time, not nearly as scared
interpreting my dream & becoming aware
of who's gone and who actually B there
then whenever both appear N§ide stares
Escape by manifesting lightning stairs

Motivation & Passion N a tragic Love
the kind of Love saved for the ØИΣ
yet, these two, leaving too soon
Before having any fun together
Nor really Ünderstanding Her

Showing it can B done
if ñü∿Motivation finds Me
already going forward towards
where Passion B heading currently

&

So, with this poem, I've finished
My first project I've ever set
a due date for, a year away
& did it N about half of
the time I gave to Me

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