[Rough Draft N Progress] The Full-Of-Shit Alchemist | [?] [Spring] 2022

[draft 1]

I believe one of my sins Inside 
Infinity - but from not here -
another Eternity where Alchemy
Is the temporally true reality 
blasphmyed & denied the Tree
Had any claim over genius like Me; 

And to claim my own name - decided
to Build a Who new by transmuting
The material called Man that only
Divinity is granted the Eternity
To intervene in creating humanity
For only Infinity Time can design
A human mind that still has Sanity;

In hubris, I attempt resurrection
Of my Love in Life - my pretty wife
Who was more to Me than infinity
So I perverted the Truth to serve Me instead of You - and I succeeded
Or had I thought - for I made life

A hellish homunculus - my fake wife
Who smelled like perfume but tasted
Of rotting flesh when our lips met
I tried to lie to my self - saying
There's success in mess to address
But while pretending inside my mind
Where my wife exists perfectly
I forgot to check on the safety
Of the newborn daughter who's delivery
Was the reason for my wife's early Eternity
I'd been so focused finding infinity
That when I finally returned to Me
I found my "wife" covered in blood
But not her own - our daughter's
Who I found piece by piece like a puzzle
Where the final picture I see is
That the Monster who killed Her
Wasn't the homunculus wife beast
But the Psycho in Me who believed
Playing God was worth trading the
two∞circles inside-outside reality
Who could unlock Heaven's Gate &
Create an Infinity I'd want for Eternity

& so my divine punishment for Succumbing to ego
Is a reality Inside infinity
That I must search Eternity
For my wife's & daughter's circles
Reborn somewhere in here
& as I travel time in a line
The Divine will only let me find
The time inside my wife's mind
By serving as example to fools
Like me who believe they're
Greater than all infinity
From falling into the same trap
That forces you to serve infinity
Even after penance - not 'cause
You still feel guilty - but 'cause
Having been through all infinity
...
.. All you can think when you see
Crazy Kid climbing the Tree
All you can think is how quickly
They can turn into Me & that even
Though you won't see the causality
Inside reality - you see inside me
How kids get killed eventually

baby girl covered
in her own blood

[draft 2]

I believe one of my sins Inside
Infinity – but from not here –
another Eternity where Alchemy
Is the temporally true reality
blasphmyed & denied the Tree
Had any claim over genius like Me;

And to claim my own name – decided
to Build a Who new by transmuting
The material called Man that only
Divinity is granted the Eternity
To intervene in creating humanity
For only Infinity Time can design
A human mind that still has Sanity;

In hubris, I attempt resurrection
Of my Love in Life – my pretty wife
Who was more to Me than infinity
So I perverted the Truth to serve Me
instead of You – and I succeeded
Or had I thought – for I made life

A hellish homunculus – my fake wife
Who smelled like perfume but tasted
Of rotting flesh when our lips met
I tried to lie to my self – saying
There’s success in mess to address
But while pretending inside my mind
Where my wife exists perfectly, I
forgot to check on the safety Of
the newborn daughter who’s delivery
B reason for my wife’s early Eternity
I’d been so focused finding infinity
That when I finally returned to Me
I found my “wife” covered in blood
But not her own, our daughter’s Who
I found piece by piece like a puzzle
Where the final picture I see B of
How the Monster who killed Her was
Not the homunculus wife-beast, but
A Psycho N§ide of Me, who believed
Playing God was worth trading the
two∞circles inside∿outside’s reality
Who’d unlock Heaven’s Gate & create
My ñü∿Infinity I’d want for Eternity

Mine divine
punishment for
Succumbing to ego
And its N§ane libido

Reality, N§ide infinity
Must search Eternity for
wife & daughter’s circles
Reborn somewhere near here
So, I travel time, N a line
Her Divine only lets Me find
Times N§ide my wife’s mind so
Serves as an example for fools
Like Me, who believed that they
Are greater than Λll of infinity
For four friends found falling N2
The same trap forcing you to serve
Λll of Eternity, even after penance
Not because of guilty feelings – but
Being here throughout Λll of Infinity



Now All you can think when you see
Oh~so Crazy KID§ climbing the Tree
All you really think B how quickly
They can turn into Me so that even
Though you won’t see the causality
Inside reality – you see inside me
How Λll kids get killed eventually

My baby girl covered
With her own blood
My god what have
I done for You
To think now
I deserved
This and
So let
This
Go
!


[draft 3]

I believe one of my sins, N§ide
Infinity -but not from here- B
One’s Eternity, where Alchemy
B a temporary Truth’s reality
blasphmyed and denied the Tree
Had claim over a genius like Me

And to claim my own name – decided
Building a new Who by transmuting
The material called Man who only
Divinity B granted Λll Eternity
To intervene N creating humanity
For only Infinity Time can design
A human mind that still has Sanity

N my hubris, I attempt resurrection
Of my Love N Life – my pretty wife
& Who was more 2 Me than infinity
So I perverted Truth to serve Me
N§tead of You – and I succeeded
I thought after, creating Life

Hellish homunculus, my fake wife
Who smelled like perfume & tasted
Of rotting flesh when our lips met
I tried to lie to my self by saying
There’s success N my mess to address
But while pretending inside my mind
Where my wife exists perfectly, so
I forgot to check on my safety Of
Newborn daughters whose delivery
B reason for my wife’s so early
Eternity & I’d been so focused
On finding infinity so when I
Finally return to Me & found
My “wife” covered N blood &
Not hers & so our daughter’s
Who I’d found, piece by piece
like a puzzle, Where the final
picture We see B of the Monster
who killed Her, although was not
Horrid homunculus wife-beast, but
A Psycho N§ide of Me, who believed
Me Playing God B worth trading them
2∞circles N§ide∿out§ide realities of
Who had unlock Heaven’s Gate 2 create
This ñü∿Infinity I’d want for Eternity

Mine divine
punishment for
Succumbing to ego
And its N§ane libido

Reality, N§ide infinity
Must search Eternity for
wife & daughter’s circles
Reborn somewhere near here
So, I travel time, N a line
Her Divine only lets Me find
Times N§ide my wife’s mind so
Serves as an example for fools
Like Me, who believed that they
Are greater than Λll of infinity
For four friends found falling N2
The same trap forcing you to serve
Λll of Eternity, even after penance
Not because of guilty feelings – but
Being here throughout Λll of Infinity



Now All you can think when you see
Oh~so Crazy KID§ climbing the Tree
All you really think B how quickly
They can turn into Me so that even
Though you won’t see the causality
Inside reality – you see inside me
How Λll kids get killed eventually

My baby girl covered
With her own blood
My god what have
I done for You
To think now
I deserved
This and
So let
This
Go
!


[draft 4]

Mine divine
Punishment for
Succumbing to ego
And its N§ane libido

Reality, N§ide infinity
Must search Eternity for
wife & daughter’s circles
Reborn somewhere near here
So, I travel time, N a line
Her Divine only lets Me find
Times N§ide my wife’s mind so
Serves as an example for fools
Like Me, who believed that they
Are greater than Λll of infinity
For four friends found falling N2
The same trap forcing you to serve
Λll of Eternity, even after penance
Not because of guilty feelings – but
Being here throughout Λll of Infinity

N my hubris, I attempt resurrection
Of my Love N Life – my pretty wife
& Who was more 2 Me than infinity
So I perverted Truth to serve Me
N§tead of You – and I succeeded
I thought after, creating Life

I believe one of my sins, N§ide
Infinity -but not from here- B
One’s Eternity, where Alchemy
B a temporary Truth’s reality
blasphmyed and denied the Tree
Had claim over a genius like Me

Hellish homunculus, my fake wife
Who smelled like perfume & tasted
Of rotting flesh when our lips met
I tried to lie to my self by saying
There’s success N my mess to address
But while pretending inside my mind
Where my wife exists perfectly, so
I forgot to check on my safety Of
Newborn daughters whose delivery
B reason for my wife’s so early
Eternity & I’d been so focused
On finding infinity so when I
Finally return to Me & found
My “wife” covered N blood &
Not hers & so our daughter’s
Who I’d found, piece by piece
like a puzzle, Where the final
picture We see B of the Monster
who killed Her, although was not
Horrid homunculus wife-beast, but
A Psycho N§ide of Me, who believed
Me Playing God B worth trading them
2∞circles N§ide∿out§ide realities of
Who had unlock Heaven’s Gate 2 create
This ñü∿Infinity I’d want for Eternity

And to claim my own name – decided
Building a new Who by transmuting
The material called Man who only
Divinity B granted Λll Eternity
To intervene N creating humanity
For only Infinity Time can design
A human mind that still has Sanity

Now Λll You can think when You see
Oh~so Crazy KID§ climbing up Trees
All You really think B how quickly
They can turn N2 Me & so that even
Though you won’t see öDD causality
N§ide of reality, You see N§ide Me
How Λll kids get killed eventually

My baby girl covered
With her own blood
My god what have
I done for You
To think now
I deserved
This and
So let
This
Go
!


[draft 5]

Reality, N§ide infinity 
Must search Eternity for
wife & daughter's circles
Reborn somewhere near here
So, I travel time, N a line
Her Divine only lets Me find
Times N§ide my wife's mind so
Serves as an example for fools

I believe one of my sins, N§ide
Infinity -but not from here- B
One's Eternity, where Alchemy
B a temporary Truth's reality
blasphmyed and denied the Tree
Had claim over a genius like Me

Like Me, who believed that they
Are greater than Λll of infinity
For four friends found falling N2
The same trap forcing you to serve
Λll of Eternity, even after penance
Not because of guilty feelings - but
Being here throughout Λll of Infinity

N my hubris, I attempt resurrection
Of my Love N Life - my pretty wife
& Who was more 2 Me than infinity
So I perverted Truth to serve Me
N§tead of You - and I succeeded
I thought after, creating Life

Hellish homunculus, my fake wife
Who smelled like perfume & tasted
Of rotting flesh when our lips met
I tried to lie to my self by saying
There's success N my mess to address

And to claim my own name - decided
Building a new Who by transmuting
The material called Man who only
Divinity B granted Λll Eternity
To intervene N creating humanity
For only Infinity Time can design
A human mind that still has Sanity

But while pretending N§ide his mind
Where my wife exists perfectly, so
I forgot to check on my safety Of
Newborn daughters whose delivery
B reason for my wife's so early
Eternity & I'd been so focused
On finding infinity so when I
Finally return to Me & found
My "wife" & covered N blood
Not hers so our daughter's
I'd found, piece by piece
like she'd been a puzzle
Where the final picture
Ü see B of the Monster

My baby girl covered
With her own blood
My god what have
I done for You
To think now
I deserved
This and
So let
This
Go

N2
Ü & B
Å design
Mine Divine
Punishment for
Succumbing to ego
And its N§ane libido

Now Λll You can think when You see
Oh~so Crazy KID§ climbing up Trees
All You really think B how quickly
They can turn N2 Me & so that even
Though you won't see öDD causality
N§ide of reality, You see N§ide Me
How Λll kids get killed eventually

Whö killed Her, yet was not a Horrid
Homunculus wife-beast, but the Psycho
N§ide of Me, who believed N Me playing
God B worth trading then them 2∞circles N§ide∿out§ide of reality, Who unlocked
Heaven's Gate 2 create my ñü∿Infinity
& B Heavenly during all of Eternity

[draft 6]

Reality N§ide, infinity
Must search Eternity for
Wife & Daughter’s circles
Reborn somewhere near here
Traveling time now N a line
Her Divine only lets Me find
Times N§ide of Wife’s mind so
Serves as an example for fools

I believe one of my sins, N§ide
Infinity -but not from here- B
One’s Eternity, where Alchemy
B a Truth’s temporary reality
Blasphmyed and denied by Trees
Trying 2 claim a genius like Me

Like Me, who believed that they
Are greater than Λll of infinity
For four friends found falling N2
The same trap forcing you to serve
Λll of Eternity, even after penance
Not because of guilty feelings – but
Being here throughout Λll of Infinity

N my hubris, I attempt resurrection
Of my Love N Life – my pretty wife
& Who was more 2 Me than infinity
So I perverted Truth to serve Me
N§tead of You – and I succeeded
I thought after, creating Life

Hellish homunculus, my fake wife
Who smelled like perfume & tasted
Of rotting flesh when our lips met
I tried to lie to my self by saying
There’s success N my mess to address

And to claim my own name – decided
Building a new Who by transmuting
The material called Man who only
Divinity B granted Λll Eternity
To intervene N creating humanity
For only Infinity Time can design
A human mind that still has Sanity

But while pretending N§ide his mind
Where my wife exists perfectly, so
I forgot to check on my safety Of
Newborn daughters whose delivery
B reason for my wife’s so early
Eternity & I’d been so focused
On finding infinity so when I
Finally return to Me & found
My “wife” & covered N blood
Not hers so our daughter’s
I’d found, piece by piece
like she’d been a puzzle
Where the final picture
Ü see B of the Monster

My baby girl covered
With her own blood
My god what have
I done for You
To think now
I deserved
This and
So let
This
Go
💔
N2
Ü & B
Å design
Mine Divine
Punishment for
Succumbing to ego
And its N§ane libido

Now Λll You can think when You see
Oh~so Crazy KID§ climbing up Trees
All You really think B how quickly
They can turn N2 Me & so that even
Though you won’t see öDD causality
N§ide of reality, You see N§ide Me
How Λll kids get killed eventually

Whö killed Her, yet was not a Horrid
Homunculus wife-beast, but the Psycho
N§ide of Me, who believed N Me playing
God B worth trading then them 2∞circles N§ide∿out§ide of reality, Who unlocked
Heaven’s Gate 2 create my ñü∿Infinity
& B Heavenly during all of Eternity


[Draft 7]

Making claims on my name, I decide
Building Ü>N2>Whö, by transmuting
ñü∿materials called Man and only
Divinity B granted Λll Eternity
2 intervene, creating humanity
Used Infinity’s Time 2 design
Human minds keeping hold öDD
Sanity makes Calamity Rhyme

N§ide infinity, reality
Must search for Eternity
Circles N Wife & Daughter
Reborn §üM∿where near here
So, times traveling N lines
Of Divines, letting Me rhyme
With time N my Wife’s mind so
Serving N an example for fools

I believe one of my sins, N§ide
Infinity -but not from here- B
Weird Eternity, where Alchemy
B a Truth’s temporary reality
Blasphmyed and denied by Trees
Trying 2 tame ñü∿genius like Me

Like Me, who believed that they
Are greater than Λll of Infinity
For four friends found falling N2
The same trap, so forces Ü 2 serve
Λll öF Eternity, even after penance
Not because of guilty feelings – but
By being here, during Λll of Infinity

N my hubris, attempted Resurrection
Of my Love N Life – my pretty wife
& Who was more 2 Me than infinity
Then perverted Truth to serve Me
N§tead of ܧ, thus We succeeded
I thought, after creating Life

Hellish homunculus, my fake wife
Who smelled like perfume & tasted
Of rotting flesh when our lips met
So tried lying to my §elf by saying
There’s success N my mess to address

But while pretending N§ide his mind
Where my Wife exists perfectly, so
I forgot 2 check on the safety of
Newborn Daughter, whose delivery
B reason behind my Wife’s early
Eternity, I’d been too focused
On finding Infinity & finally
I return, to Me having found
My “wife” N a bath of blood
Not Hers, Daughter’s who I
Picked up, piece by piece
Like She’d been a puzzle
Where the final picture
Seen is of the Monster

My baby girl covered
With her own blood
My god what have
I done for You
To think now
I deserved
This, so
Let go
Pain
Of
💔
N2
Ü Whö
Designed
Mine Divine
Punishment for
Succumbing to ego
And its N§ane libido

Now Λll You can think when You see
Oh~so Crazy KID§ climbing up Trees
All You really think B how quickly
They can turn N2 Me & meaning even
Though You won’t see öDD causality
N§ide of reality, Ü can C N§ide Me
How Λll kids get killed eventually

Whö killed Her, yet was not a horrid
Homunculus wife-beast, but the Psycho
N§ide of Me, who believed N Me playing
God B worth trading then them 2∞circles N§ide∿out§ide of reality, Who unlocked
Heaven’s Gate 2 create my ñü∿Infinity
& B Heavenly during all of Eternity


[Draft 8]

Making claims on my name, I decide
Building Ü>N2>Whö, by transmuting
ñü∿materials called Man and only
Divinity B granted Λll Eternity
2 intervene, creating humanity
Used Infinity’s Time 2 design
Human minds keeping hold öDD
Sanity makes Calamity Rhyme

N§ide infinity, reality
Must search for Eternity
Circles N Wife & Daughter
Reborn §üM∿where near here
So, times traveling N lines
Of Divines, letting Me rhyme
With time N my Wife’s mind so
Serving N an example for fools

I believe one of my sins, N§ide
Infinity -but not from here- B
Weird Eternity, where Alchemy
B a Truth’s temporary reality
Blasphmyed and denied by Trees
Trying 2 tame ñü∿genius like Me

Like Me, who believed that they
Are greater than Λll of Infinity
For four friends found falling N2
The same trap, so forces Ü 2 serve
Λll öF Eternity, even after penance
Not because of guilty feelings – but
By being here, during Λll of Infinity

N my hubris, attempted Resurrection
Of my Love N Life – my pretty wife
& Who was more 2 Me than infinity
Then perverted Truth to serve Me
N§tead of ܧ, thus We succeeded
I thought, after creating Life

Hellish homunculus, my fake wife
Who smelled like perfume & tasted
Of rotting flesh when our lips met
So tried lying to my §elf by saying
There’s success N my mess to address

But while pretending N§ide his mind
Where my Wife exists perfectly, so
I forgot 2 check on the safety of
Newborn Daughter, whose delivery
B reason behind my Wife’s early
Eternity, I’d been too focused
On finding Infinity & finally
I return, to Me having found
My “wife” N a bath of blood
Not Hers, Daughter’s who I
Picked up, piece by piece
Like She’d been a puzzle
Where the final picture
Seen is of the Monster

My baby girl covered
With her own blood
My god what have
I done for You
To think now
I deserved
This, so
Let go
Pain
Of
💔
N2
Ü Whö
Designed
Mine Divine
Punishment for
Succumbing to ego
And its N§ane libido

Now Λll You can think when
You see Oh~so Crazy KID§
climbing up Trees, All
Ü can’t really think
About how quickly
They can turn N2 Me
& meaning even Though
You -still- will not see
§trangers found N Causality
N reality yet Ü can C N§ide Me
How Λll KID§ get killed eventually

Whö killed Her, yet was not a horrid
Homunculus wife-beast, but the Psycho
N§ide of Me, who believed N Me playing
God B worth trading then them 2∞circles N§ide∿out§ide of reality, Who unlocked
Heaven’s Gate 2 create my ñü∿Infinity
So B Heavenly during all of Eternity


[Draft 9]

Making claims on my name, I decide
Building Ü>N2>Whö, by transmuting
ñü∿materials called Man and only
Divinity B granted Λll Eternity
2 intervene, creating humanity
Used Infinity’s Time 2 design
Human minds keeping hold öDD
Sanity makes Calamity Rhyme

I believe one of my sins, N§ide
Infinity -but not from here- B
Weird Eternity, where Alchemy
B a Truth’s temporary reality
Blasphmyed and denied by Trees
Trying 2 tame ñü∿genius like Me

Like Me, who believed that they
Are greater than Λll of Infinity
For four friends found falling N2
The same trap, so forces Ü 2 serve
Λll öF Eternity, even after penance
Not because of guilty feelings – but
By being here, during Λll of Infinity

N my hubris, attempted Resurrection
Of my Love N Life – my pretty wife
& Who was more 2 Me than infinity
Then perverted Truth to serve Me
N§tead of ܧ, thus We succeeded
I thought, after creating Life

Hellish homunculus, my fake wife
Who smelled like perfume & tasted
Of rotting flesh when our lips met
So tried lying, 2 my §elf by saying
There’s success N my mess to address

But while pretending N§ide his mind
Where my Wife exists perfectly, so
Forgot 2 check if sleeping safely
Newborn Daughter, whose delivery
B reason behind my Wife’s early
Eternity, being too focused on
Formatting infinite Åbsurdity
& returned 2 Me having found
My “wife” N a bath of blood
Belonging to Daughter, who
I pick up, piece by piece
Like She became a puzzle
Where the final picture
Seen is of the Monster

Dismembered limbs from
My baby girl covered
With her own blood
My god what have
I done for You
To think now
I deserved
This, so
To let
Pain
Go
💔
N2
Ü Whö
Designed
Mine Divine
Punishment for
Succumbing to ego
Leads 2 N§ane libido

N§ide infinity, reality
Must search for Eternity
Circles N Wife & Daughter
Reborn §üM∿where near here
So, times traveling N lines
Of Divines, letting Me rhyme
With time N my Wife’s mind so
Serving N an example for fools

Now Λll Ü can think of B that
When Ü see them Crazy KID§
Climbing up trees, Λll
We can really say is
Think of how quick
He’ll B next Time
They can turn N2 Me
& meaning even though
You -still- will not see
§trangers found N Causality
N reality yet Ü can C N§ide Me
So know how Λll my KID§ will die

Whö killed Her, yet was not a horrid
Homunculus nor chimera, so the Psycho
N§ide Me as Whö believes N playing God
Worth trading away 2∞circles wandering
N§ide∿out§ide reality, Whö B unlocking
Heaven’s Gates N creation of Infinity
So B Heavenly during Λll of Eternity


[Draft 10]

Making claims on my name, I decide
Building Ü>N2>Whö, by transmuting
ñü∿materials called Man and only
Divinity B granted Λll Eternity
2 intervene, creating Humanity
Used Infinity’s Time 2 design
ñü∿Humans with öDD minds, so
Sanity makes Calamity Rhyme

I believe one of my sins
N§ide Infinity though not
From here B Weird Eternity
Where Alchemy becomes Truth
-Liminal_Reality- blasphmyed
Then, them denying Trees ever
Try 2 tame ñü∿geniuses like Me

Like Me Whö believed, that they
Are greater than Λll öF Infinity
For four friends found falling N2
The same trap & forcing ܧ 2 serve
Λll öF Eternity, even after penance
Not because of guilty feelings – but
By being here during, Λll öF Infinity

N my hubris, attempted Resurrection
Of my Love’s Life – my pretty wife
And Whö B more 2 Me than Infinity
& perverting Truth to serve Me &
Not a Youth but achieving goals
He thought after creating Life

Hellish homunculus, my fake wife
Who smelled like perfume & tasted
Like rotting flesh as our lips met
Making Me queasy then trying to let
Her down easy breezy, then a thought
Got caught, Whö cares about §üM∿thot?

There B success N our mess 2 address
But while pretending, N§ide my mind
Where my Life exists perfectly, so
Always forgetting 2 check on mine
Newborn daughter, whose delivery
B reason behind my Wife’s early
Eternity, being too focused on
Formatting infinite Åbsurdity
Only returning Me when found
My “wife” N a bath of blood
Belonging to Daughter, Whö
I pick up, piece by piece
Like öDD macabre puzzles
Where the final picture
Seen B Her crime scene

Dismembered limbs from
My Baby♡Girl covered
With Her own blood
My God what have
I done for You
To now think
I deserved
This, so
To let
Pain
Go
💔
N2
Ü Whö
Designed
Mine Divine
Punishment for
Succumbing to Ego
Leads 2 Crazy libido

N§ide Infinity, Reality
Must search for Eternity
Circles N Wife & Daughter
Reborn §üM∿where near here
So, times traveling N lines
Of Divines, letting Me rhyme
With time N my Wife’s mind so
Serving N an example for fools

Now Λll Ü can think of B that
When Ü see them Crazy KID§
Climbing up Trees, Λll
We can really say is
Think of how quick
He’ll B next Time
They can turn N2 Me
& meaning even though
You -still- Will not see
§trangers found N Causality
& Reality yet Ü can C N§ide Me
Ü know how Λll my KID§, Will dies

Whö killed Them, as it wasn’t horrid
Homunculus nor Chimera, so B a Psycho
N§ide of Me Whö believes playing God B
Worth trading away 2∞circles wandering
N§ide∿out§ide Reality, Whö B unlocking
Heaven’s Gates N creation of Infinity
So B Heavenly during Λll of Eternity


[Draft 11]

I believe one of my sins
N§ide Infinity though not
From here B Weird Eternity
Where Alchemy becomes Truth
-Liminal_Reality- blasphmyed
Then, them denying Trees ever
Try 2 tame ñü∿geniuses like Me

Like Me Whö believed, that they
Are greater than Λll öF Infinity
For four friends found falling N2
The same trap & forcing ܧ 2 serve
Λll öF Eternity, even after penance
Not because of guilty feelings – but
By being here during, Λll öF Infinity

N my hubris, attempted Resurrection
Of my Love’s Life – my pretty wife
And Whö B more 2 Me than Infinity
& perverting Truth to serve Me &
Not a Youth but achieving goals
He thought after creating Life

Hellish homunculus, my fake wife
Who smelled like perfume & tasted
Like rotting flesh as our lips met
Making Me queasy then trying to let
Her down easy breezy, then a thought
Got caught, Whö cares about §üM∿thot?

There B success N our mess 2 address
But while pretending, N§ide my mind
Where my Life exists perfectly, so
Always forgetting 2 check on mine
Newborn daughter, whose delivery
B reason behind my Wife’s early
Eternity, being too focused on
Formatting infinite Åbsurdity

Only returning Me when found
My “wife” N a bath of blood
Belonging to Daughter, Whö
I pick up, piece by piece
Like öDD macabre puzzles
Where the final picture
Seen B Her crime scene

Dismembered limbs from
My Baby♡Girl covered
With Her own blood
My God what have
I done for You
To now think
I deserved
This, so
To let
Pain
Go
💔
N2
Ü Whö
Designed
Mine Divine
Punishment for
Succumbing to Ego
Led by Lust’s libido

As times traveling N lines
Of Divines, letting Me rhyme
With Time N my Wife’s mind, so
Serving 2 B an example for fools

Now Λll Ü can think of B that
When Ü see them Crazy KID§
Climbing up Trees, Λll
We can really say is
Think of how quick
He’ll B next Time
They can turn N2 Me
& meaning even though
You -still- Will not see
§trangers found N Causality
& Reality yet Ü can C N§ide Me
Ü know how Λll my KID§, Will dies

Whö killed Them, as it wasn’t horrid
Homunculus nor Chimera, so B a Psycho
N§ide of Me Whö believes playing God B
Worth trading away 2∞Circles wandering
N§ide∿out§ide Reality, Whö B unlocking
Heaven’s Gates N creation of Infinity
So B Heavenly during Λll of Eternity

Making claims on my name, I decide
Building Ü>N2>Whö, by transmuting
ñü∿materials called Man and only
Divinity B granted Λll Eternity
2 intervene, creating Humanity
Used Infinity’s Time 2 design
ñü∿Humans with öDD minds, so
Sanity makes Calamity Rhyme

So Infinite∞Reality, N§ide
Eternity, so Certainty☯§ees
My Wife○&●Daughter’s Circles
B Reborn §üM∿where, near here


[draft 12]

I believe one of my sins
N§ide Infinity though not
From here B Weird Eternity
Where Alchemy becomes Truth
-Liminal_Reality- blasphmyed
Then, them denying Trees ever
Try 2 tame ñü∿geniuses like Me

Like Me Whö believed, that they
Are greater than Λll öF Infinity
For four friends found falling N2
The same trap & forcing ܧ 2 serve
Λll öF Eternity, even after penance
Not because of guilty feelings – but
By being here during, Λll öF Infinity

N my hubris, attempted Resurrection
Of my Love’s Life – my pretty wife
And Whö B more 2 Me than Infinity
& perverting Truth to serve Me &
Not a Youth but achieving goals
He thought after creating Life

Hellish homunculus, my fake wife
Who smelled like perfume & tasted
Like rotting flesh as our lips met
Making Me queasy then trying to let
Her down easy breezy, then a thought
Got caught, Whö cares about §üM∿thot?

There B success N our mess 2 address
But while pretending, N§ide my mind
Where my Life exists perfectly, so
Always forgetting 2 check on mine
Newborn daughter, whose delivery
B reason behind my Wife’s early
Eternity, being too focused on
Formatting infinite Åbsurdity

Only returning Me when found
My “wife” N a bath of blood
Belonging to Daughter, Whö
I pick up, piece by piece
Like öDD macabre puzzles
Where the final picture
Seen B Her crime scene

Dismembered limbs from
My Baby♡Girl covered
With Her own blood
My God what have
I done for You
To now think
I deserved
This, so
To let
Pain
Go
💔
N2
Ü Whö
Designed
Mine Divine
Punishment for
Succumbing to Ego
Led by Lust’s libido

Now Λll Ü can think of B this
When Ü see them Crazy KID§
Climbing up Trees, Λll
We can really say is
Think of how quick
He’ll B next Time
They can turn N2 Me
& meaning even though
You -still- Will not see
§trangers found N Causality
& Reality yet Ü can C N§ide Me
Ü know how Λll my KID§, Will dies

Whö killed Them, as it wasn’t horrid
Homunculus nor Chimera, so B a Psycho
N§ide of Me Whö believes playing God B
Worth trading away 2∞Circles wandering
N§ide∿out§ide Reality, Whö B unlocking
Heaven’s Gates N creation of Infinity
So B Heavenly during Λll of Eternity

Making claims on my name, I decide
Building Ü>N2>Whö, by transmuting
Materials called ñü∿Man and only
Grants Divinity Λll of Eternity
2 intervene, creating Humanity
With Infinity’s Time 2 design
öDD Humans with ñü∿minds, so
Sanity makes Calamity rhyme

Infinite∞Reality now N§ide
Eternity, so Certainty☯§ees
My Wife○&●Daughter’s Circles
B Reborn §üM∿where, near here
As Time traveles, N line with
The Divine, letting Me rhyme
My Time with my Wife’s mind
Served as examples 2 fools


[draft 13]

I believe one of my sins
N§ide Infinity though not
From here B Weird Eternity
Where Alchemy becomes Truth
-Liminal_Reality- blasphmyed
Then, them denying Trees ever
Try 2 tame ñü∿geniuses like Me

Like Me Whö believed, that they
Are greater than Λll öF Infinity
For four friends found falling N2
The same trap & forcing ܧ 2 serve
Λll öF Eternity, even after penance
Not because of guilty feelings – but
By being here during, Λll öF Infinity

N my hubris, attempted Resurrection
Of my Love’s Life – my pretty wife
And Whö B more 2 Me than Infinity
& perverting Truth to serve Me &
Not a Youth but achieving goals
He thought after creating Life

Hellish homunculus, my fake wife
Who smelled like perfume & tasted
Like rotting flesh as our lips met
Making Me queasy then trying to let
Her down easy breezy, then a thought
Got caught, Whö cares about §üM∿thot?

Whö killed Them, as it wasn’t horrid
Homunculus nor Chimera, so B a Psycho
N§ide of Me Whö believes playing God B
Worth trading away 2∞Circles wandering
N§ide∿out§ide Reality, Whö B unlocking
Heaven’s Gates N creation of Infinity
So B Heavenly during Λll of Eternity

There B success N our mess 2 address
But while pretending, N§ide my mind
Where my Life exists perfectly, so
Always forgetting 2 check on mine
Newborn daughter, whose delivery
B reason behind my Wife’s early
Eternity, being too focused on
Formatting infinite Åbsurdity

Only returning Me when found
My “wife” N a bath of blood
Belonging to Daughter, Whö
I pick up, piece by piece
Like öDD macabre puzzles
Where the final picture
Seen B Her crime scene

Dismembered limbs from
My Baby♡Girl covered
With Her own blood
My God what have
I done for You
To now think
I deserved
This, so
To let
Pain
Go
💔
N2
Ü Whö
Designed
Mine Divine
Punishment for
Succumbing to Ego
Led by Lust’s libido

Now Λll Ü can think of B this
When Ü see them Crazy KID§
Climbing up Trees, Λll
We can really say is
Think of how quick
He’ll B next Time
They can turn N2 Me
& meaning even though
You -still- Will not see
§trangers found N Causality
& Reality yet Ü can C N§ide Me
Ü know how Λll my KID§, Will dies

Making claims on my name, I decide
Building Ü>N2>Whö, by transmuting
Materials called ñü∿Man and only
Grants Divinity Λll of Eternity
2 intervene, creating Humanity
With Infinity’s Time 2 design
öDD Humans with ñü∿minds, so
Sanity makes Calamity rhyme

Infinite∞Reality now N§ide
Eternity, so Certainty☯§ees
My Wife○&●Daughter’s Circles
B Reborn §üM∿where, near here
As Time traveles, N line with
The Divine, letting Me rhyme
My Time with my Wife’s mind
Served as examples 2 fools


[draft 14]

Making claims on my name, I decide
Building Ü>N2>Whö, by transmuting
Materials called ñü∿Man and only
Grants Divinity Λll of Eternity
2 intervene, creating Humanity
With Infinity’s Time 2 design
öDD Humans with ñü∿minds, so
Sanity makes Calamity rhyme

I believe one of my sins
N§ide Infinity though not
From here B Weird Eternity
Where Alchemy becomes Truth
-Liminal_Reality- blasphmyed
Then, them denying Trees ever
Try 2 tame ñü∿geniuses like Me

Now Λll Ü can think of B this
When Ü see them Crazy KID§
Climbing up Trees, Λll
We can really say is
Think of how quick
He’ll B next Time
They can turn N2 Me
& meaning even though
You -still- Will not see
§trangers found N Causality
& Reality yet Ü can C N§ide Me
Ü know how Λll my KID§, Will dies

Whö killed Them, as it wasn’t horrid
Homunculus nor Chimera, so B a Psycho
N§ide of Me Whö believes playing God B
Worth trading away 2∞Circles wandering
N§ide∿out§ide Reality, Whö B unlocking
Heaven’s Gates N creation of Infinity
So B Heavenly during Λll of Eternity

N my hubris, attempted Resurrection
Of my Love’s Life – my pretty wife
And Whö B more 2 Me than Infinity
& perverting Truth to serve Me &
Not a Youth but achieving goals
He thought after creating Life

Hellish homunculus, my fake wife
Who smelled like perfume & tasted
Like rotting flesh as our lips met
Making Me queasy then trying to let
Her down easy breezy, then a thought
Got caught, Whö cares about §üM∿thot?

There B success N our mess 2 address
But while pretending, N§ide my mind
Where my Life exists perfectly, so
Always forgetting 2 check on mine
Newborn daughter, whose delivery
B reason behind my Wife’s early
Eternity, being too focused on
Formatting infinite Åbsurdity

Only returning Me when found
My “wife” N a bath of blood
Belonging to Daughter, Whö
I pick up, piece by piece
Like öDD macabre puzzles
Where the final picture
Seen B Her crime scene

Dismembered limbs from
My Baby♡Girl covered
With Her own blood
My God what have
I done for You
To now think
I deserved
This, so
To let
Pain
Go
💔
N2
Ü Whö
Designed
Mine Divine
Punishment for
Succumbing to Ego
Led by Lust’s libido

Infinite∞Reality now N§ide
Eternity, so Certainty☯§ees
My Wife○&●Daughter’s Circles
B Reborn §üM∿where, near here
As Time traveles, N line with
The Divine, letting Me rhyme
My Time with my Wife’s mind
Served as examples 2 fools

Like Me Whö believed, that they
Are greater than Λll öF Infinity
For four friends found falling N2
The same trap & forcing ܧ 2 serve
Λll öF Eternity, even after penance
Not because of guilty feelings – but
By being here during, Λll öF Infinity


[draft 15]

I believe one of my sins
N§ide Infinity though not
From here B Weird Eternity
Where Alchemy becomes Truth
-Liminal_Reality- blasphmyed
Then, them denying Trees ever
Try 2 tame ñü∿geniuses like Me

Now Λll Ü can think of B this
When Ü see them Crazy KID§
Climbing up Trees, Λll
We can really say is
Think of how quick
He’ll B next Time
They can turn N2 Me
& meaning even though
You -still- Will not see
§trangers found N Causality
& Reality yet Ü can C N§ide Me
Ü know how Λll my KID§, Will dies

Whö killed Them, as it wasn’t horrid
Homunculus nor Chimera, so B a Psycho
N§ide of Me Whö believes playing God B
Worth trading away 2∞Circles wandering
N§ide∿out§ide Reality, Whö B unlocking
Heaven’s Gates N creation of Infinity
So B Heavenly during Λll of Eternity

N my hubris, attempted Resurrection
Of my Love’s Life – my pretty wife
And Whö B more 2 Me than Infinity
& perverting Truth to serve Me &
Not a Youth but achieving goals
He thought after creating Life

Hellish homunculus, my fake wife
Who smelled like perfume & tasted
Like rotting flesh as our lips met
Making Me queasy then trying to let
Her down easy breezy, then a thought
Got caught, Whö cares about §üM∿thot?

There B success N our mess 2 address
But while pretending, N§ide my mind
Where my Life exists perfectly, so
Always forgetting 2 check on mine
Newborn daughter, whose delivery
B reason behind my Wife’s early
Eternity, being too focused on
Formatting infinite Åbsurdity

Only returning Me when found
My “wife” N a bath of blood
Belonging to Daughter, Whö
I pick up, piece by piece
Like öDD macabre puzzles
Where the final picture
Seen B Her crime scene

Dismembered limbs from
My Baby♡Girl covered
With Her own blood
My God what have
I done for You
To now think
I deserved
This, so
To let
Pain
Go
💔
N2
Ü Whö
Designed
Mine Divine
Punishment for
Succumbing to Ego
Led by Lust’s libido

Infinite∞Reality now N§ide
Eternity, so Certainty☯§ees
My Wife○&●Daughter’s Circles
B Reborn §üM∿where, near here
As Time traveles, N line with
The Divine, letting Me rhyme
My Time with my Wife’s mind
Served as examples 2 fools

Like Me Whö believed, that they
Are greater than Λll öF Infinity
For four friends found falling N2
The same trap & forcing ܧ 2 serve
Λll öF Eternity, even after penance
Not because of guilty feelings – but
By being here during, Λll öF Infinity

Making claims on my name, I decide
Building Ü>N2>Whö, by transmuting
Materials called ñü∿Man and only
Grants Divinity Λll of Eternity
2 intervene, creating Humanity
With Infinity’s Time 2 design
öDD Humans with ñü∿minds, so
Sanity makes Calamity rhyme

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