Taking a trip
Coming back a new man
Coming back to an old mess
Thinking, “Yeah, I remember this”
Continuing, “I can remember Me
or rather, who I used to be”
And then getting down to work
Cleaning up before starting
Your Life as a new man
A ball of charismatic chaos
The real difference between
A feeling that someone is watching
Always
The weight of their sight
It has been very peaceful
Pleasant at present
Doing nothing but loving it
I’ve been feeling stuck lately
But why am I feeling especially trapped today?
Like it’s not that I want to do something
Rather get away
Away from what?
I don’t know – just here, I guess
I need to get away from here
But where can I even go?
Why does it feel like
There’s a bubble around my home?
It’s very cold right now
Sitting in the sunroom
In single degree weather
Feel brittle as a frozen feather
The lyricist hidden N the mist
Insists I listen to his wits and words he mixes
As he whispers lists into my ears as wind twists
The problem now is this:
Even if I do believe
So what?
What changes?
I don’t have any Proof
Even if I did
Some would still refuse to
Accept Me and Whö I Am Really
Because at the end of the day
They have to choose to
Believe N Ü
No matter the Truth
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“Do You Remember March 30, 2023”
Forgetting a memory
Yet remembering you forgot a memory
Today feels lighter
Pleasant in a way I haven’t felt in awhile
I’m not really any happier with my situation
But I feel content with who I am
I still want a friend
But I don’t feel lonely
I still want to go out and do something
But I don’t feel bored
I’m not quite sure what I’m feeling today
I’ve gotten so good at playing dumb
I forget when I actually Am
Which may sound stupid
No, You don’t understand
♡Sugar☆World☮ 