Sorry 4 That Night [Revision]

When I read this poem 
I thought of you, and
I haven't been able 2
get it out of my head
all day & thus I keep
searching - for those
perfect words, though
they don't exist then
N§tead of the words I
wish I could say, now
I can finally say all
words I needed to say

I truly am sorry for how
I has acted that night
I was both a fool &
I was a monster &
I know how much
I hurt you

There's so many mistakes
I've made in my life,
but hurting you is,
and will always be,
my greatest regret

My greatest regrets

I Am still working
everyday to make myself
into someone new - better;
someone who will never hurt you

I don't make
promises anymore,
because it seems like
I'm too good at breaking
them, but I won't stop until
the man in the mirror is someone
who reflects the person I wish that
I could have been back when in the past

https://madmanphilosophy.home.blog/2022/04/07/90-youd-say-%c2%a7he-cares-that-night/


[Original: 7 August 2022]

When I read this poem, I thought of you, and I haven’t been able to get it out of my head all day. I keep searching for the perfect words, but they don’t exist. So instead of the words I wish I could say, I’ll say the words i need to say:

I truly am sorry for how I acted that night. I was both a fool & a monster, and I hurt you. There’s so many mistakes I’ve made in my life, but hurting you is, and will always be, my greatest regret. Regrets.

I’m still working everyday to make myself into someone new, better. Someone who will never hurt you. I don’t make promises anymore, because it seems like I’m too good at breaking them, but I won’t stop until the man in the mirror is someone who reflects the person I wish I could have been in the past


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