I've been having weird dreams Which isn't weird But what is weird is that I'm remembering them Even if only a little Even though I'm still smoking a lot of weed Like tonight I remember 3 little snippets of dreams The first was of my parents Trying to fix a birdhouse lamp That I had … Continue reading 3 Weird Dreams

I'm getting tired of experiencing These things for you people These feelings These traumas These things that make You human And what makes Me different from You Because I can REMember the pain of 2 Enough to share so You never have to But I'm oh~so tired Of experiencing the horrors Of your own making … Continue reading The Whipping Boy

Feeling a spooky flow that's letting me know now it's time to go like wind that blows whether I'm fast or slow so it's time to show the world the truth and teach it like a spell tome made up of terrifying tones of monster moans, clacking bones, and ghastly groans of ghouls I summoned … Continue reading Spooky Flow

First I hope Then I believe Soon I forget Followed by Insanity As this crazy cycle Keeps on repeating

God is funny sometimes Like when you realize you've been stuck inside for too long So you tell yourself "I'm gonna take a walk tomorrow morning" Only to wake up to freezing rain

I believe that one of the most Arrogant assumptions A man can make Is that the voice In his head Belongs to him Just because the ghost Haunting his head Happens to be very Good at guessing What he's thinking https://open.spotify.com/track/48QYP8a8gEqbtvjOTMSpiD?si=D6JEAV9lQAKCfVS7jddZXg

I didn't know I could feel even lonelier

I'm not sure exactly how many I have But I'm approaching 2000 poems written Which should feel like a pretty big accomplishment Especially since I recently learned Emily Dickinson has about 1800 poems Well, at least those we know of So I'm rubbing shoulders with good company Especially since she was a shut-in like me … Continue reading Smell The Flowers

It really hurts this time