You don't owe me an explanation. I don't really understand, but that's on me. I'm always here if you wanna talk, but I don't want to go over any boundaries, so if I never hear back from you, I'll just have to assume you have good reason. So I guess I'll leave it at that. … Continue reading Boundaries
Month: January 2024
Such a silly thing to be sad about
Undercover Angel
An undercover angel Homeless, accepting abuse Knowing that there's no use Telling them the Truth, since Though his actions you confuse He is not dumb nor incapable Just knows whatever you do To him, when in the end Will be worse for you
Poetic Presents
What is the greatest gift someone could give you? Gift List Christmas day And I am the worst gift receiver Ask me what I want And either my memory speaks for me "I don't know" As there's lots of things I could use But never need Then, for wants, what gifts should be They can't … Continue reading Poetic Presents
Phone Repair
Feeling naked without my phone It's getting repaired after the cops broke it That's a story I might get into later But right now, I'm just trying To not lose my mind Waiting for my brain's external hardrive Fuck I'm so addicted to my phone Because it's the only thing that let's me pretend That … Continue reading Phone Repair
Dropped out of both
What colleges have you attended? Case Western Reserve University & Ohio State University
Adequacy
No longer a robot going one way I'm feeling like a person today One that actually feels content Rather than only making content Thus, I'm happy being just okay https://open.spotify.com/track/4GDL4Rl9ov0OctWIm6ZkoR?si=jUce6A08QJqaBvKS0aIzsQ
Faerie’s Favor
Right now, I feel good Like real good For no reason, seemingly Even though I've been feeling down But the thing is, even if I recognize it feels good I can't seem to let my self actually enjoy it I don't know if it's because even though I feel good I still feel sad, and … Continue reading Faerie’s Favor
The Calendar (2023)
Staring out the same window Every day, nothing changing Other than the four seasons Looking for a reason, to go Anywhere but here, & though You have plenty, this curse Called Social Anxiety mixed With my Depression will not Let Me leave my seat, which Might as well have chains & Locks for socks, because … Continue reading The Calendar (2023)
5 – Playing With Toys
Do you play in your daily life? What says “playtime” to you? Intelligence is the Child's toy; Wisdom is the Sage's beard; Then, as the beard grows The toy is forgotten "For what does the Sage need with toys?" Says the Fool in dire need of a shave; So then it's thrown into the attic … Continue reading 5 – Playing With Toys
Tundra
Feeling cold and lost Stuck in the permafrost Now I'm going nowhere fast Unsure how long this'll last So, I fast to conserve my food & try warming up by burning wood https://open.spotify.com/track/2svOhUXIy2932LBNEFdNcq?si=_Et3L3T1Sv-sJz-l_fGl4g
♡Sugar☆World☮ 