That’s it – I’m done trying
To guess what you’re thinking
If you love me, hate me
Or just don’t care about me
Because whatever fantasy
I try making up in my mind
The reality of it is quite simple
You abandoned me
You lied to me
You said
You’d always be there for me
I thought when you disappeared
It must have been something I did
And sure, I messed up
But I’m not this much of a fuck up
To deserve you treating me like this
I know I don’t deserve
To be played with
Just to be thrown away
So fuck you, again
For abandoning me
To die alone, again
https://madmanphilosophy.home.blog/2022/12/17/die-alone-im-drunk/
That's it - I’m done trying
To guess what you’re thinking
If you love me, hate me
Or just don’t care about me
Because whatever fantasy
I try making up in my mind
The reality of it is quite simple
You abandoned me
You lied to me
You said
You’d always be there for me
I thought when you disappeared
It must have been something I did
And sure, I messed up
But I’m not this much of a fuck up
To deserve you treating me like this
I know I don’t deserve
To be played with
Just to be thrown away
So fuck you, again
For abandoning me
To die alone, again
♡Sugar☆World☮ 