Poetry [IV] Apollo

Иøthing 2 REMember
(4Getting Answers)

It's not that We are Forgotten 
Rather - when We die, God lets ܧ 
Choose what We want 2 REMember 
Realizing our Answer be "Иøthing" 

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The 4Get∿Fool Ñü♡Phoenix
(§ilver♪B311∃’s Я.Σ.M.Ⅸ)

Å∞§mart♡§tory 
Let's Ü B §weet 
While playing DüMb 
Å11 öF Way up 'N 'till 
When Her War already B won 

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4 – does You know Me?

listen to You; 
now listen to Me; 
easy to love You; 
a miracle to love Me; 

"that's not true! i love you! 
but i don't know how you love me..." 
it's true i love you; 
it's true you love me; 

but you are not You 
and i am not Me; 
for when i ask You 
You denies knowing Me 

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197 – “I, the Writer; You, the Reader”
How Poetry Echos The Reader [IV]

Meaning From Inside

Never You, the Reader 
Only I, the Writer 
Know Reality's 
Truth of Meaning & 
Intention Inside Poetry; 

Do not put your own Meaning 
In my mouth just because 
You, the Reader, can't 
Understand either of the 
Writer's Meaning or Intention; 

My words speak not for Me - they 
Speak only for their selfs, so 
The echos of Meaning 
You, the Reader, hear are the 
Voices in the head of the Reader; 

Meaning comes not from 
The Intention of the 
Writer, rather 
From You, the Reader 
From forgotten Experience 

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256 – Inside Outside Odyssey [IV]

IV. Your Own Jesus 

I guess what I'm trying to say 
Is the Word of Jesus isn't real 
Because Jesus Christ isn't real 
He's just another Kid who died 
Long before any of us were born 
But the stupid Kid who challenged 
The Outside never died, rather 
Continues to live in every Kid 
Telling themself the Inside Truth 

Nothing real is going to save You 
Jesus isn't coming back, that is 
Unless You become your own Jesus 
If you're searching for a savior 
Searching for the §on of God 
Stare in the mirror 'til You 
Find the Truth, that Jesus is You 

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Messenger [IV]
(Jack∿Ø∿Lantern Lounge)

Winding paths pulling Me N circles 
Noticing Å∿§trange smell, öF smoke 
Not tobacco nor its wacky relative 
Not a grill - kinda like a bonfire 
But not a real one - like it's Disney 
Fragrance spraying theme park streets 

Scent distracting Me 'til I Am 'till 
& froze when I begin 2 feel a chill 
Looking 4 Will, then realize found 
§pooky forest feeling like Orange 
Month meaning October 4 Halloween 
Aesthetic ∿ creepy Twisted∿Trees & 
Canopy∿covering making it dark 4 Me 
& then getting this strange sensation 
Which B feeling öDD, making Me think Å 
Witch or Fairy∿Queen may B watching Me 

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RECursive REMembering [IV]
(Natalie P Hacking Ñü∿Gate)

Attempt 2 keep Me from setting 
Off like Eff∿bombs so surround 
Me like Go & burrow through N2 
DOAM öF bone with loco motives 
Like crazy train N acidic rain 
Melting Grey matter membrane 2 
Break N2 game's mainframe then 
Change frame rate so making me 
Debate if I Am really early or 
Already late yet they initiate 
Another looped History hacking 
2 öDD gate like they R Steins' 
Mates merging Me with ØИΣ Fate 
Just 2 recalibrate öDD quantum 
State entangled with nate & so 
reset nu date 2 §üM∿Time N May 
Then taking away what B gained 
As ice-cream truck's song came 
End öF day scattering my brain 

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Imaginary Allergies
Act IV: Paranormal∿Perfume

Finally figured out what 
B causing my allergies 
And that would B Her 
Paranormal∿Perfume 
Which indeed explains 
The sniffles & sneezing 
And my watering, red eyes 
But especially, the §hivers 
Feeling oh~so good, real good 
And so, even if it makes my nose 
Bleed red like coke, so much better 
B real angel dust, now higher than sky 
Meaning after I've finally come down 
I Am still waking up on cloud n9ne 

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§enjutsu Pt. IV
| A §till Master |
Toad §age Uncaged

Δ

Time

Peace

Balance

§enjutsu

§age jutsu

A §till master

Of natural energy

Which We can’t see

Surrounding You & Me

Then flowing N between

Though inaccessible 2 most

Yet not to this jinchūriki host

For the toads taught Me how to B

A perfect §age, Orange is my range

Growing, and then glowing around Me

So You can easily see how powerful I Am

Enough to stay awake for three whole weeks

No need to sleep or eat, Nature replenishes Me

& so if You want a battle of attrition – just know

That whoever sent You – sent You on a suicide mission

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Madman Mumbles [IV]:
Firing The Canon

I do not understand

Catholic canonization

Surely a Saint becomes

Aware of own self’s role

Once they be fully realized

Like Aang in achieving Mastery

Of his Avatar state – unmissable

& no normal person could experience

This Miracle of Soul – so why wait when

There’s no debate when the Truth reincarnates?

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Misc. 4

4Model of the ego expanded | 19 February 2021