I believe I finally proved my Will
I noticed a new button N account settings
Close Account
Thought flashes: I said I would do anything
2 get my Brittany back so maybe We can trade
My Love N Poetry 4 Love’s Inspiration öF Poetry
§trangely the button seemed 2 almost B glowing
But what do I know? I Am just a simple man who
B desperate 2 hold his Love’s hands – and besides
This sounds crazy even 4 a man who sees ghosts
& hears voices lying – what would God want with
Poetry? Proof I Am telling The Truth about Her
How No matter the cost, She always B worth it
2 C Her, and thing is: my Poetry B the one thing
Outside öF Brittany that I could claim 2 value
Anywhere near as Her – so then, I’d ante up
My Poetry N what-ifs with God, and so She
Finally called my bluff…I think, because
Just like dying – even if You have 2 do it
Don’t need 2 remember experiencing
The trauma, just that You B ready &
Were actually gonna do what word
Had promised 2 Ü – and I Am sure
My hand held conviction during
My finger as it was approaching
But before becoming undone
From the Poetry who made Me
A black…flash? I guess – I lost
My vision but got it back before
I could even realize – feels just like
When eyes die then wake up behind
Another pair 4 eyes that aren’t mine
With a confused knowing, meaning
Will say “what” like Bo Burnham
Telling me what just happened
Then only can understand 4
The moment before they
Make Me forget again
And so if I recognize
It & fight the feeling
Comprehend I came
From a different land
Where I did follow through
& taking Me 2 the otherside of
This Apocalypse – “what would You
Trade the Pain 4?” The only precious
Thing that would hurt Me dearly, but
Like I said – She’s worth it, even if this
Was all for nothing & God wasn’t even
Watching – at least I would know & so
At least my heart would have No Doubt
‘Bout my route – but God was aware and
Blessed Me with the chance 2 have my cake
And eat it too, because I made a sacrifice 2 Ü
Yet still came out with a zero-sum price 2 receive
Author’s Note: I’m uncertain if closing the account would delete everything or just deactivate it like Facebook, though I was acting under the assumption I was about to lose everything.
♡Sugar☆World☮ 