I feel so isolatedAlwaysLike there’s an invisible barrierBetween meAnd everyone’s reality I’m in a bit of a dumb period againMeaning my poetic flow is kinda messyAnd I had another dream last nightThis time it was at the airportI often have dreams at the airportBecause I had a job working a wine bar in oneBut that’s … Continue reading Blue Friend: 27-28 January 2024

That's it - I'm done trying To guess what you're thinking If you love me, hate me Or just don't care about me Because whatever fantasy I try making up in my mind The reality of it is quite simple You abandoned me You lied to me You said You'd always be there for me … Continue reading Die Alone, Again

Finally feeling it flowing Combing back after going This new sense of knowing These neon colors are glowing

Something strange my body dies Is that when I'm low on energy It'll start taking away senses Starting with my sense of smell Followed by my ability to taste Then the colors in the world start to fade Soon follows the music I can no longer hear I'm lost in a gray world full of … Continue reading Low Energy / Depression

I can't say I feel miserable right now But I'm living like I am A shut-in life Wishing to go out But not knowing where or how Being all alone, though Not feeling lonely Which is why I don't feel miserable Like, I would prefer not to be alone And I want to make connections … Continue reading Miserable?

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I've been going through another Dumb period Mainly meaning my Muse is muted So I'm struggling finding my Inspiration And I can't feel the Flow in this mode Which is why I write like this Rather than with my Verse~Voice 'cause even if some Flow sneaks in And my Rhyme begins to glow and then … Continue reading Dumb Flow

I don't know what's worse Thinking they hate me or They just forgot I existed