I keep saying I'm tired Exhausted, even But maybe I'm just depressed And I haven't noticed Because I haven't been happy in a long time This is my new normal Well, it's not really that new This has been my normal for a long time Maybe I'm not tired because I'm depressed Maybe I'm just … Continue reading Tired Of Being Depressed
Month: March 2024
What Does It Mean To Be A Person?
Which aspects do you think makes a person unique? People are interesting because we have the body of a stupid animal and the spirit of a higher being. This makes us both finite and infinite. Our minds are what bridges these two contradictory aspects of our being, and our will is born from their coming … Continue reading What Does It Mean To Be A Person?
Inspired Haiku
Feel inspired Let's see if can use it 'Fore it fades away https://open.spotify.com/track/1LzNfuep1bnAUR9skqdHCK?si=-2DrwcAUS3KwxOrJ4lCehg https://open.spotify.com/track/4QRWA5UqYU1st9aO0UfxOj?si=y6SGcgVSQvGcuFzmyuhszQ
Panic-y Feeling
I’m having that panic-y feeling againLike I need to be doing somethingEven though I have nothing to doSo I start writing about nothingWhich is how we end up withMasterpiece like these – I amNot sure why I’m continuingWriting this – it’s not like IAm really accomplishingAnything – but I guessIt’s a distraction forMe – from … Continue reading Panic-y Feeling
Late Haiku
Late at night, outside Listening to my music While I am writing
Bide
I don’t know whyBut the weight on my shoulders is growingAnd my neck is becoming so stiff againI am not sure why I bear this burdenOr even what this burden really isBut still, I carry on carrying itWhen do I get to finally quit?I have put up with enough shitThe bullet has been more than … Continue reading Bide
A Fever You Can’t Sweat Out
There’s something about being out in the sticksWith shitty wifi and cabin full of peopleThat makes doing the same thingsThat I would do at my houseI don’t know how to put itI guess it makes it a bitStressful – not that I'mBeing bothered by themBut there’s no escapeFrom the feeling ofCabin Fever
Cabin Haiku
Cabin in the woods Celebrating Easter with Some family time
Old Texts
Old texts haunting my phone I'm terrified to read them And find the Monster hidden within All the things she said Running through my head Sometimes I think I'm better off dead Why do I keep flickering Between Green & Red? https://open.spotify.com/track/0wH55ChKuoZkmGhbIYtOI4?si=EY8_70mBSt6ZlW0EL8Vi1w
Morning Haiku
Another morning Another haiku with it Consistency's key
Slapsy Maxies
Lindsey in a frenzy Over the men she sees As Dani is eyeing up billi- -ards, which becomes Ben's den Where he dishes out Sweet defeat
