I've been N such a haze today I was very upset this morning I'm not certain why though Then I finally smoked It's weird, I'm actually getting high again Maybe it wasn't a problem with tolerance Like yesterday, it wasn't a matter of temperature

Destiny is the bottom of the Hourglass Once God flips me - inevitably My head becomes empty Fate is the thickness & length of the stem Determining how fast The sand will fall Chance is the dance Happening when flipping it over The real Randomness of where sand lands

It seems I've already forgotten most of yesterday I guess I'll write down random nonsense as anchors to what little remains Power is Priscilla You have a greater chance at committing a sin by reporting someone for stealing from Walmart than you do for stealing from Walmart Job isn't a bet, but a math equation … Continue reading Madgod §cribbles

Stop fucking with me I'm not N the mood right now This isn't a request And you know it's not a threat I still have that shard of broken glass And you still have your soft, bare neck

Can something real happen? Can my life finally change? Or is the only gift for going Through Hell N Back on your behalf Is forever feeling broken & cold Like an empty part of the soul

I have been left a lot to work on But I've no idea what to actually do Will I ever get to see the real light of day? Or am I destined to die under this light bulb sun

I'm working on a few far more important poems N the grand scheme of things But wanted to get this out the there Because Temperature is incredibly weird It was 69 dead - feeling Like getting N an open car Boiling N summer humidity Then immediately blasting the heat Very unpleasant &; didn't make sense … Continue reading Blind N Between Hot N Cold (69°)

The Human EXPerience meansBecoming Whö I Am reallyAnd then ÜnderstandingI Am Whö I Say I AmNo matter Whö ÜClaim 2 BΣY∃ told ܧ alreadyDon’t make Me repeat HIMAgain – so don’t test Me, sonÜ knows its my greatest pet peeveEven Sin can B forgivenWhy do you think NoahWas spared – whileThe rest of hisWorld ended … Continue reading N§ide Outside (The Human EXPerience)

My left ring finger hurts for no reason & that reason is Tuesday Was freezing yesterday, cold this morning, but now? Fucking Hot - literally - 69° if Ü know what mean God fucking sucks. Suck my fucking dick. At least when I was an atheist I could pretend like things were inevitably going 2 … Continue reading [3/12/24]