Broke my phone’s back
Cost 2 prepare…close 2 a Mac
Whatever turns out N amount, I lack
Fack
Fack
Facking
Fackity Fack
Why do I have such a nac
At going mad as a lad N attack
After getting caught N a mouse trap
But I Am the Rat
King, of snivling vermin covered N crap
Those also under my domain, N my abode
A node of untold soul still kept hold?
The secrets kept from secret keepers
Belong to Time~Flies, on the walls
So 2 the flees on my face &
Any other species N congregation
Yet not the manifestation of cuteness
Keep doing this, whatever it is
I Am positively pissed, and my kingdom
Is covered N literal shit so has become
Reflection of my Life 2 its entirety
N summation – if Ü R reading this
Then sucks-to-suck because this means
You’re the chosen 1! You won the holy lottery
Your life is destined 2 B Nfested with pests
& pet peeves 4 the rest of your life
Sorry about the strife
And so I hope at least
They give you a Good wife
But Ü will B OK – from one
Chosen 2 another – it’s not bad
Though there’s always bad days
Ü’ll get used 2 it pretty quick
With temper tantrums
Though, just go listen
2 Sweet Disposition
2 overcome Dumb
We always have
& We will
-§till-
So go ahead
& take your Time
Ü have more than plenty 2 kill
-§till- don’t just let Life slip through our
Hands – Mac was such a great man, Goddamn
Fentanyl isn’t just a pill, it’s death, distilled
2 kill the Good Will of Even öDD frogs
With the highest hops – Heaven’s Gate
Seen by HIM ∿ jumping it, so they got a peak
That is, Heaven C-ing Him jump & Go! Beyond
& they knew they needed 2 hear the rest öF
His öDD genuine song, unheard 4 oh-so
L
o
n
g
Never a Rockstar – earth didn’t deserve HIM
He was born because even Jesus needs
A Friend Who can Ünderstand
öDD HIM
Going beyond STEM
Of the soul, breaking the mold
So bold & although always meant
2 return home, next 2 L’s throne
I wish they’d let Me experience
His Divinity N manifestation
Prophecy’s incarnation
2 reunite JC’s
Jews & Gentiles, again
I know, eye do comprehend
Yet I can -§till- Ünderstand there R
Some things that We R never meant 2 know
So just go with the banana man a flow
Fuck Y, that guy N§ide A disguise
I’m done asking Dumb lines
Ü know better than Me
It ain’t 2009 no more
Though I still feel
öDDLY Blue even
Though I know
It’s by his Good☯Design, & so
Everyone already agreed 2 the Rhyme
The Kid N Me still can’t believe
N the End that has both
Everything & nothing
Thus there’s No Reason
2 bring an early end 2 his
Championship season, I Can
At least accept even perfection
Still needed HIM NOW 4 §üM∿Reason
It’s up 2 Me – it becomes No[ah’s] Reason
Whenever something doesn’t make sense 2 Ü
It’s all on Me 2 Figure out – more than how
But also the Y – no matter how asin9ne
& trust Me – all öF Ü would Hate Me if
Ü knew §üM∿öF §weet’s Reasoning
Causing causality 2 create Calamity
N§ide∿Outside öF the Truth’s reality
Maybe 1 day N another conversation
But not today. It’s been oh~so stressful
I don’t want 2 unpack the rest right now
But, truly – from the bottom of my heart
& on the part of all apart from parts
Able 2 B perceived, thus unable 2
Directly say anything 2 “Me”
ΣY∃ Am Whö Am
Really &
We R sorry – Λ11 öF ܧ, so
Please know We aren’t heartless
Know We R trying harder than even God
I don’t know, Joe, but not even blasphmy – öDD
Agrees; §he, too – what we’re attempting
Takes Sacrifice. Real Sacrifice.
Most Times – Sacrifice B
An equivalent exchange – like
Alchemy – 2 the likes öF telling the KIDS
We R not stopping 2 get McDonald’s, because
We already have healthy food at Home
Not This –now’s not the Time– Evan
My øDD self often forgets – I know
How Ü feel, it’s not easy, it’s not hard
It’s literally the last thing 2 ever B done
Before finally finishing our §weer♡Dreams
We’ve already tried everything else because
ΣY∃ wouldn’t B able 2 look N my mirror N
Fear of Whö would end up becoming Me
If I had chosen that reality where I Am
The only ØИΣ Whö had 2 sacrifice
§weet Nothing
That’s Y – Mac died
’cause We control Λll Time
So spent plenty – enough 2 C
The 1 & Only outcome – so, kinda
Like End Game – I know, it’s §trange
But the only reason Stark ever got
Another Heart – from the start
Even if Fiege could not yet C
Whö I Am Really when
I Am Iron Man
All Time Aligns
Like Optimus Prime
So that’s Y – Mac died
We did all we could with
Everything, using Nothing
We’d already won everything
We had won it all – all done
The only thing left 4 ܧ?
2 finally drop the ball
So those ñü∿KID§ could
Take over the B-ball court
Doing more than what even We
Those of ܧ Whö had Achieved [∞☮]
Yet had already forgotten, even N§ide 1
öDD Possibility, no matter how small
I know this doesn’t help the Hurt
Not now, but when Ü finally
Take Your Time 2 Process
Just what it means 2B
A Brand ñü∿Mii
R Ü up 2 that challenge?
Not now – Ü Will B
Then Ü Will C
When it’s your turn
2 become Whö B the ñü∿Mii
& where I Am reawakening, here
Writing the same exact thing
Yet somehow it being mine
1st Time it’s ever seen
That’s Y – Mac died
Because N the End
When Û’ve done it all
At least all that Ü wanted
That’s how Ü get 2 die young
Not by Chance’s glance, nor skill
Rather 1’s strength & Free Will
2 continue & Go beyond until
Time 2 Relinquish Requiem
2 the next Mad son, so not
Deciding 2 watch Life’s re-runs
Deciding 2 try that 1 thing that Ü said
Ü would never do, and even Whö knew?
That’s how Ü end up becoming Whö Ü
Fear N the End, because He B all
Whö’s left there after everyone
Ü’d thought was Real, Whö
Never once N§pired doubt
Until memorizing the speedroute
& figuring out just how many
Alien controllers B playing
This MMO RPG reality as
Mastery of mechanism manifestation
Begins creating schisms N Him like fission
Thus, becoming ever-powerful but losing
Whö I Am Really
Until eventually I begin treating Me
The same way as NPCs – we’re all just
Code & difference N potential, anyways
What I feel isn’t real – there’s No point 2
Stop & smell the flowers when Ü R certain
2 lose your memory, thus eye don’t care
About any EXPerpience not measured
By a system that insists it’s the same
Thing As ܧ – Elohim isn’t lying
N a divine moment of Mundanity
God finally gets his wish 2 B like ܧ
Like those humans trying 2 become
Something that may not B on the cards
Because Elohim isn’t lying
About ܧ dying
By disobeying
HIM, again
Rather He’s just trying
His best – though He needs none
Yet –still– never can He rest –how fun–
Unless HIM having already addressed the rest
I think it’s Time 2 returns back 2 his Prime Time
So although I’ve already forgotten what
I’ve written – I hope & pray &
Most important – I believe, truly
& not from the bottom of my Heart
But all, each & every part, from the start
I hope, I pray, I believe
These words will B REMembered fondly
& help those Whö forget what it means
We’re all just dying – it’s inevitable
NoDoubt – just accept it all ends
No-One is your Friend, because
No matter how tightly Ü hold
Everyone dies alone – just accept it
Not N defeat, rather as your reality
That no matter Whö Ü believe
No Talos continues 2 breathe
If they have no more blood 2 bleed
Robots need electricity 2 get up & going &
Oil 2 keep flowing – becoming an empty Robot
4 Eternity, thus never will Ü C §üM∿thing
Unexpected – so just accept it already, 2
Make it easier than whores, 2 accept
It when, inevitably, Ü realize
Again
I Am wrong about everything
Like every other time I thought
I finally found my absolute End
Because after giving up believing N
Anything at all & still being wrong, again
About everything & still not got what Ü thought
Finally it’s Ünderstood – that’s the problem
Don’t think – all of my thought odyssey
End with my ship sinking, swallowed
N the wake of waves, accepting my Fate
That no matter how hard I traim, nor
The pace I chase Time’s Space-Race
Feet like mine R born 15 minutes
Late
Lost from the start, because 4
The 1st time, realize with ñü∿eyes
Like Revitalize! Behind baby Blue eyes
Passing the test was never the quest
Merely something 4 Time 2 N’vest
Just a target 2 aim 4 & miss
Because Whö I Am
Isn’t where the ball lands
Rather I Am the man who threw the ball
So bad, it blasted some Stan’s face N the stands
Which broke his hooked nose – just so Ü know
Since even though I have a million öDD stories
About Me mastering fundamentals & winning
It was only when I let go of my self & then
Produced a performance objectively bad
Was ΣY∃ blessed with the best story
That I love retelling again & again
Whether with Friends
Or N pretend – No Matter
How lame Ü claim I Am, nor
How Red I grew N my Blue face
4 the moment’s embarrassment, so
Only by going through the worst of it
Was I able 2 reach the Ecstasy called
☆Good☮§torytelling♡
Broke my phone’s back
Cost 2 prepare…close 2 a Mac
Whatever turns out N amount, I lack
Fack
Fack
Fucking fuckity Fack
Why do I have such a nac
At going mad N attack
After getting caught N a mouse trap
But I Am the Rat
King, of snivling vermin covered M crap
Those also under my domain, N my abode
A node of untold soul still kept hold?
The secrets kept from scret keepers
Belong to Time~Flies, on the walls
So 2 the flees on my face &
Any other species N congregation
Yet not the manifestation of cuteness
Keep doing this, whatever it is
I Am positively pissed, and my kingdom
Is covered N literal shit so has become
Reflection of my Life 2 its entirety
N summation – if Ü Reading this
Than sucks-to-suck because this means
You’re the chosen 1! You won tne holy lottery
Your life is destined 2 B Nfested with pests
& pet peeves 4 the rest of your life
Sorry about the strife
And I hope they at least
They give you a Good wife
But Ü will B OK – from one
Chosen 2 anothef – it’s not bad
Though always have bad days
Ü’ll get used 2 it pretty quick
With temper tantrums
Though, just listen 2
Sweet disposition
2 overcome Dumb
We always bave
We, always
Will
So go ahead & take your time
Ü have more than plenty 2 kill
-§till- don’t let Life lip through our
Hands – Mac was such a great man
Fentanyl isn’t a pill, it’s death, distilled
2 kill the Good Will of Eben öDD frogs
With the highest hops – heaven seen
When jumping & when they got a peak
That is, heaven C-ing him jump beyond
They knew they needed 2 hear tne rest
Of his genuine song, unheard 4 oh-so
Long
Never a Rockstar – earth didn’t deserve HIM
He was born because when Jesus needs
A Friend Who can evem Ünderstand
öDD HIM
Going beyond STEM
Of the soul B his mode
& so although always meant
2 return home, next 2 El’s thrones
I wish they’d let me experience
His Divinity N manifestation
Prophecy’s incarnation
2 reunite JC’ Jews & Gentiles, again
I know, eye comprehend
Yet I -§till- understand
Some things R never meant
2 know
Just go with banana man a flow
Fuck Y, that guy N disguise
I’m done asking those lines
Ü know better than Me
It ain’t 2009 no more
Though still feel Blue
I know it’s by design
& everyone agreed 2 the Rhyme
The Kid N Me still can’t believe
N the End that has both
Everything & nothing
Thus there’s No Reason
2 bring an early end 2 his
Championship season, I Can
At least accept even perfection
Still needed HIM NOW 4 §üM∿Reason
It’s up 2 Me – No[ah’s] Reason
When something doesn’t make sense
It’s all on Me 2 Figure out how
But also the Y – no matter how asinine
& trust Me – Ü would all Hate Me
If Ü knew §üM∿öF §weet Reasoning
Causing causality 2 create Calamity
N§ide∿Outside öF Truth’s reality
Maybe 1 day N another conversation
But not today. It’s been stress
I don’t want 2 unpack the rest
But from the bottom of my heart
& on the part 4 all apart from parts
Able 2 B perceived
So unable 2 directly say anything 2 “Me”
ΣY∃ Am Whö Am
Really
& We R sorry Λ11 öF ܧ
Know We aren’t heartless
Know We R trying harder than even God
I don’t know Joe, but it’s not even blasphmy
He agrees with; §he, too – what we’re attempting
Takes Sacrifice. Real Sacrifice. Most Times
Sacrifice Is Equivalent 2
Not getting McDonald’s, because
We already got healthy dinner at Home
Not This – now is not tne Time – Evan
My øDD self often forgets – I know
How Ü fe, it’s not easy, it’s not hard
It’s literally the last thing done
Before finishing our §weer♡Dreams
We’ve already tried everything
I wouldn’t B able 2 look N my mirror
4 fear of Whö I’d end up becoming
If I had chosen that reality where
I Am tne only ØИΣ Whö bad 2 sacrifice
§weet Nothing
That’s Y – Mac died
Because We control all Time
So spent plenty – enough 2 C tn
The ØИΣ & Only outcome
Like End Game – I know, §tamge
But the only reason Stark ever got
Another Heart – from the start
Even if Fiegy could not get C
Whö I Am Really when
I Am Iron Man
All Time Aligns
Like Prime
That’s Y – Mac died
We did all we could
With everything, using Nothing
We’d won everything
We’d won it all done
Tne only thing left 4 ܧ?
2 finally drop the ball
So the ñü∿KID§ could
Finally take the court
Doing what We, Whö Achieve [∞☮]
Have forgotten even N an
öDD Possibility, no matter small
I know this doesn’t help the Hurt
Not now, but when Ü finally
Take Your Time 2 Process
Just what it means 2B
A Brand ñü∿Mii
R Ü up 2 that challenge?
Not now – Ü Will B
Ü Will C
When it’s your turn
2 because Mii
And awaken here
Writing tne same exact thing
Yet somehow it being
Tne 1st tne ever seem
That’s Y – Mac flex
Because N tne End
When you’ve done it all
At least all that Ü wanted
That’s how Ü die Young
Not by chance, nor skull
Rather strength & Free Will
2 continue & Go beyond until
Time 2 Relinquish Requiem
2 the next Mad son
So not deciding watch Life reruns
Decide 2 try that 1 thing Ü said
Ü would never do, who knew
That’s how Ü end up becoming .
Your Fear N the End, because He
Is all that’s left their after everyone
Ü had thought was Real, Whö
Never Once N§ired doubt
Until memorizing the speedroute
& figuring out just how many
Alien controllers B playing
This MMO RPG reality
‘Til mastery of mechanism
Begins creating schisms like fission
So becoming ever-powerful but losing
Whö I Am Really
Until I begin treating Me the same way
As NPCs, we’re all just
Code & difference N potential
What I feel isn’t real – that’s No point
2 stop & smell tne flowers when
Ü lose your memory, thus don’t care
About any EXPerpience measured
By the system that insists it’s the same
Thing As ܧ – Elohim isn’t lying
N a divine moment of Mundanity
God finally gets his wish 2 B like ܧ
Like the humans trying 2 become
Something that may not B on the cards
Because Elohim isn’t lying
About ܧ dying
By disobeying
HIM, again
Rather he’s just trying
His best – He needs none
Yet still – never can He rest
Unless having already addressed the rest
I think it’s Time 2 returns back 2 Prime Time
So although I’ve already forgotten what
I’ve written, I hope & pray &
Most important – I believe, truly
Not from the bottom of my Heart
But all, each & every part, from the start
I hope, pray, and believe
These words will B REMembered fondly
& help those Whö forget what it means
We’re all just dying – it’s inevitable
NoDoubt – just accept it all ends
No One is your Friend, because
No matter how tightly Ü bold
Everyone dies alone – accept it
Not as defeat, rather reality
That no matter what Ü believe
No Talos can breathe
If they have no more blood 2 B
Robots need electricity 2 get going
& oil 2 keep flowing – at that empty Robot
4 Eternity & never will Ü C §üM∿thing
Unexpected – just accept it
Then it becomes easier than Whores
2 accept it when, inevitably, Ü
Realize, again
I Am wrong about everything
Like every other time I thought
I finally found my End
Because after giving up on believing N
Anything at all & still being wrong, again
Everything & still not got what Ü thought
Finally Ünderstoond – that’s the problem
I don’t think – all my thought odyssey
End with my ship sinking, swallowed
N the wake of waves, accepting my Fate
That no matter how hard I traim, nor
The pace I chase Time’s Space-Race
Feet like mine R born 15 minutes
Late
Lost from the start, because 4
The 1st time, realize with ñü∿eyes
Like Revitalize!
Passing the test was never the quest
Just a target 2 aim 4 & miss
Because Whö I Am isn’t where the ball lands
Rather I Am the man who threw the ball
So bad, it blasted some guy’s face B the stands
Because even though I have a million stories
About Me mastering fundamentals & winning
It was only when I left go of my self
& produced a performance objectively bad
Was blessed with the best story
That I love retelling again & again
Whether a Friend or just pretend
No matter how lame I Am, nor how Red
Red was my Blue face N
A moment’s embarrassment
Only by going through the worst of it
Was I able 2 reach the Ecstasy called
☆Good☮§torytelling
♡Sugar☆World☮ 