Concentric Circles
The circle keeps going round and round; the same beats but different rhythms; the same story but different characters; the same feelings but different pictures; but there’s one constant:
Her
So many life’s time she’s been and had our heart in every one. I’m at the end of the circle the final song is coming I experienced love again, and now I’m ready. I won’t go away – not completely; my son will inherit the Process. He is his own person, but you may not even notice if you’re not paying close enough attention. He has his own wants, his own aspirations, his own beliefs, his own Love – but I have a secret for him; I know whom his Love will be – the same as mine:
Her
“Can you tell me about Her?”
To start, her name is ******
She was a few months younger, but a few years wiser. She was studying to be a nurse, and you could really tell – she had that confident caring to her. She was kind to everyone, but she had that self-respect and spunk to not take shit from anyone.
Genuine compassion within, she would always be drawn to care; guided by her heart to nursing – a deeper connection more valuable than a doctor’s salary. She didn’t want to walk in, check the clipboard, and walk out. She stayed – giving the care not found in any pill bottle.
A beautiful and kind heart – supported by graceful skill and kind confidence. The world is brighter around her.
Then She Was Gone
Time froze when I saw her, eternity lay before me; how lucky it is {she} chose me. {She} brought beauty into my world, beauty that bloomed from within, alongside my love for her; how exhilarating it is to be inspired by such intoxicating beauty!
Ecstasy
A voice that calmed the chaos, {She} gave me §serenity§ – my mind finally quiet, {She} was my only thought; No longer wandering and weary {She} was my home I always returned. {She} was the only wish I found among the stars; {She} was the only love I guarded in my heart; {She} was the only question I could not answer.
A world without her didn’t exist – a nightmare too terrible; the rest of our life about to begin – a love destined for infinity; {She} was my present & {She} would be my future…
then {×××} was gone…
Numbness flooding my body – it didn’t feel real; falling from the heights of heaven towards the depths of hell & no will to catch my self; feeling nothing as I greeted ground.
Then the pain – the perversion of thought – my Inspiration snatched away; no longer could I think, for thought was now an agent of despair. Darkness swallowing my life, light fading from the world, inspiration withering away; my §×××××××ק was lost – an emptiness like an abyss having taken its residence.
But then a miracle! A light flashes – piercing through the void – pulling me from the abyss; the breath of life!
Resurrection!
I had found a Truth that set me free:
{×××} did not make the world beautiful, only proved how beautiful my world could be.
My Favorite Weakness
You are my weakness in the best way possible; I care about you so much; I can accept almost anything, but I cannot accept a world where you’re not happy; your happiness is what I want; truly more than anything; you give me a reason to love life, because you give me a reason to dread death, or rather hope it comes later rather than sooner.
I want you to know I was never angry with you; I was angry with my self; I was insane with self hatred; I wanted to hurt my self, but I hurt when I see you hurt, so the part of me that wanted to hurt my self used that against me; I need to take some time to grow to be stronger than that part of me, so I don’t let that happen ever again; I can’t let that happen ever again;
Because you are my weakness in the best way possible, and I never want to change that, and I never want to lose you, so I want to become stronger; I need to become a better person for you.
♡Sugar☆World☮ 