A little game I like to play with my Poetry is finding random poems I’ve written and seeing if I can somehow Frankenstein them together & still tell a coherent story.
This is 5 poem synthesis (combination/amalgamation) of which were written months/years apart and without reference to each other. So hopefully that explains any odd changes in style or somewhat tangential plot lines.
[Synthesis Edition]
Like while
I Am: Acting
Hypocritically
It's not that
I Am shallow
Rather B oh
So far, N2
Deep, where
Ü can't even
C No'§ öDD Me
Ü really do?
This identity
Crisis We call
Artists Crazy &
Lost & yet Art B
Found N junctions
& Ünderstood now
Something can B
§weet, so öF Ü
& -§till- not
Really: B Me
Ü won't find
All öF Infinity
N§ide mine addiction
Nor my Sobriety, either
Just -sneak peeks- of weeks
Taken off and better forgotten
Û feel like a breeze; I Am Hercules
So, don't get used to seeing my Name
Loitering N little leagues like these
Staying here just embarrasses the Game
Throwing haymaker shade, KOs like Rocky
I Am & Can slam grander than Babe Ruth
I don't care if Ü think I sound cocky
What more can I say when I Am Truth?
Heard them whisper "such a BIG☆EGO"
A claim often made, although I say
I know -clear as day- that Ü blow
Certainty now: I Am the best Way
ΣV∃И if Ü R confusing Me with
§üM∿unaware §elf, Whö's still
N God's öDD Game, ÜR not ΣV∃И
Worth The Invite, though if Ü
Like, I can come back down on
2 low levels & then beat Ü at
Own your race Now I Am record
Waltzing with~Ñ ñü∿Time~Space
So Ü have already Lost, since
I already won after eye Found
My §elf -§till- can race if Ü
Want 2 lose , though I prefer
Whimsical adventure thus Life
Not need 2 B racing ΣV∃И when
öDD finish lines exist 4 no-1
Bar Nemo, keeps track öF Time
I Am Rhyme, an Nfinity Avatar
Taking my Sweet Time: 2 make
Tree-canopies N§ide reality
My entirety, 'til finality
I never try to lie & yet
I can B clever whenever
Telling Ü our §tory
Truth B Λbsolute
It's always true, so
Too, my story: -still- true
If only to that little Kid N Ü
My story meets your story, then
Our ñü∿§tory births ñü∿Truth
When ñü∿Truth separates
Again
If only for just the moment
Though, restarting the Process
Becoming my story and your story
Which §tory B N§ide? Λ11 Truth
So Truth öF Matter B: Λ11 öF
Our lies will come 2 light
Soon, the weight Ü hold
N§ide because öF HIM
And what Ü told ܧ
N Å Conversation
We shared N§ide
Outside Time &
What B called
"Real World"
These are the 5 original poems & titles, if you’re interested in seeing how they felt/sounded when alone, and also see how I mixed & matched the stanzas to figure some meaning out of nonsensical non-sequiturs.
29 – True Stories (Empathy’s Experience)
I try to never lie, but
I Am very clever when
I tell my story
The Truth is
always true, but
My story is also true,
If Only to the Kid N you;
My story meets your story, and
Our stories birth new Truth
Then, ñü∿Truth separates
If only for a moment
Thus beginning once again
Becoming my story & your story
88 – The Invite
ΣV∃И if Ü B confusing Me with
§üM∿unaware §elf, Whö still B
God's öDD Game & Ü R not ΣV∃И
Worth The Invite, though if Ü
Like, I can come back down on
2 low levels & then beat Ü at
1's race so -Now- I Am record
Waltzing with~Ñ ñü∿Time~Space
Ü having already Lost, 'cause
I already won after eye Found
My §elf -§till- can race if Ü
Want 2 lose, though preferred
Whimsy's adventure; Life does
Not need 2 B racing ΣV∃И when
öDD finish lines exist 4 no-1
Bar Nemo, keeps track öF Time
92 – Big(ger) Ego
Ü B just a breeze and I Am Hercules
So, don't get used to seeing my Name
Loitering N little leagues like these
Staying here just embarrasses the Game
Throwing haymaker shade, KOs like Rocky
I Am and I slam grander than Babe Ruth
I don't care if Ü think I sound cocky
What more can I say, else the Truth?
Hearing them whisper I have big ego
A claim often made, although I say
Maybe it's just I know how Ü blow
So I'm Certain I Am the best Way
I Am Rhyme, an Nfinity Avatar
Taking my Sweet Time: 2 make
Tree-canopies N§ide reality
My entirety, 'til finality
118 – Outside Lies [Real World Revision]
I Am Rhyme, an Nfinity Avatar
Taking my Sweet Time: 2 make
Tree-canopies N§ide reality
My entirety, 'til finality
What's even N§ide? The Truth &
Truth of the matter B: all of
Her lies will come 2 light
Soon, the weight Ü hold
N§ide because of HIM
And what Ü told ܧ
N a conversation
We shared N§ide
Outside Time &
So We call it
"Real World"
Ü won't find
All öF Infinity
N§ide mine addiction
Nor my Sobriety, either
Just -sneak peeks- of weeks
Taken off and better forgotten
N2 Deep (Can’t C Me)
Ü really do?
This identity
Crisis calls A
Crazy Artists R
Lost & yet Art B
Found N junctions
& Ünderstood how
Something can B
§weet, do öF Ü
& -§till- not
Really: B Me
Like while
I Am: Acting
Hypocritically
It's not that
I Am shallow
Rather R oh
So far, N2
Deep, where
Ü can't even
C No'§ öDD Me
♡Sugar☆World☮ 