Summer Snow (Blue Cold Sweet-T Berries)
End if July thoughts
• Economics/economies have existed since before humanity, and exist outside of humanity
• Often times an offer matters more than an action, whether out of care or consent. Following through with an offer is even more important.
• The power of mortality is that gods can never truly understand it, for they can never experience it. To be mortal is to die, but to be a god is to live forever. Gods cannot die, because to die is to be mortal. There may be a divide between the divine and the physical that mortals cannot cross, but that divide goes both ways. Gods may know everything, but somehow mortality still escapes them.
• I build my own prisons just to see if I can escape from them. I’ve gotten really good at escaping, but I’ve gotten even better at building
• How do we come up with words for things that don’t exist?
• Making everyone a little better/happier is better than making yourself a lot better/happier
• The power of humanity is that no one person should have to take on too much of a burden
• Hell is interesting, because if it does exist, I believe that people go to it, or at least parts of people. God does not condemn us to hell, we condemn the aspects of our own being that hold us back and hurt us.
• Weakness and failure are just opportunities for growth
• Am I my body, or am I my beliefs?
• I need to support and cultivate the spirit of the hero. He’s the only one worth anything to be proud of
• Do you ever really think about how many mistakes we repeat? Why do we make our own lives so hard?
• Something that I’ve accepted but is still draining on my soul is that I’ll never be good enough
• Why would you trade infinity for finity?
• I feel like a Roman emperor who wanted to know what it felt like to be a commoner
• Love and hate are so powerful because they’re transformative. We start out as animals, but as we’re exposed to love and hate, we turn into something more, whether for better or worse
• I don’t think people realize how malleable reality really is
(untitled) [14 August 2020]
(I think this may be the most complete and unified writing of my philosophy thus far)
• A being is composed for three aspects: mind, body, spirit
• These aspects are uniquely independent of each other, but the being ceases to exist is even one aspect is missing
• What “we” consider as “us” is the spirit aspect. The mind and body are objective and logical. The spirit is what introduces perspective, subjectivity, and ego
• The body and mind are the teachers to the spirit
• That body teaches the body how to feel.
• What is “feeling; to feel” -> feeling is the experience of sensation that occurs when two opposing forces interact.
• It is the bridge between the physical and spiritual world; the connection that allows inherently contradictory aspects of our reality coincide.
• Since feeling is defined by its relationship to both the physical and spiritual, as well as their interactions, feeling does not
• The body doesn’t “feel” the same way we do. As an objective aspect, it does not experience happiness, anger, sadness, excitement, etc. It experiences the physical interactions of the world, and then simulates a
• It’s not happiness. It’s an altered body-chemistry state which causes a change to response to certain stimuli. They experience what we “feel,” but things like “happiness” and “sorrow” don’t exist in the physical world.
• The unique ability of the spirit to be subjective and inconsistent is what creates and assigns our emotional responses to physical sensations.
• In other words – the body doesn’t feel “good or bad.” It just feels physical sensation. The spirit is what decides how the being as a whole responds to that physical sensation
• The bridge of feeling brings the physical sensations from the physical world so that the spirit may experience and understand the physical world better. Sensation inspires the spirit, allowing it to create something new and outside of the realm of comprehension of the physical world. And then after the spirit is done, it sends back its paradoxical but inspired creation to the physical world, gifting an entirely new experience and comprehension of the universe that could only be obtained from outside of our.
• This constant back&forth of the body experiencing something, and the spirit creating an all new perspective of it is what causes our universe/reality to be infinite. Even in a limited and closed physical space, new components are always able to be added and changed thanks to the bridge between the finite world of the body and the infinite world of the spirit.
(* what the spirit creates and introduces/gifts to the physical world is what we would call “art”
Art exists outside of the physical universe, and therefore so does its meaning/function.
Art is not bound by the logic of the physical world, so often times it causes confusion and frustration to those only familiar with the logical existence of the physical world.
Before now, I’ve always described art as anything that is an expression of self. This agrees with my new understanding, for the art is created by the spirit, and as I mentioned before, the spirit aspect of being is the ego and identity of the being
Art is the spirit’s response to the forein stimuli of the physical world. Similarly to how the physical world is incapable of naturally comprehending the spiritual world, the spiritual world is incapable of naturally comprehending the physical world.
The art of the spirit’s way of interpreting the physical world’s stimuli. The abstract nature of art is a result of contradictory universes trying to interact with each other.
Art is the combination of the physical and spiritual to create a unified understanding of reality as a whole. It combines opposing hul, but in overcoming this paradoxical relationship, an actual truth of reality is discovered.
Art is a feedback loop. What I mean is that the creation of art can happen infinitely due to the nature of the relationship between the spiritual and physical. In the same way that the spirit must interpret the physical sensations to recreate them in a way that makes sense in the spiritual world, the body and mind must interpret the physical manifestation of the spirit’s art. This interpretation in a sense is the body creating its own art. This creates physical sensations that must once again be interpreted by the spirit. And thus the creates a new piece of art, and the cycle continues.
Art as a combination of elements
TL;DR on art: art is the expression of the relationship shared between the physical mind & body and the spirit. Since the relationship between the spiritual and physical is what defines a being, art is therefore a reflection of self.
(more to add)
• The mind teaches the spirit how to think.
• Although not physical, the mind is born and exists within the physical world. It is created by the same logic and natural laws that determine who matter and forces interact.
• The body experiences the universe, while the mind comprehends it
(a lot more to add)
• If this God of the body is the caring embrace of Mother Nature, then the God of the mind is the strict discipline of father logic.
• Both are necessarily, but excess/over reliance on one over the other will cause time being as a whole to de
• It is the duty of the spirit to find the balance between the mind and the body.
• The ability to create cooperation between the mind and the body to achieve a greater goal is what defines life and free will. The mind and body are no longer the sum of an finite chain of cause and effect. We are not determined solely by every occurrence in history that had led up to that point. The spirit is powerful, because it can create something from nothing. At any moment, the spirit can convince the mind and body to cooperate to work towards something greater than the sum of the physical interactions in the universe.
• The hierarchy of intelligence in life is a direct parallel to the ability of the spirit of the being being able to get the mind and body to cooperate.
• This is what separates animals from humanity: the spirit of an animal can only get the mind and body to cooperate to the point of survival and physical gratification. The spirit of a person can look outside its self, and explain the world to the mind and body in a way that convinces them to achieve far beyond what makes instinctual sense.
• The ability to sacrifice one’s self for the benefit of others points to a strong and resolute spirit. The ability to reject the one absolute goal of our bodies – survival – to achieve a goal seemingly outside and against our bodies shows an absolute trust and cooperation between the mind, body, and spirit.
• Philosophy occurs when the spirit describes reality and the world to the mind and body.
I’ve already written so much, but I have so far to go.
This is the closest I’ve come to understanding my own philosophy.
• Society is humanity’s attempt to create a new, higher being. A being who’s spirit exponentially dwarfs any individual.
• Society basically breaks down to this: individual beings coming together to form a large, but singular being – a group.
• Using the structure of being from above, the spirits of time individual beings have agreed to cooperate and combine the collective capabilities of their physical bodies and minds.
• In addition to our physical aspects combining and cooperating, our spirits do something similar. We combine all of our perspectives, experiences, ideals, and morals – crafting an ideal and overreaching spirit of society. In a sense, this is society’s “God.”
• The cooperation of spirits to create the spirit of the society is expressed in the physical world as Law and Order (I
• .e society’s philosophy)
• The incarnation of Law and Order would be the governance system and the justice system
• Justice is the proper execution of the philosophy of the Law and Order. Proper execution of Law and Order is often misunderstood.
• The perversion of the intent of society’s Law and Order is one of the most critical failures in execution. The letter of the law (the physical aspect) should never contradict the spirit/intent of time law (the spiritual aspect). To do so is the greatest injustice to society.
• Law and Order reflects its society. Therefore it should change and grow in the same ways as the society and its people do.
(untitled) [22 August 2020]
This has been a pretty enlightening experience in relation to figuring out my multiple personalities
Every person is a universe
Sometimes it’s necessary to submit ourselves to the great minds of the past. Sometimes one must challenge those same great minds, and in doing so, join their ranks.
The world is full of signs, but sometimes they are meant for someone else
Names are such a human construct
Discipline is only successful when the discipliner is respected by the disciplined, and vice-versa. If this is not the case, the necessary and enlightening nature of discipline turns into one of subjugation and
I guess I’m trying to create an unbreakable perspective of reality; of truth.
Does a perspective stop being a perspective once it matches/is equivalent to the truth?
Life is about picking our tragedies and our triumphs
The universe answers every question. We just often don’t understand, or pretend we didn’t hear anything since we didn’t like the answer. Sometimes we’re angry at the answer, for it came from a hard lesson.
Morality should not be a political debate, but a discussion for philosophers. We don’t ask the opinion of proper medical procedures from the common person, but from doctors. Let the experts create a good and great construct of society.
Life is worth it. If you disagree, you might not be living your life.
God has been generous enough to take on the burden of condemnation, so why do so many continue performing an unnecessary task, in an infinitely inferior capacity to its true master?
No amount of education, knowledge, or wisdom can overcome the infinite capacity of humanity’s stupidity
Existence is morality. To exist is to be correct. If two things cannot exist together, the one that overcomes the other is “good,” no matter the subject matter of the conflict.
The main difference between jake/me and Ben/Alex is that Ben/Alex chose the joys, comforts, and struggles of a normal life, whereas Jake and I chose an unachievable goal
I fundamentally disagree with those who believe the body and physical are inherently evil.
I fall into the trap of arrogance far too often
Running 100 miles seems like a lot until you realize you have a billion more to go.
Panic is the crutch for a weak mind
How can I focus on myself when there are literal genocides happening throughout the world?
If there is anything that I truly hate, it’s those who, when they are faced with a challenge, their only thought is to run backwards and hide in the comfortable and familiar, rather than overcoming the challenge to progress beyond it.
If there is a second thing I hate, it is arrogant and confident stupidity.
The world’s music is as diverse as its food. Access to so many different flavors of music from around the world is incredible.
I will face my daily challenges, but if I try to take on all of the world at once, the I will surely fail. Learn to choose your battles, and let others handle theirs. Help if you can, but don’t forget your own responsibilities.
Strength in defense in morally correct. An instigator is in the wrong.