Disappear

I don't know how 
to be a good friend. 

I don't know what to say. 

More now than ever 
I need someone 
to talk to & share, 
but every time I write
my words, I become A 
burden to B thrown away 
again, again & again. 

And right now 
it feels like 
I Am just 
waiting 
for the day 
when you realize 
that you're done with me. 

So I'm just really 
alone & scared 
that the moment 
I open the door, 
you'll disappear 

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Original: untitled | 1 November 2022

I don't know how to be a good friend. I don't know what to say. More now than ever I need someone to talk to & share, but every time I write my words, I become a burden to be thrown away again. And right now it feels like I'm just waiting for the day when you realize that you're done with me. So I'm just really alone & scared that the moment I open the door, you'll disappear