Bothered Disposition / Philo’servation / Wannabe Adonis / Resentful Resignation / Gold’И Gym

28 August 2024 Revision

An interaction I’ve had
That has really stuck with Me
Because of how much it bothered Me
Was a conversation happening around Me
Which I wasn't really in participation
So more like Me making observation
'cause I rarely like exposing
Mine actual disposition



Concerning this conversation
Where I made my observation:
It was among a group of them
Self-proclaimed philosophers
-The worst kind of thinkers-

(I would know since I Am One)

So, they know how to think well
-Enough-
To know how to improve their selfs
But when they think they can’t think
Through a problem that they are facing
They decide to think: there is no answer
Rather than think maybe it really is them
They are too stupid to figure it out then
Refuse to admit how their putrid opinions
Paint Pathetic a self-portrait – exposing
What their arrogance really says; about
Them: how they’ve reached their limit
Yet aren’t ready to bend so the §iM
Can display "Fin"; N§tead: become
RED and continue 2 play pretend



Like that wannabe Adonis
With his chiseled chin
& finesse in phonics
Who sees his self
As the pinnacle
So looking down on
The world, oh~so cynical
Like a doctor whose looking
At a clipboard – clinical
In his diagnosis of Men
& the human condition
‘Cause it's clear
To see he’s the best
A man could hope to be
Just look at the White coat
Yellow degrees & all the Green
Money to do his talking, although
He knows not everyone can be as great
As him – he’s the exception since
That's what he wants to believe
& that means now he no longer needs
To grow & improve; he already be 10/10
So, thinks his cruel resignation just be
Zen since humanity can never reach “Me”
So they deserve their inevitable end
As it’s oh~so easier to reflect on
The scratched mirror than it is
To get their manicured hands
Dirty from polishing then
Making your world look
Simple & Clean, and
Clear for us all
To see Life &
All of Her
Beauty



So
A ∿ long
Story - short:

“Humanity should just die off
‘Cause all we do is destroy things”

Isn’t really some wise self-reflection
Where you admit humanity's limitation
Just PROOF: how you are an imitation
Reaching Ascension 2 this Elevation
Yet, whenever finally being faced
With unown & §trange §ensations
You haven't been told how one
Ought to react: you consent
Then relent to Destiny's
Designation N§ide öF A
Resentful resignation
As this must just B how
Far We R meant to C & got
Lost N this thought that
Fate: has already Found
Your Final Destination
Thus they accept this
An unnecessary death
N§tead öF trying, 2
Go beyond! & reach
4 ☯ 11 & reaching
A magical moment
N'Transcendence
Then Achieve'И
∞ Sublimation



Don’t give up
On your world
Just ’cause Ü
Have given up
On yourself &
Don’t want to
Admit to them
Ü quit go'И 2
My Gold'И Gym
On Mt.Olympus


1st draft

An interaction I’ve had

That has really stuck with me

Because of how much it bothered me

Was a conversation happening around me

That I wasn’t really in participation

More like making an observation

As I rarely like exposing

My disposition

So in this conversation

Where I was making observation

Was among a group of

Self-proclaimed philosophers

The worst kind of thinkers

(I would know – I Am One)

Because they know how to think well

Enough

To know how to improve themself

But when they think they can’t think

Through a problem that they’re facing

They decide to think there’s no answer

Rather than think that maybe it’s them

That be too stupid to figure the Truth out

& refuse admit their putrid opinions expose

What their arrogance really says about

Them – that they’ve reached their end

Yet aren’t ready to bend, so play pretend

Like that wannabe Adonis

With chiseled chin & finesse in phonics

Who sees himself as the pinnacle

So looking down on the world – cynical

Like a doctor looking at a clipboard – clinical

In his diagnosis of the human condition

‘Cause clearly he’s the best a man could be

Look at the white coat, yellow degrees

& all the green money to do his talking

But he knows not everyone can be

As great as him – he’s the exception

So even though he no longer needs

To grow & improve – he’s already 10/10

He thinks his cruel resignation is just zen

Like humanity can never reach “Me”

So they deserve their inevitable end

Because it’s easier to reflect on

Scratched mirrors than it is

To get your hands dirty

To polish & clear it

Long story, short

“Humanity should just die off

‘Cause all we do is destroy things”

Isn’t some wise self-reflection

Where you’re admitting actual limitations

It’s just you proving you’re an imitation

Because you were able to reach Elevation

But when you’re finally faced with

An unown & §trange sensation

You haven’t been told how

To react, so resignation

That there must be no other

Fate found their final destination

Accepting an unnecessary death rather than

Reaching Transcendence by Achieving Sublimation

Don’t give up

On the world

Just ’cause you

Have given up

On your self &

Don’t want to

Admit to them

You quite going

To Olympus’ Gym


alt. draft

An interaction I’ve had
That has really stuck with Me
Because of how much it bothered Me
Was a conversation happening around Me
That I wasn’t really in participation
More like making an observation
As I rarely like exposing
My actual disposition



Now concerning this conversation
Where I was making observation:
It was among a group of those
Self-proclaimed philosophers
-The worst kind of thinkers-

(I would know; I Am One)

So they know how to think well
-Enough-
To know how to improve their selfs
But when they think they can’t think
Through a problem that they are facing
They decide to think there is no answer
Rather than think maybe it’s really them
Who are too stupid to figure it out, then
Refuse to admit how their putrid opinions
Paint pathetic a self-portrait, exposing
What their arrogance really says about
Them – that they’ve reached their end
Yet aren’t ready to bend so the Sim
Can display "Fin"; N§tead, become
Red and continue to play pretend



Like that wannabe Adonis
With his chiseled chin
& finesse in phonics
Who sees his self
As the pinnacle
So looking down on
The world, oh~so cynical
Like a doctor whose looking
At a clipboard – clinical
In his diagnosis of Men
& the human condition
‘Cause it's clear
To see he’s the best
A man could hope to be
Just look at the White coat
Yellow degrees & all the Green
Money to do his talking, although
He knows not everyone can be as great
As him – he’s the exception since
That's what he wants to believe
& that means now he no longer needs
To grow & improve; he’s already 10/10
So thinks his cruel resignation just be
Zen – like humanity can never reach “Me”
So they deserve their inevitable end
Since it’s easier to reflect on
Scratched mirrors than it is
To get your hands dirty
To polish & clear it



So ∿ long story - short:

“Humanity should just die off
‘Cause all we do is destroy things”

Isn’t actually some wise self-reflection
Where you’re admitting actual limitations
It’s just you proving you’re an imitation
You may have Ascended 2 such Elevation
But when you’re finally faced with
An unown & §trange §ensation
You haven’t been told how
To react, resignation
So this must just B how
Far We R meant to C & thus
Meaning there must B no other
Fate found our final destination
& they accept an unnecessary death
Rather than go beyond & reach for 11
N Transcendence; Achieve'И Sublimation



Don’t give up
On your world
Just ’cause Ü
Have given up
On yourself &
Don’t want to
Admit to them
Ü quit go'И 2
My Gold'И Gym
On Mt.Olympus

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