[outta Thyme again – will add more 2 the title as I fill N the mant holes haunting this poem]
[1st draft (intended to be, lets C) unedited from this point on: 6:29AM 18 August 2024]
God Believes N §eparation of ¢hurch & $tate (Bodily¦Autonomy, Too)
This may sound
Hypocritical
But though Ey3
Claim my self: Pro-
Life – yet believe that
Abortion must B there
As an Option: PROOF
I consent 2 Yourh
By accepting
The Truth:
Ü R better off
Dropping out than
Sucking out that fetis
Even if God respects All
Form öF Life as §acred
Don’t lie about reality
Of the Mind: humans
R mechanical animals
’til reach-И the Terrible
2s & they show Ü what. iT
Means 2 think N’Dividually
Rather than refect randomness
N’2 words since crying applies 2
All situations when N’Gestation
Though still need some Time 2
Grow – green thumbs hurt like
Hell – Grow’И pains like sqirts
Shoot’И up – feel above iT All
4 the 1st time N childhood
His Pinocchio wasn’t just
Deadwood – strings help
Talking heads with N’Ø
Vocal chords – spoken
Like Tokens of diversity
Placed periodically 2 C if
White can feel Black’s stare
But know not enough B
Nearby, the sun Glares like
Leftovers & revisions pound
4 choken the Gay Chicken tmtM8hen
Blizzard Leak’И the blizzard
…
Ey3 keep lose’И my Mind’s
Desgin N’§ide öF Rhymd
Just decline öF our PRiM3
*ass now
…
Ey3 keep lose’И my Mind’s
…
Ey3 keep lose’И my Mind’s
Just 2 get Again, Again & Again
That’s blue this Name always ends
Wait’И 4 the End 2: CüM – Conjure’И
Chirality’s bubble butt beg’И Ü 2 bust A
Nut on Her boobs – baby batter shower
A good girl like Her deserves A Pearl
Necklace 4 bless’И Ü§ like Lust
Spread’И her cheeks 2 open
Up Her butt – 1st time & means
Barely enough 2 slide N, so must
Use force – thrusts like an engine
Cumbusts; 6 Cylinder with 9 seats
Road trips R §weet since never need
2 stop & sleep; that’s y We never sleep
‘Cause there’s always another set already &
Already zet 2 Go! Get Back, JoJo – Mr. Can’t Say
The Purple Stranger Whö also B like Jesus, Christ!
(The X’Pletive, not guy Ü pretend is offended when
KiD§ use HiM 2 cent – that’s what Ü R meant 2 do
& y Whö sent Ü angels N the outfield – Teeball
SüX – yellow pirates get dirty B’4 picture day
…
I didn’t quite lose my mind
Youth Horny has taken hold öF
More öF this poem than I would like on
A tangent; Far, Far Away, so like Shrek says
Better Out than N – my skeletons N my closet
R all painted N pastels – I know, I knew: I Am
Sorry, Marsha: L.L. left a little bit ago when
Mathers Scatters after his Manifestation
Shatters – pissed like British Beer &
American blatters – just hold it A
Little longer – Ey3 saw a Blue
Rest-Stop sign only 9 miles
Like 2 tails; player 2 dies
But programming like
Kenny means -§till-
Wake’И up after Ü
Die alone, Again
Again & Again
& ~always~
Know’И that
This means w3
Really fucked up
This time, but fine
Enough 2 rescind sin
& hop back N Time 2
Make better rhymes
This Time: simple &
Clean – Roxas won’t
Rock the boat as jokes
Funny is fed up from all
The times we woke & broke
Immediately – Misery doesn’t
Mess around like Yes; N’Ø
Skips the Quest 2 test iF
A meaningless Genius
Really X’ists, but got
Off-Topic like Emo
Teens – MCR says
It best: Teenagers
Scare the live’И §hit
Outta Me – but whatever
…
This bas been a strange relay
Race 2 write down the sound öF
A new life form adorned with storm
Clouds – yet have been unable 2 manifest
ME, fully – either my perspective öF abortion
Nor my personal X’Perience I meant 2 provide
Context how my opinion B beytee than the rest
But also confess my mess so Ü can C Paradox
Just B Pandora when locked N§ide Her own
Heart shaped box; so schrodinger’s locks
Up the X’Periment after cold feet leaves
Him stuck N’B’Tween the Teuth & Hi§
Burden öF PROOF peoduces an aloof
Asshole – then the Class told Mass a
About his Lass & the past actions
That manifest as Love Lost; Sweet
Disposition B Noah’s Temper N traps
Girls & guys R Hard 2 conquer & divide
When formed by androgynous colonists
That aren’t against what Christians pretend
Falls under N’Fallibility, so CüM 2 the debate
Swing’И like upside~down pineapples, so 2
Show Ü how God means Ü R able 2 have
Your Cake & Eat Her, too; reget holds
Life N sin’s §tasis – gotta just let go
& fall N’2 the unknown – PROOF
Not 4 God, nor Youth – rather
Ü, alone – Holy Horses have
Holy hoofa yet real horseshoes
Uncertain KiD§ know how cubes
Also appear as spheres depending
Where Ü look at shadow projection
As wood blocks, like rocks- ready
Steady – G’Ø! G’Ø – Prince places
His crown on your sound since
Sweet Dreams N’Herir Love’s
Symbol – Look 4 Me when aÜ
Need a reason 2 believe me
When faced with Tragedy
Ü want as a means 2 end
But unable 2 set N’2
Motions like Oceans
I know the flow goes
Crazy; vision gets hazy
Now I Am: Lazy like Sloth
& cannot even cough when
His thought stop midway
Through the stage-Play
That’s sn open secret
As Tom Cruise & R.
Kelly – Travolta, too
So I pull out my GüИ
Point 2 my temple then
《BANG》
Done with this marathon run
Reawaken having realized I have
Been mistaken – as there’s A reason
She needed 2 have your KiD with
Another Man; time 2 show how
Your Conflicted Philosophy
Came N’2 B’И oh~so cold
Like November Rain as
Roses aren’t the only way
2 kill a Sweet KiD Whö thinks
He can’t live with His Life’s past
Decisions like prescriptions ’cause
Schism
…
Here is where my Time turns real
I know I’ll have 2 come back then fill
N the holes made by Madman’s moles
But here’s the dirt – how I became another
Man Whö sold the world; y I believe Abortion
Needs 2 B a choice, but a choice that’s better
Off accepting whatever cost rather than Ü
Throwing away Her Heaven’s Promise
Traumas brought us 2 Karma’s sink
Time 2 do the dishes 4 Sweet, Calypso
Since Ü left your sink full of dishes and
Bloody sheets – so here Ey3 go – the Truth
How Ü almost threw everything away by
Not trusting your own gut – Ü screwed up
College, CWRU; your freshman girlfriend
Spooks Ü; Pregnancy Scare, the longest
Minute while waiting 4 Her piss 2
Make things clear; Ü knew She
Wouldn’t keep it, & kids R on
My wishlist, but not then, not
There, where Ü were supposed 2
Transform N’2 king of college dorms
So when Uriel’s courier comes, don’t even
Stop 2 question – sign that holy form – contract
Like covenant – didn’t read between the lines
Just traded my Daughter 4 the girl meant 2
Dump Me; Ey3 just wanted A wife &
Daughter, but got caught by Bad
Advice from Vice – Virtue will
Desert Ü – so only focus on Me
I’m N love with Hattie Now, but
Didn’t think about my future Whö
Always knew Brittany B our Queen
Jesus fucking Christ – I really fucked
It all up – whether sterile or feral
I Am unable 2 have a kid again
Whatever reason manifests
Was sowed with my sin
Couldn’t accept Consequences
So Brittany fixed what I did 4 ܧ
The burden of a loveless marriage
Just so when I finally get 2 my Real
Happy Ending: Now she’ll bring Me
A daughter that was meant 2 never
B the Sweet reality after Calamity
Kills A Flower Boy B’4 planting
The seed – She didn’t have 2
Do any of this, but for it 4 Ü
Ü might B God’s Son, yet She
B PROOF öF Truth Ü couldn’t C
♡Sugar☆World☮ 