IDES öF January Now 4 Idling (Flower Boy 2 Soon B N Bloom)
《Jimmy Says He Doesn’t Care whatever Happens 2 Sweet Family》Uncomfortable (fuck Me, i wasn’t trying 2 b literally) [N: The EY3 öF Sour’s Storm Edition]
Tuesday No Love [12 March 2024]
Born §in●er
Therapy That Actually Cares About “Me” Nö Matter Whö I Am Really
☆5☆
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My favorite song 2 sing along 2
When still N his car-seat
Out Loud & Proud
’til Christians killed HiM
By look’И at HiM so strange
Here B when Blue gave up his Dream
Born §inger turned N’2 Born §inner
Tne picture became crystal clear
1st Time Sweet Dreams felt Fear
“Feminine Flaws not welcome here”
“Real men kill & covered N hair like bears”
Looked everywhere – No 1 wanted Me 2 B Near
‘Cause I Can always hEAR what their ghosts
Gossip about: “what. A Fag – he must LüV CöX”
Done with B’И misunderstood like Animals
I’m not Gay – boys R Lame – Ey3 can’t even
Stand that we share the same urinals
Always sit 2 pee so they can’t stare
At my Penis – it’s not meant 4 Ü
No matter how much Ü project
Bowie’s bi-curiosity because Ü have
N’Ø Balls, so call someone Ü think can’t talk
Back like Retards – they R perfect punching bags
Like I said: Fags – so finally had enough of their
Words wearing down my Crystal mirror – Like
Ey3 said – I’m not Gay just ’cause Ü want Me
2 try something Ü aren’t man enough 2
Understand: Done with the World @
8 years old: Ey3 died – hung my §elf
N the closet full of colorful clothes
Ü never let Me wear outside, clothes
Just a disguise, so dressing up makes Me
Feel like a liar every time they wore wires
2 catch Me N inconsistency then announce
2 those how N’Ø’§ blows hard – so the only
Thing I was missing – black face 4 them
2 trace every mistake that wasn’t Gay
Or düMb – so Race must B y Ey3
Always came N last place, so
Never realize my chase goes
Beyond podiums; not gonna B
A trophy husband 4 Autism Moms
Take’И my Real Name N’Vain & yet
Yell at Me 4 shouting “Jesus F’И Christ”
‘Cause that wasn’t very nice 2 A dead guy
They pretend 2 visit N churches & unopened
Bible – but never actually read A conversation
N’B’Tween the lines – taking poetry literally
Objectifying their N’FiniT3 GöDD 2 reflect
A thin & narrow view of “Ünconditional”
LüV that has a dotted line at the end 4
Some reason – Green knows – church
Turned N’2 Tax Havens – Her doves
Murdered by Ravens – so gave N’2
2 the voice Whö promises Ü that
They’ll never understand Whö
I Am REALLY: Nothing N Theory
N’Ø Longer – like Prof.’s Fing-longer
The best N’Ventions never manifest N
Reality unless its the scripted version on
MTV; can’t REMember when they actually
Played music videos of MCR my sister
Loved watching B’4 Go’И 2 MCS
Fundamentalists call’И Me A
Retard B priceless – & did Ü N’Ø
Tried 2 hold Me back N 4th Grade
Then, when they brought N: Outside
Ey3s 2 analyze without Bias – realized
A literal Genius – top of the class & they
Wanted 2 hold M3 back ’cause I was
Always quiet like A Young Einstein
& swing alone every recess – they
Didn’t realize me treating them
Like diseases *sneezes* sorry
I’m just allergic 2 bullshit, so
Every social they tried 2 Ropw
Me N’2: NØP3: y Would Ey3 go 2
Hang with kids Whö didn’t know
My Name? Stop say’И I’m gay every
Time I tell Her N’Ø – so Scout ignored
Blurred lines – claimed that She & I
Were already We & told everyone
But Me – gave up on it all after
Ey3 probably was go’И 2, but
Wanted nothing 2 do with Her
After She killed my Mockingbird
Now won’t talk 2 Her & She doesn’t
Understand y Consent B so important
2 a deer N the headlights Whö believed
I Am Evil 4 everything that makes M3
Feel real; Splash Free! Like those
Homoerotic cartoons I loved &
Not ’cause I thought guys R hot
Just felt liberated 2 C male Friends
Comfortable with “Me” 2 let them stare
Whenever Act’И Weird – Bizarre became
A star star B born that day – not afraid 2
Manifest my Actual Name N’Transitio’И
Bring Me Home where Sweet creatures Can
B: Queer
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☆5☆
Autism Moms Think They’re God For Pretending They Care About öDD By Carrying Us Like A Cross
I’m Grumpy (Rọbọt Tears) / Smeer: The Queer
Butters/Professor Chaos | 8 January 2024
REMember MΣ / Sweet Boy Soliloquy / Patriarchy Parody (Chivalry B Dread & Ü Killed HiM) / Denial öF The Divine Masculine / She’s The Man; He B Queen / EY3 AMªReal WºMªИ / N’Ø Blurred Lines
[2:26PM]
♡Sugar☆World☮ 