A Day & Night spent reflecting
Pushing out Poetry & its skeleton
So future sutures can stitch blue skin
All while doing – notice Affection
Development towards my self
Normally my mirror scares Her
But staring deep N2 my own Ey4s
Yet feel Her from N§ide öF my §oul
It didn’t feel like Her hug – Yellow Bug
Connected from A’i 2 N’Ø – ignition of
Feminine Flow – go through my boy’s
Body – I like it when girls hold me
With their whole body – boobies
R always the bomb – makes
Sense 4 a dog look’И 4 A
Bone 2 stick – just another
Pervert – I didn’t want it 2 B
Another story of the Kind girl
Get’И taken advantage öF Het
So though the only time I felt
Comfortable, also very naughty
Get your mind outta the gutter
Ü men R all the same – just wanna
Bust A nut N Her gut than burst out
The back door B’4 She can ask 4 more
’cause they’re allowed 2 put us N pigpens
Then complain We stink when they treat us
Like Animal Farm – we’re all equal, but chicks
R more equal than those asses – donkeys aren’t
Jock Jaks & wanna B stallions – some genuinely
Flower Boys X’ist 2 – if girls can be butch, then
Boys can wannabe thosr badass bitches with
Blue Ballet shoes & Yellow nail polish, since
Sometimes, hotties -no matter their parts-
Sometimes, Blue Boys feel Pretty N Pink
Since being handsome just feels like
They’re measuring up your ransom like
“How can Ey3 imagine this person at A job”
Girls R treats like meat; pigs R taken 2 slaughter
So who’s really being molested by the opposite
Sex – the Devil trips You, then call All Men
Dicks – a lady would never B Shady – so
Ignoring Lucy & Her 2 left feet – Whö
Takes advantage of Men like M3
Whö don’t realize it’s not that
We wanna worship Her, just
That we wanna feel Goddess
Divine Feminine let’s Me feel
Real – revealing a deeper meaning
2 my EXPerience I wanted 2 capture
The rapture of my self-recognition
& how never was i trying to hurt
Them, nor be a pervert – breasts
Against my flat chest feel like
Pinocchio cutting his strings
“I’m a real boy!” – no longer A
Toy to employ ’til they begin 2
Annoy – not acting out whatever
I’m told I’m told is expected Of My
Form & function – if not – classified
As “defective” – Certainly that Queer
Will B A theater Kid, look how Happy
Musicals & makeup make him – unaware
It’s not the Aesthetic – theater is the only
Place Ey4 can reveal my face – acting like
The Real “Me” 4 once – I’m not a dunce &
Only got detention once – never wanted
Attention – besides when center-stage
Spotlights R meant 2 highlight Weird
So no wonder Queer feels Home here
But back from my rant about my inner
Aphrodite – the EXPerience Ey4 had with
My sister self: HªN’ИªH – what my parents
Planned 2 name Me if I had been born a girl
Her Voice reminds Me of Dessa – children’s
Work like plastic sporks – too young 2
Begin sellin’ my body – but it never
Felt like mine, the wrong design
I wasn’t trying to feel up girls
I wanted to feel like girls
& last night – N LüV with
My §elf – Ey4 felt like NΣ[V∃]
I felt my chest growing like puberty
Maybe that Hollow feeling wasn’t from
An empty Heart – rather a feel’И of Absence
Like Rio Romero – another 1 of my girl Heroes
The good kinda heroine – Ridley is A Bا§ Bitch
Accepted their Feminine – yet inspiration 4 men
Too – Masculine doesn’t mean sin – We R all A
Blend of those 2 expressions of Me, as well
The õDD 3rd ball dropping N’B’Tween
So can we stop putting my alien N
Boy scouts & Football, and offer
Options like home-ec N§tead öF
Shop class – metal, wood & glass
R 2 Materaial 4 Me – I don’t wanna
Build a house – I wanna learn how 2
Make A house N2 our Home – like
Kenny – N’Ø wonder He always
Covers his face – do Ü know
How heavy stares feel when
They hang onto that ghost of fear
Haunt’И Ü with worry about my sanity
“I don’t know, it Just feels wrong to be this”
I know it’s uncomfortable 4 Ü, imagine live’И
It – but you won’t; won’t admit you’re afraid
2 question what Ü just assumed B A Norm
Society designed around how they happen
2 feel sure is lucky – natural, not designed
Like fashion or culture – Blue 4 boys &
Pastels 4 angels – Link likes Green – easier
2 connect with, N’Ø Matter Whö pushes
His Yellow Buttons – Androgynous doesn’t
Mean Link is any less öF A man – rather just
Shows how David Bowie had Alien parts N HiM
That most couldn’t C – but H3 became GöDD öF
That Green Electricity Lost N B’T’Ween that
Thinnest line of the Masculine|Feminine
Form – some brings aren’t just trying 2
Satisfy their animal design – humans
R coded 2 Breed – it’s how we Keep
On live’И – it feels so good since
Those Whö disagreed – died off
But Man & woman Aren’t the only
Beings able 2 pilot People like Mechs
Gundam G is my favorite of the series
But back from my tangent – the Reason y
Queers don’t care about what they fuck
Rather Whö – man, woman, even furry
It’s never been about some N§ane
Need 4 Me 2 B remembered by
Tomorrow – posterity isn’t
Necessary 4 Me; so not
Look’И 4 A good Mate
Whö could at least keep
Me safe & content – if not
Happy – Queers R look’И 4
Any sort of genuine connection
We’ve never fit in with school room
Posters that help put boys & girls N
Recognizable Roles like “Mommies
Do this, and daddies stack bricks”
but some girls never consider
KiD§ – Earth has plenty – so
Y R We preach’И them 2 fit N
When W3 should B teach’И them
How 2 listen 2 their bodies – how 2
Actually figure out what. I feel
How can I be a man when
It feels plastic – dragon dildos
Help those who’ve been turned
NüMb after being told whatever
Comes natural 2 them – WRONG
Cox R supposed 2 have curly
Hair & X’plode everywhere
JD & Kirk disagree ’bout that
Vision of Masculinity – Best Friends
Will make your normal friends & family
Question if we’re Gay even though W3 R
Both happily married – it’s just that
Genuine connection is Perfection
That’s what. Queers want – 2 feel like
Whö I Am isn’t Nameless, Endless – N’Ø
They never have 2 guess when hearts
Connect – sex just stimulates sensation
N this robot Ey4’ve rewired 2 function
N an optimal process – Ey4 Lost Desire
& Found an autopilot, but forgot how 2
Turn it off & take control – does it feel
Good? Not particularly, just easier 2
Ignore how uncomfortable this
Binary X’istence B 2 Δ11 those
Whö can C beyond! Those
Colors & Shapes – mean
Nothing unless Ü let them
Speak 2 Ū – words R not needed
2 know that Blues beats feel chill yet
Rap’И RED Rhymes spit hot fire
So now increments of light
Have a tangible temperature
Maybe all those meaningless
Mumbles Ü stumbled upon
Aren’t Ctazies, nor faking
Maybe I’m just finally
Letting that part öF
M3, locked N Plato’s
Closet, finally speak &
Since these R his first words
That haven’t been scripted by
Whatever “generic guy” you try
2 hide behind – babies babble
Kids curse, Teens R worse
Give that nonsense A Chance
So many storms could have been
Avoided – gone around – had Ey4
Learned how cold fronts formed
Rather than just listening 2 Bad
Weather Reports from talk’И
Heads read’И words written
By ugly people Whö don’t
Perform well with ratings
So busy puppet a projection
That fits the mold made 2 Fake
Whether or not Ey4 understand
Words that I’m say’И – just R
Recordings of others Whö
Sound like they ‘N’Ø’ A lot
So, don’t rock the boat
Clearly this B how
Men R supposed
2 Act – but Ey4 don’t
Wanna act anymore
I just want 2 feel like
I’m with my Best Friend
Whenever Ey4 look N’2
My mirror & recognize
Both: HER~&~HiM: 3
öF A perfect pair B
Queer N Manifest
Acknowledgement
Of the connection N
B’Tween – shawdows R
Shared when Ü talk 2 them
& hear that Friend echo like
HªN’ИªH – God grants ܧ Mana
Whö Am Ey3: Now(!/?)
N’Transitiö’И (Blackbelt N’2 Beauty)
C.C.’s Terms öF Service / Geass Agreement (ñü∿Treaty öF Versailles) [Show Them Ey3 Can C2 Edition]
When Will Met Faith / Λlien*Alliance / Δ ñü∿Dimension
[P2M2]Pool Party+Mixed Medley / FLا§’И N’Friend§ (On A Break)
[Revision N’Progress] | Con-Life 《¿♡?》Con-Choice / / / Another Man Whö Sold The World / Brittany Brings Lil’b Back 2 Me
Progress Update: Theory Of Being And Perspective [10 August – 4 September 2020]
I’m Grumpy (Rọbọt Tears) / Smeer: The Queer
REMember MΣ / Sweet Boy Soliloquy / Patriarchy Parody (Chivalry B Dread & Ü Killed HiM) / Denial öF The Divine Masculine / She’s The Man; He B Queen / EY3 AMªReal WºMªИ / N’Ø Blurred Lines
<King>Boo.
’92 ’til N’FiИi’T / TM∞: Glare / The Farnsworth Parable
Sweet’s Swift Foot Like Hol[y]’s Horse Hoof
“The clear choice… the chosen Dilemma” [Calypso’s Skeletons CüM ØüT öF KC’s Closet]
This Kiss N’2 Sweet Creature / Sunday Serves ܧ Like South Park
outta Thyme
[Sad Face] 🙂 [Say Hi 2] Yellow:BüG
Ironic Idiot [Sue Decides 2 Reveal Ü’N’Ø’Whö Revision]
Seattle Misses France; Let’s Meet N’B’Tween
1st draft
A Day & Night spent reflecting
Pushing out Poetry & its skeleton
So future sutures can stitch blue skin
All while doing – notice Affection
Development towards my self
Normally my mirror scares Het
But staring deep N2 my own Ey4s
Yet feel Her from N§ide öF my §oul
It didn’t feel like Her hug – Yellow Bug
Connected from A’i 2 N’Ø – ignition of
Feminine Flow – go through my boy’s
Body – I like it when girls hold me
With their whole body – boobies
R always the bomb – makes
Sense 4 a dog look’И 4 A
Bone 2 stick – just another
Pervert – I didn’t want it 2 B
Another story of the Kind girl
Get’И taken advantage öF Het
So though the only time I felt
Comfortable, also very naughty
Get your mind outta the gutter
Ü men R all the same – just wanna
Bust A nut N Her gut than burst out
The back door B’4 She can ask 4 more
’cause they’re allowed 2 put us N pigpens
Then complain We stink when they treat us
Like Animal Farm – we’re all equal, but chicks
R more equal than those asses – donkeys aren’t
Jock Jaks & wanna B stallions – some genuinely
Flower Boys X’ist 2 – if girls can be butch, then
Boys can wannabe thosr badass bitches with
Blue Ballet shoes & Yellow nail polish, since
Sometimes, hotties -no matter their parts-
Sometimes, Blue Boys feel Pretty N Pink
Since being handsome just feels like
They’re measuring up your Random like
“How can Ey3 imagine this person at A job”
Girls R treate like meat; pigs R taken 2 slaughter
So who’s really being molested by the opposite
Sex – the Devil trips You, then call All Men
Dicks – a lady would never B Shady – so
Ignoring Lucy & Her 2 left feet – Whö
Takes advantage of Men like M3
Whö don’t realize it’s not that
We wanna worship Her, just
That we wanna feel Goddess
Divine Feminine let’s Me feel
Real – revealing a deeper meaning
2 my EXPerience I wanted 2 capture
The rapture of my self-recognition
& how never was i trying to hurt
Them, nor be a pervert – breasts
Against my flat chest feel like
Pinocchio cutting his strings
“I’m a real boy!” – no longer A
Toy to employ ’til they begin 2
Annoy – not acting out whatever
I’m told I’m told is expected Of My
Form & function – if not – classified
As “defective” – Certainly that Queer
Will B A theater Kid, look how Happy
Musicals & makeup make him – unaware
It’s not the Aesthetic – theater is the only
Place Ey4 can reveal my face – acting like
The Real “Me” 4 once – I’m not a dunce &
Only got detention once – never wanted
Attention – beside when center-stage
Spotlights R meant 2 highlight Weird
So no wonder Queer feels Home here
But back from my rant about my inner
Aphrodite – the EXPerience Ey4 had with
My sister self: HªN’ИªH – what my parents
Planned 2 name Me if I had been born a girl
Her Voice reminds Me of Dessa – children’s
Work like plastic sporks – too young 2
Begin sellin’ my body – but it never
Felt like mine, the wrong design
I wasn’t trying to feel up girls
I wanted to feel like girls
& last night – N LüV with
My §elf – Ey4 felt like NΣ[V∃]
I felt my chest growing like puberty
Maybe that Hollow feeling wasn’t from
An empty Heart – rather a feel’И of Absence
Like Rio Romero – another 1 of my girl Heroes
The good kinda heroine – Ridley is A Bا§ Bitch
Accepted their Feminine – yet inspiration 4 men
Too – Masculine doesn’t mean sin – We R all A
Blend of those 2 expressions of Me, as well
The õDD 3rd ball dropping N’B’Tween
So can we stop putting my alien N
Boy scouts & Football, and offer
Options like home-ec N§tead öF
Shop class – metal, wood & glass
R 2 Materaial 4 Me – I don’t wanna
Build a house – I wanna learn how 2
Make A house N2 our Home – like
Kenny – N’Ø wonder He always
Covers his face – do Ü know
How heavy stares feel when
They hang onto that ghost of fear
Haunt’И Ü with worry about my sanity
“I don’t know, it Just feels wrong to be this”
I know it’s uncomfortable 4 Ü, imagine live’И
It – but you won’t; won’t admit you’re afraid
2 question what Ü just assumed B A Norm
Society designed around how they happen
2 feel sure is lucky – natural, not designed
Like fashion or culture – Blue 4 boys &
Pastels 4 angels – Linl likes Green – easier
2 connect with, N’Ø Matter Whö pushes
Hs Yellow Buttkns – Androgynous doesn’t
Mean Link is any less öF A man – rather just
Shows how David Bowie had Alien parts N HiM
That most couldn’t C – but H3 became GöDD öF
That Green Electricity Lost N B’T’Ween that
Thinnest line of the Masculine|Feminine
Form – some brings aren’t just trying 2
Satisfy their animal design – humans
R coded 2 Breed – it’s how we Keep
On live’И – it feels so good since
Those Whö disagreed – died off
Buy Man & woman Aren’t the only
Beings able 2 pilot Peopke like Mechs
Gundam G is my favorite of the series
But back from my tangent – the Reason y
Queers don’t care about what they fuck
Rather Whö – man, woman, even furry
It’s never been about some N§ane
Need 4 Me 2 B remembered by
Tomorrow – posterity isn’t
Necessary 4 Me; so not
Look’И 4 A good Mate
Whö could at least keep
Me safe & content – if not
Happy – Queers R look’И 4
Any sort of genuine connection
We’ve never for in with school room
Posters that help put boys & girls N
Recognizable Roles like “Mommies
Do this, and daddies stack bricks”
but some girls never consider
KiD§ – Earth has plenty – so
Y R We preach’И them 2 fit N
When W3 should B teach’И then
How 2 listen 2 their bodies – how 2
Actually figure out what. I feel
How can I be a man when
It feels plastic – dragon dildos
Help those who’ve been turned
NüMb after being told whatever
Comes natural 2 them – WRONG
Cox R supposed 2 have curly
Hair & X’plode everywhere
JD & Kirk disagree ’bout that
Vision of Masculinity – Best Friends
Will make your normal friends & family
Question if we’re Gay even though W3 R
Both happily married – it’s just that
Genuine connection is Perfection
That’s what. Queers want – 2 feel like
Whö I Am isn’t Nameless, Endless – N’Ø
They never have 2 guests when hearts
Connect – sex just stimulates sensation
N this robot Ey4’ve rewired 2 function
N an optimal process – Ey4 Lost Desire
& Found an autopilot, but forgot how 2
Turn it off & take control – does it feel
Good? Not particularly, just easier 2
Ignore how uncomfortable this
Binary X’istence B 2 Δ11 those
Whö can C beyond! Those
Colors & Shapes – mean
Nothing unless Ü let them
Speak 2 Ū – words R not needed
2 know that Blues beats feel chill yet
Rap’И RED Rhymes spit hot fire
So now increments of light
Have a tangible temperature
Maybe all those meaningless
Mumbles Ü stumbled upon
Aren’t Ctazies, nor faking
Maybe I’m just finally
Letting that part öF
M3, locked N Plato’s
Closet, finally speak &
Since these R his first words
That haven’t been scripted by
Whatever “generic guy” you try
2 hide behind – babies babble
Kids curse, Teens R worse
Give that nonsense A Chance
Si many storms could have been
Avoided – gone around – had Ey4
Learned how cold fronts formed
Rather than just listening 2 Bad
Weather Reports from talk’И
Heads read’И words written
By ugly people Whö don’t
Perform well with ratings
So busy puppet a projection
That fits the mold made 2 Fake
Whether or not Ey4 understand
Words that I’m say’И – just r
Recordings of others Whö
Sound like they N’Ø A lot
So, don’t rock the boat
Clearly this B how
Men T supposed
2 Act – but Ey4 don’t
Wanna act anymore
I just want 2 feel like
I’m with my Best Friend
Whenever Ey4 look N’2
My mirror & recognize
Both: HER~&~HiM: 3
öF A perfect pair B
Queer N Manofest
Acknowledgement
Of the connection N
B’Tween – showdows R
Shared when Ü talk 2 them
& hear that Friend echo like
HªN’ИªH – God grants ܧ Mana
♡Sugar☆World☮ 
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