Her Diary öF Disappointments (Grown-ûP Fear)

I've been
Thinking about
whatever scares Me
Since spiders & the Dark
N’Ø longer scare Me, Now
That I have grown-ûP, so
¿whatever does scare Me?
The one image that keeps
Popping up B: after when
I have finally done what
I have 2 do; done whatever
Thing I needed 2 get back 2 Ü
How even then, I -§till- imagine
The Love öF my Life & wondrous Wife
Yelling at Me 4 something I have done
Knowing She’s absolutely right, so
I guess whatever I Am afraid öF
B that even whenever I have
Everything I have ever dreamed öF
I can’t help but feel like A screw ûP &
Feel like I Am destined 2 B’CüM'И another
Chapter N'§ide Her Diary öF Disappointments

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11 October 2024

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I have been thinking about

Whatever scares Me now

Since spiders & the dark

N’Ø longer really scare me

Now that I have grown up

So what, then, scares Me?

The one image that keeps

Popping up – after when

I’ve finally done what

I have 2 do – whatever

It B 2 get back 2 Ü – how

Even then I can imagine

The Love öF my Life – my Wife

Yelling at me 4 something I’ve done

& knowing she’s absolutely right

Since I guess what I’m afraid öF

B that even whenever I have

Everything I have ever wanted

I can’t help but feel like A screw ûP &

Feel very like I Am destined 2 B’CüM just

Another chapter N Her Book öF Disappointments

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27 December 2025, 3:21 PM