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        1. [My phone’s about 2 die, but I wanted 2 come back & say thank you, since your comment inspired a very important piece of Free Will Philosophy]

          Maybe you do have one in the back of your head. Maybe, it’s just that every time you’ve pulled the string, it has answered with Nothing, in actuality – rather than answering you with “Nothing”.

          Maybe You’re not just being lazy, but actually listening to the part of your self that actually matters. The power to impose one’s will. And it may not feel like you’re imposing your will, but that’s because you’re not using any power to achieve your will’s silent desire; to be truly Free! Of any & all obligation to act on behalf of the desire of being admired.

          Batman; Chocolate Milk; Trains – the 3 things that stimulate my Autistic Brain. Ü could B the objective definition of Happiness in this reality, but if Happiness can’t manifest those 3, Autism means: Life Will be uncomfortable. Society is built around maximizing comfort & quality of Life for all who buy into the scam.

          So, when Normal tells Me that I Am acting Normal like them, I feel like those oh~so Weird KiDs they like to call sick since they think refrain means No Brain. Yet, whenever Weird tells me that I’m acting Weird -like them- I feel how my Empathy explains whatever they feel when they say “Normal.” So now Normal seems abnormal. Maybe there’s nothing wrong with me & my brain. Maybe I’ve gone insane from being bent to fit beneath your stairs like decorations for specific seasons.

          Meaning no one wants to see that part of us unless we provide a reason why our life experience is worth considering when there’s so much more good that’s done when addressing the problems that the majority called “Normal” from the alien perspective called Humanity.

          So, since by definition, having Autism means any attempt to improve the process 2 better fit their Earth’s Arbitrary “Normal” population – they can’t fathom that there’s nothing wrong with them – look at all the people who succeeded by listening to me, a generic narcissist, now Life Coach, who accidentally help people. Because I think that everyone wants to be as cool & self-aware as Me.

          Yet, Autism’s interactions with the world drives me N§ane & makes me lose Nemory of my really Name. So, when given the option with NØ obligation to a Normal nation who sees us as expensive infestations – of course we’re gonna do what let’s our existence finally feel like anything but a burden to those who have been cursed to care about kids that they admit they hate until our actions are X’Plained away with our Name that they changed into our Brain’s diagnosis.

          Normal brains strain under the weight of White Elephants, so cost can’t compare to Normal’s desire 4 cats or dogs. Meaning, the cost to care for us Autists becomes objectively worse which let’s us put our öDD traits that were sent to serve Fate, into a box titled “bad” “burden” “selfish” by Normal’s narrative & can’t seem to gleam the real meaning of that word, ’til they awaken N an autistic commune where all those Weirdos look at you strange for not knowing how 2 use 3 shells to wipe your ass.

          So, the absence of desire is still formed of desire. A room can be empty but still feel the colors & shapes exploring the Free Space with absolutely nothing in the way to obligate imaginary space to bend & fit around what actually surrounds. But a prison sell feels dead. It knows there’s no way to change it since it’s not meant for you, but meant to create the absence of you from society.

          The wealthy & powerful can just pretend they contribute by having enough money to trick Greed into thinking: if I give them what they want, they’ll give me they’re XS money. So, since money manifests Funny feelings – it costs a lot more 2 pay a retard who has everything he wants while working minimum wage & minimum hours.

          It can feel lonely & meaningless when all life has ever given back is silence, but that’s ’cause we’ve been conditioned by societal Love that ranks usefulness above being unique in any way not directly in service to those who are looking down on you while also doing nothing. There’s always gonna be a hierarchy with people to perform roles, but when peasants are given pleasant lives that leave them satisfied regardless of their role to reality

          So, don’t feel guilty just for doing nothing. That’s been the goal of humanity from the beginning. You’re act of No Action is actually you using your time to bring nothing into your life to experience real space & not liminal debates. You are not wasting Time; you’re acting as Proof: Will Power exists – and in that moment of Will’s observance of nothing: you prove Will can truly B: FREE!

          So, sure, if you wanna do something but can’t – maybe ask 4 help. But when you can’t be bothered to get out of bed to go serve a world which wishes you didn’t exist, then it makes sense your desire is to just sleep ’til there’s actually a moment that is meant for Weirdos to enjoy, not just to diversify your Kodak moment.

          Long-story, short: Guilt is a pill society refills to make sure you surrender your will to the “Greater Good” rather than to the “GOODEST♪GOOD”

          You’re not wasting time; you’re doing Nothing – Sweet Nothing. Your absence of action is still an action, just one that doesn’t use force to endorse change – instead, just letting Life live itself by its Natural Will. Your choice to not use your voice is still saying something. Apathy looks like Hopelessness pretending to know the end yet knows not it’s just a piece for grandmasters playing societal chess & calling the unscripted version of “Reality TV” is “NEWS” like a Meaningless mess that connects the N’B’Tween that nobody actually cares about what happens when they’re not there.

          Why do bad things happen? To keep us interested enough to at least wake up & see if there’s anything stupid enough on the news that might give you a clue about what matters to you today, and if you notice nothing, realizing it’s OK to use your free time to do Nothing. Nothing can’t exist to express itself; if you’re able to acknowledge that you’re doing nothing, that means your Will is still there to remember & care where you went. Yet

          If there’s no voice in your head telling you to get out of bed – Who am I to tell you otherwise? By looking for guidance, yet given none – you’ve actually found out you’re free of the Pursuit of Truth. That means Frauds from false gods telling you how to live your life is the lie the Devil hides behind. When -in Truth’s reality- if God really needs you to do something, he’ll find a way to reach you; he doesn’t need your lunch money to paint the place. It’s just something nice to contribute if you are lookign for a way to give back to a community that is important to you.

          Meaning that most of the time: the world is perfectly fine. Life might stuck at the moment, but strife just highlights the nights you finally find what to do that actually feels right. Like you’re living your own life for once, rather than remembering the steps to the dance that everyone seems to believe: what objectifies God’s Morality, meaning: “Gays R bad ’cause God hates fags” – when the Truth – God just hadn’t thought about what it’s like when 2 guys try to find Her Divine Feminine Sign while walking blind to her flower power meant 2 guide you to Spiral Towers. So, really: God hadn’t prepared the religious computer code, which would let your Sacramental Programs used to attach holy ropes around real boats.

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