Today has been weird
Well
Not really
But weird compared
To how I was feeling last night
I was so miserable &
I don’t even know why
I wanted more than anything to die
But not today
It was rather pleasant
Serene
A crisp day
With the sun shining down warmth
To counteract the cool air
Feeling like the first days of fall
…
I don’t know where
I’m really going with this
It’s just that it feels like
Maybe a part of me
Did die actually
& it’s just kinda weird
Waking up feeling fine
In a body that has just died
The Mourning After