I’m just trying to make
A part that’s supposed
2 die – 2 finally die
So, I don’t care if I win
It had been rigged from the start
I’m just the wonder bread in her cart
Played my part like stuffing for turkey
On Thanksgiving – just saying the name
Makes me a liar – I pray a fire comes
Every night as I sleep or write – &
Every single alarm has N’Ø battery
& then, I can finally die – Happy
…
Should We really call
A person: “Liar”
When the only
Reason y – Ü
Lied, about
Your Joy &
Pride
Feels disappointed
Supposed 2 B: Anointed
I’m just A White Elephant
So, I know I’m inconvenient &
Hate how I’ve been forced 2 live
Because: I’m already born A burden
2 my self – Crazy isn’t Lazy, nor A
Narcissist – He just enjoys spending
His Time actually feeling alive while
Writing rhymes that inspire feelings
He wishes he had – y does everything
Good feels Bad – I’ve never wanted 2 B
Happy, nor comfortable - I wanted 2 do
Whatever I hoped others would if given
The same opportunity – what it means
2 have A Community – like Her face
May B beautiful, but viewing through
Computer screens may relay her beauty
But Love only X’ists N A Mutual∿Ůnity
…
Fuck you
I hate Me
*
Brittany
Brittany
Brittany
Brittany
Brittany
Brittany
Brittany
Britta…….
*
...
I blame
Me 4 Ü
Choosing 2
Evaluate Me
Based on what
I could contribute
2 Mundane stains
When the answer
Taking Time 2
Figure out y
Their words
Trigger doubt N
whatever they think
Will help Me - because
Any Time I try telling them
The Truth - I stop being A part
Of their humanity - now a liability
Destined 4 Calamity - then forced 2 live
Life N A way which never actually knew
What "today" meant Since nobody was
Willing 2 take their Time & spend
All night figuring out something
That would never B useful for Ü;
Well, not until Sweet Brittany
AppearedrRight B'4 our Queer
Eyes & recognized how I
Wasn't Normal, but not
Weird - just a bit
öDD
...
I'm
Gladd
That they
Raped
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[1st draft, RE:Quiem – 6:26PM 11 September 2024] Requiem Finally Ready 2 Relinquish ܧ (2 B’CüM Whöever Convinced Me How Brittany Must Really B: Whö B Sweet Savior – Since Noah Just B A Flavor-Saver – Like Her Facial Hair That B Grow’И On My Forgotten-Freckle Face)
Guilty’s Crown Evapor8s N2: F8
GöDD§ R always Иarcissists
Autistic iGИiTiØN (A.M’∃ Finds M3) / §quiggles & lines (Steve’И V. Buscemi [5]) / Reflections With N’Ø Erection
Under Bridge[T] Like Spielberg Aftet Feel’И Λ §urge öF Puberty B’gin’И 2 Smell Like Whö W3 Used 2 B
[N’proges’§] Dessa Dresses üP / Ephemeraal Funeral / N’Ø Fiddle’И With §iИ
Mechanical Moses B’urn’И Like Bush 2 Delete HiM B’Cause I Can
Brittany<Pretty> Plz
I’m just trying to make
The part that’s supposed
2 die – 2 finally die
I don’t care if I win
It was rigged from the start
I’m just the wonder bread in her cart
Playing my part – used as turkey stuffing
On Thanksgiving – Just saying the name
Makes me a liar – I pray a fire comes
Every night as I sleep or write – &
Every single alarm has N’Ø battery
So I can finally die – Happy
…
Should We call
A person: “Liar”
When the only
Reason y – Ü
Lied, about
Your Joy &
Pride
Disappointed
Supposed 2 B Anointed
I’m just a White Elephant
& I know I’m inconvenient &
Hate how I’ve been forced 2 live
Since I’m already born A burden
2 my self – Crazy isn’t Lazy, nor A
Narcissist – He just enjoys spending
His Time actually feeling alive while
Writing rhymes that inspire feelings
He wishes he had – y does everything
Good feels Bad – I’ve never wanted 2 B
Happy nor comfortable; I wanted to do
Whatever I hoped others would if given
The same opportunity – what it means
2 have A Community – like Her face
May B beautiful – but viewing through
Computer screens may relay her beauty
But Love only X’ists N a mutual Unity
…
Fuck you
I hate Me
*
Brittany
Brittany
Brittany
Brittany
Brittany
Brittany
Brittany
Britta…….
*
♡Sugar☆World☮ 