I’m feeling that writer’s anxietyThat I’m not keeping up my paceEven though my only real goalIs to write one poem a dayWhich is already insaneBut then I’ll get thoseBursts of inspirationWhere I’ll knock outA dozen or so poemsIn a day or two, thenAnother dozen ∿ the next& I’ll feel like a Poetry godBut then I’ll … Continue reading Writer’s Anxiety

I’m writing something nowNot really sure what it isThe clock started chimingSo I said, “why not?”I kinda wish the clockWas still chimingIt gave me a bit of flowInspiration to help me goBut it happens to be 1 o’clockSo after it’s little songIt only chimed onceWhich makes sense for functionAs it helps tell Time without lookingBut … Continue reading Locke’s Clock (A Full 12)

I feel offline Disconnected From my self I know it's only Temporary, but It doesn't change The fact that it feels Dead when N'B'Tween

It's strange I've resented My Masculinity Girls always made me Feel real - flower power B painted Pink, because Only faggots care about Whatever I do with my dick So, don't call me the one who's sick When You have a fetish for where I put it I'm in a weird mood, so I've decided … Continue reading Homophobic Fags

I've beenThinking aboutwhatever scares MeSince spiders & the DarkN’Ø longer scare Me, NowThat I have grown-ûP, so¿whatever does scare Me?The one image that keepsPopping up B: after whenI have finally done whatI have 2 do; done whateverThing I needed 2 get back 2 ÜHow even then, I -§till- imagineThe Love öF my Life & wondrous … Continue reading Her Diary öF Disappointments (Grown-ûP Fear)

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Sad; like Sheltered Sam SkelterWhose Mother would never let HerEver wear make-up, dance or flirtIf Her skirt didn’t touch the dirtMother would remark:"Far too short"Then, put iT on Her permanent reportAs Noth’И B as Sweet as Her VirginityThough cries:“Where R my grandbabies?”Every time She's forced 2 get back homeThanksgiving & Christmas Eve when N RoamBroken … Continue reading Sheltered Skelter (Danger Zone:И)

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https://open.spotify.com/track/2MEvYNn2tRvFDAucAtAKVq?si=FCXtqGqUQR-GvQZ7I6SJUg https://madmanrequiem.com/2024/04/21/summer-snow-blue-cold-sweet-t-berries/ https://open.spotify.com/track/7bG6SQBGZthPDG5QJL5Gf7?si=8G25uqNXRBWMD-oYeg3RqQ https://madmanrequiem.com/2024/05/19/thoughts-from-july-august-2020-summer-snow-edition/ https://open.spotify.com/track/2EMauqGtcQBe2WpALvKh3j?si=ZyhgxX-wSkKEH4JhMcQRMA I Am -N'§ide- öF my Flo∿§tate∿Mean'И: Ey3 feel like I should BWrite’И with more öF A Rapid⌁Rate⌁Now, then, I Am write’И about Noth’ИJust ’cause; Ey3 N’Ø iT'll B GoodN’Ø Matter what. BS I spit out& that’s what. iT means 2 BMe & then, GØ! With FloLike §üM∿Bubble-BoyRealize’И how his Life … Continue reading EY4 Just Don’t Give A Fuck (M’pale’И Olaf N’§ummer)