i don't want to be mean i don't like to be mean but i have nothing left inside of me right now that believes i have any worth - i'm nothing, no i'm not even nothing i hate everything that is me - everything i am feels like another mistake so when i'm like this … Continue reading self-hate

She only seemsTo read wheneverEy3 B Green & thusAct'И oh~so mean; AsShe doesn’t care aboutMy Love Poetry, so guessI’ll give Her the one poemShe only ever cares read'И &B titled: Her true ΣY∃denti'T:ΣV∃'s Alter Ego (a.k.a.∿Haruhi∿) She only seemsTo read wheneverEy3 B Green & thusAct'И oh~so mean; AsShe doesn’t care aboutMy love poems so I … Continue reading <sorry>×Cunt×<Haruhi SuzumΣV∃yΛ>

why can't i pull an actual trigger

a part of me diednot really...imean -yes-a partof me: diddie...but it'snot me b'n honest...i killed a part, of mineself tonight, since asemi-sweet suicide⌁happens with aheartbeat; i’m notthe same man – i havenever -actually- been M5 9 September 2024 original a part of me died not really i mean yes a part of me died but … Continue reading semi<-sweet> suicide [M5]

how easy it is to disappear from a world that hasn't even pretended to care https://open.spotify.com/track/7lRlq939cDG4SzWOF4VAnd?si=-TO-VY-_TaOxTirVpwbdpA https://open.spotify.com/track/3fc6y2t7MsdRXTiyWSjI4s?si=LdVExLRxTSmv1fSMpFALSg

everything hurts

i hate my self

I love shit-posting I don't care enough To explain if you don't Already know what shit-posting is But either way - I love it There's nothing that actually Needs to be said Which is why The best poetry Is just random rants A Madman's mumblings About absolutely nothing Because words are a trick They may … Continue reading imaginary puzzle

I don't drink often anymore Not that I'm trying to get sober Not that I need to get sober It's just kinda boring Drinking while all alone But i have been I have been drinking more Lately, getting drunk by myself I guess I really am that bored But whatever... I've been drinking White claws … Continue reading Blah