Those smiles were a little forced.
I’m super confused right now. I don’t know if I’m happy, but I don’t know if I’m sad. I feel like a Paradox. I’m super anxious with anticipation – the stress feels real – but I’m also experiencing a genuine sense of serenity. Like I’m actually supposed to be here.
I love you, Brittany – but more importantly – I care for you Unconditionally, regardless of what my real story turns out to be.
I just want my best friend back.
It’s always been about her, at least from my perspective. I don’t like looking in mirrors, because the only reflection I want to see is in her eyes. I just want to experience that genuine connection again. The one that made me realize there was a reason I was alive.
Thanks for reminding me that I’m worth something.
I miss you.
I really miss my sweet Brittany
Still & Always
♡Sugar☆World☮ 