I find it kinda funny
That it’s Christmas
& even though it’s a special day
The only thing that feels different
Is I feel especially uninspired to write
…
You’d think that
A little bit of that
Christmas magic
Woulda spiked my hot cocoa
But I’m just sitting here
Waiting for a text
I know isn’t coming
Like always
…
I’m definitely in a mood
Today hasn’t been bad
I had a nice time with my family this morning
& got a couple of presents I really liked
But it’s hard to raise my spirits
When I’m in this mood
Even when there is plenty to be happy about
My mind always wanders to where
I know I won’t find anything I like
But I can’t help it
So I just distract myself
& try to forget where the time goes
So life turns into reruns of the same TV shows
♡Sugar☆World☮ 