I go through phases
Where 1 song really calls to me
& typically will be
The 1st one I’ll listen to
Whenever starting a new music session
Then, let the algorithm set the vibe from there
Because if anything is gonna make me feel
It’s gonna be that particular some
& right now, this is that song
…
Though I’ve noticed this phenomenon
Many times before & realized
The significance of the song
In the moment – how it’s me
Speaking to my self – I never
Really took time to actively consider
Why that particular song was inspiring
Me in the moment – I just let it inspire &
Left the deeper meaning to my subconscious
Thought – though I thought this time
I’d try to be more proactive
In deciphering the meaning
Behind this particular song
Inspiring me at this particular time
& this poem is the first step of the process
Of actually figuring out what I’m trying to say
To my self – rather than just let me blindly
Follow the flow – as though I know I will
Still get there – this time it might be nice
To actually know when I Am doing
What I’m actually supposed to be
Rather than just assuming
This is the right direction
I should go!