I'm feeling a bit odd Not as low as earlier Though not really flying high Just sorta coasting Though feeling more at peace At least with this moment I'm not sure how long it'll last But I'll try not to think about it All I'll end up doing is throwing My self off balance again … Continue reading Before…
Month: December 2024
Waiting 4 Gas
I think there's a misconception That spawns a false understanding Called Lazy - born from misunderstanding The difference between motivation & inspiration Because it's easy to say true dedication Is pursuing your goal regardless If you have the motivation that day That real achievers work regardless If they want to - though the thing is … Continue reading Waiting 4 Gas
Sad Happy
I've reconnected with someone recently Which has been nice & Let me reconnect with The Happy part of myself Because this person makes me Happy But in a bit of an ironic throw It's also made feel a bit sad Or depressed or melancholic Especially in between when we're not speaking Because I realize that … Continue reading Sad Happy
Live’И N The Light (Projector)
I have this light projector That I lost the remote to So I can't turn on anymore Yet I still leave it plugged in Since sometimes it randomly turns on & because I don't know how or why I tell myself that whenever it's on I'm being visited by a ghost of a friend ... … Continue reading Live’И N The Light (Projector)
Vague Worrying
I have this strange feeling A subtle anxiety A vague worrying About shadows in the dark That are far enough away I know I won't see them today & maybe I'll even get lucky & they disappear before they get near So I try not to think about them Even though I know they're still … Continue reading Vague Worrying
Weighted Lives
I think it's funny How science will accept Imaginary concepts Like Intelligence, Endurance & Charisma Yet reject the presence of Luck Since they haven't figured out How to put it in a box of numbers So even though it's clear to see When someone is luckier then me Science throws it up to the roll … Continue reading Weighted Lives
The MadmaN И The Mirror
There's this funny little quirk To my writing, my poetry That's a bit dissociative, 'cause I write about a lot of strange experiences & though they're inspired by my own I rarely describe an actual experience Moreso a summation of my experiences Captured in a story that replicates the feeling Yet let's me hide behind … Continue reading The MadmaN И The Mirror
Quicksand
I'm feeling a strange sense of melancholy It's not heavy Not that it normally is I don't remember I just know Right now doesn't feel heavy But it does feel a bit Down in the doldrums Though not in a depressing way Just a sorta stuck feeling That I'm not trying to fight Because I … Continue reading Quicksand
Idea Factory
I wanted to write something Early this morning Mainly because of my semi-inspired roommate Living rent free in my head Though I do admit There may be slight ulterior motives Though only slight I can be pretty But I don't like to ponder too long While feeding that side of me ... Now What to … Continue reading Idea Factory
Her Storm
She comes in like a storm To blow away my world Like always - yet this time There's nothing left for her To destroy - other than my peace Though I have learned that peace Is safe inside me - the one thing I won't let go of - so even though I find myself … Continue reading Her Storm
Nothing Wrong
I'm writing to distract my self from nothing Because I'm stressed out about nothing Since I have nothing better to do Than sit here and ponder about Nothing that's ever true





