The past couple days I’ve been feeling
Good vibrations & sweet sensation
Surge through my body as if
My body is excited & relieved
At the same time – yet my mind
Doesn’t know how to handle this
Since it feels good, fantastic even, yet
There’s nothing outside of me to see
As to reason why I should feel lucky
So I remain wary as if I’m being deceived
…
The thing be
It really does
Feel real this time
Like there’s actually
A reason for me to be happy
& often I’ve heard spirituals sputterin’
& mystics mutterin’ about how I have
A divine team working in the background
While my guardian angels watch over me
Yet normally, I feel nothing & just have to
Assume it’s not Ennui lying to you
Trying to keep you from going on the move
By promising things that you cannot prove
Yet, this time – it really does feel like the Truth