"There is only one moment in time when it is essential to awaken. That moment is now." -Buddha Attunement feels like new movement Found in the sound Sent as sensation & tingles Traveling from your crown to the ground

When I think about When we're married I like to imagine Those little joys Like realizing Every night When I go to bed I'll be getting in bed with you & how just the thought of that Fills me with so much excitement It feels like when a kid can't wait To grow up & … Continue reading N Bed With Ü

Something I don't really talk much about Since I tend to stay on the outskirts Of spirituality - at least in terms Of any form of organized expression of it As my writing, philosophy & poetry Act as a map to my own spiritual journey Of self-discovery - outside of any influence From those who … Continue reading Reiki Lvl 2 (Divine Potential)

I've been seeing Positive signs & I've been feeling Good vibes Like pretty colors Following me In sun beams & strange shivers Sending serene sensation Giving me concentration & a true belief Maybe this time I really will receive Gratification https://open.spotify.com/track/1Q50YiSloXKJ8QMj5MFnEl?si=ocC7o_YcRkiPsx2MNQvmlw

Today has started annoying I'm donating again today Left arm, yellow ring & it has not gone smoothly so far Traffic was worse than normal So I got to my 8:00AM appointment About 6 minutes late Which wasn't really a problem Since I wasn’t called up for about 25 minutes Just to check in Since … Continue reading 8:00-9:00AM Check-In

I've been feeling a presence Sending me good vibes Whenever I take the time To slow down & focus on the moment & though it helps with the alone feeling I can't help but still feel lonely As I can't help but want That special someone That my naive heart still believes That we are … Continue reading Presence

Even through the darkness, storms & gloom& you only feel safe locked in your roomRemember how the prettiest flowers bloomMore beautiful than even the full moonFrom all the rain pouring down on youSometimes life just has to make roomBefore blessing you with her fortune& from the ashes like phoenix plumesJoy will be reborn as Summer in … Continue reading Bloom

Another day Another donation Plasma, that is Left arm, red ring I've gotten pretty used to the process So getting started goes smoothly & the stress from uncertainty Has gradually faded away There's still a slight pinch When I'm pricked with the needle Yet, the anxiety of worrying whether The prick in my arm is … Continue reading Red Ring

I got my haircut today Or rather, trimmed For the first time in a couple years I can't remember exactly when More than 2 years And I think it was July So, maybe 2.5 or 3.5 years ago I'm thinking it was 2022, but whatever I got my hair trimmed Since I still wanna keep … Continue reading Haircut (Trim’И §plit ‘Nds)

I'm starting to write Because it's dark, so Even though I have plenty of time Before the end of the day I feel the pressure to write something Just to say I wrote something today Since even though I told my self I don't need to write everyday anymore I guess I just like seeing … Continue reading Meaningless Things

There's two types of Talking about nothing That feel polar opposite As there's the first type Where you talk about nothing Because there's nothing to talk about But you love them too much To end the conversation Then there's the other type Where there's something to say But you end up walking in circles Around … Continue reading Talking About Nothing