The past couple of days I've been going through Emotional experiences Feeling a lot of things Either during the day Night, or sometimes both & though they seem significant In the moment - like I'm finally Getting over something - then I forget the feeling, and reset Forgetting whatever progress I may have made - … Continue reading Emotional Experiences
Month: January 2025
Yellow Ring Pt. 2
Donating again today Left arm Because for some reason I like mentioning which arm But whatever I'm sure it'll make an interesting statistic Since each experience tells a story But the sum of those experiences Tells its own story - since, maybe The curtains might just be blue to you But the future knows 2 … Continue reading Yellow Ring Pt. 2
Red Snow Boots
Today has been slow Not much happened, but I did get a new pair of red snow boots So, I guess that's something That marks this day different From every other day That feels the same while Waiting for something new to happen Even though I do the same thing everyday But I did get … Continue reading Red Snow Boots
The Chaos Before The Storm
Lost, like a watchman who is forlornCaught in the chaos before the stormPondering the Past's pain as I mournWhile playing silent songs on a hornWhich remind me of my amorphous formLike the Void, from which I was bornThe page with my story on it is tornWith paper that is the color of corn https://amanpan.com/2025/01/14/moonwashed-weekly-prompt-writers-choice-5/ https://open.spotify.com/track/1NeQzAqahRYI09bgLbhVFN?si=Wxqim-yvTmOQbde4qKTU8A … Continue reading The Chaos Before The Storm
Denji’s Donation
Donating plasma again today Though, I don't know why they call it "Donating" When they pay me for it As though, I enjoy helping I'd be lying if I said I'd be doing this If I didn't get anything in return Right now This is all the money I earn So, I'm only worth as … Continue reading Denji’s Donation
Sweet Sensation
The past couple days I've been feeling Good vibrations & sweet sensation Surge through my body as if My body is excited & relieved At the same time - yet my mind Doesn't know how to handle this Since it feels good, fantastic even, yet There's nothing outside of me to see As to reason … Continue reading Sweet Sensation
Yusuke’s Fate
There's something funny about humans That even whenever they wake up & realize it just doesn't matter Either way, we die Whether tomorrow or today So why worry about the snow in May? Achieving immortality in the sense There's no need to try on defense Thus, set their beds Waiting to wed the dead Only … Continue reading Yusuke’s Fate
Simulation Of Sensation
Something strange happened today At 2:51 My music skipped & in that moment It felt like a switch had flipped I didn't know exactly why But I started to cry Not that I was sad about anything Not necessarily that I wasn't sad I just had a feeling of finality An outcome or consequence Regardless … Continue reading Simulation Of Sensation
Background Processing
I'm feeling things today Though not really processing them Not completely at least There's a lot on my mind Yet not much I can do Not even in my thoughts No positive thinking is gonna change this No negative thinking, either So I'm trying to stay neutral Focus on the present Let my thoughts & … Continue reading Background Processing
Cold Wind Blows
Though my days have been slow Again, I'm beginning to feel my flow So even though I am waiting to go I know this is the path I chose & so, it just goes to show When winter brings snow Cold wind blows https://open.spotify.com/track/3Tj1luJyKPQt7WbrqpJ2Az?si=rScIrTrbTb-TjEaa4G4yxg
Early Appointment
I'm donating plasma again today Left arm Since that's the side the machine is on It's pretty early 8:23 by the time I get my blood pumping Even though my appointment Was scheduled for 8 But that's to be expected They have to do the check-in Where they check to make sure The only needles … Continue reading Early Appointment
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