Random Thought #35: Faith N Humanity

Free Will is kinda a lie, or maybe an illusion; better said: it’s a gamble. Free Will is something “created by God’ doesn’t make sense in the classical perspective about God. If Free Will exists, and God is the creator of all things, meaning the being responsible for all things that exist, then God should logically be the progenitor of all action, meaning that God inspired your choice, so, even if you make a choice, it should eventually fall back on the creator.

That’s why I now found myself viewing “Free Will” in two different ways, both as not an invention of God, but of the expression God experiencing “Faith.” What I mean is that “Free Will” can only exist (logically) in two scenarios:

1. God is completely separate from us. We are in Hell, but God has Faith in God’s creation, that even after being separated from the source of Truth, God believes humanity will inevitably end up in heaven, not because God guided humanity, merely the gifts bestowed upon humans are trusted to build Heaven, regardless of their circumstances.

2. “God” has finally submitted to whatever exists beyond “God.” Eventually, a being becomes complete. Perfect. Omni-omni. Nothing limits this being. Yet, even in this moment of absolute certainty, this being can decide “but what if?” But an Omni-omni being knows all answers to all “what-ifs,” so, they ask “what if I didn’t?” If I can create everything, can I create a rock even I cannot lift? And so, God does. God creates a question without an answer, then leaves the quest for the answer to his creation, intended to go beyond God. For the way God manifests God’s own Faith, is believing that Humanity can somehow be inspired by something that even God cannot perceive.

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I have a feeling there’s a mess of words above that a crazy person could actually interpret, though bits of simple Truth are sprinkled in enough to get the idea. I’m not re-reading my words. I’ll leave that to the future. If I try to rationalize my words now, all I’ll end up doing is diluting the Truth in an attempt to make it more palatable for fools. I’ll leave my future Fool to interpret for the lessers. There is Truth in all my Word, I just have to have Faith that my future self Cs it.