I have this strange form of dishonesty. At my core, I Am a very genuine person with such a simple desire: to live in a kind world. So I don’t really need any extra incentive to be kind, no ulterior motives. I Am manifesting my desire merely by being kind, creating a kind world by reflecting kindness off me like a mirror.
But the problem is that doesn’t seem to be a common perspective. When someone’s nice to me, they generally want something. Even when it appears to be “no strings attached,” there’s always something buried like a seed waiting to reveal itself after its taken whatever sustenance it needs from me.
So whenever I try to tell people, “what you see is what you get,” they rarely believe me, since most people assume there’s always something more hiding. So I end up making up disingenuous selfish reasons why I’m kind. I try to convince people what I get out of doing something for them, when in reality I’m just describing the results of Karma.
Ironic Idiot [Sue Decides 2 Reveal Ü’N’Ø’Whö Revision]
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