The funny thing about knowing how you’re gonna die, but not when, is the fact that moments of peace are far more anxious than moments of peril. When I Am experiencing Peace, I become aware of the inevitability that it will end, for I still need to die, eventually…
But the thing is, in moments of Peril, I too become aware that this moment will end, since, even if everything my mind thinks should kill me, I always know the Truth. So moments of Peril become my true moments of Serenity, since I know I’ll survive, so I might as well go on autopilot & follow the flow for this ride through Hell, whose inevitable end is one I Am actually looking forward to, since Paradise is on the otherside.
Lost N Paradise
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