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Month: February 2026
I remember a poet I could find his name But that's not important Right now - instead I'll focus On what every true Poet prefers His Words - & how N this particular Poem - the part that speaks to me right Now - I cannot remember the exact phrasing But the sentiment https://open.spotify.com/track/3rpsO5xIzpLlBYAgWTXEtn?si=gGxq0J6cQAyyyvnm94qGrw
Do you think the word "On" or "No" came first? Because if you think about it, they're basically mirrors of each other. They spell each other backwards, and although not perfect antonyms, they're meanings are relatively opposite to each other. So, you would think that one was based on the other, but you know what … Continue reading
Random Thought #212: Stand Sweet
There's this weird sensation I'll experience during my "ah-ha!" moments; these shivers when I finally figure out what I'm supposed to learn & finally say the right thing after taking 3 Lefts to get there. But I just experienced another sensation after my most recent, "ah-ha" moment that made me realize what I was actually … Continue reading Random Thought #212: Stand Sweet
Random Thought #211: Unmasked
A lot of times I genuinely forget I'm autistic since I became so good at masking, I began doubting my self if there was even anyone under there. I was so good at suppressing my autistic tendencies, I lost track of my actual identity. However, I've been working towards removing that mask, and especially recently, … Continue reading Random Thought #211: Unmasked
Random Thought #209: Turtles & Trains (§pecial N’terests)
There's a lot of answers to the question, "why Autism?" However, my favorite 1 is this: To prove how much God loves the world, one special interest at a time. What I'm describing is what I'll call "Autistic Love." Even if you haven't put this experience into words, everyone knows the stereotype about how Autists … Continue reading Random Thought #209: Turtles & Trains (§pecial N’terests)
Random Thought #210: Sweet Surprises (R&R)
I just learned that "He-Man" was created by Roger Sweet; unfortunately, it's because I saw a "Go-Fund-Me" for him to receive medical care he desperately needs. Fuck America sometimes... Still, a cool coincidence sharing the last name with someone who not only has had a huge impact on popular culture in general, but on me … Continue reading Random Thought #210: Sweet Surprises (R&R)
Random Thought #208: F.W.O.b.
I used to think how strange it was that people could practice kissing on each other or just be "friends with benefits," because I couldn't understand how to separate the intimate vulnerability from the mechanism, until I realized how comfortable I Am at opening my §oul 2 another since I know I'll be unchanged by … Continue reading Random Thought #208: F.W.O.b.
Random Thought #206: Pseudo-Sacrifice
I think one reason people have annoyance towards the "Woke" crowd (which is basically a masterbatury evolution of the phrase "politically correct") is the veiled hypocrisy from the fact that it's really easy to claim "slavery is bad," when you've never been given the opportunity to own a slave. You're giving up nothing by saying … Continue reading Random Thought #206: Pseudo-Sacrifice
Random Thought #207: Beauty B N The Ey3 öF the b-Holder
There's an irony that I don't like being physically attractive while I Am single, since I want someone to fall in Love with Me, not just whatever they see. But I don't want to be Ugly. I just want to hide my Beauty until I believe there's a good reason to look towards me, and … Continue reading Random Thought #207: Beauty B N The Ey3 öF the b-Holder
Random Thought #205: I Am “*” (No-No’s Letter)
I think it's funny that anyone can say "wigga" or "jigga," but the moment Ü say, "*igga" it becomes a "No-No" word - almost like the "N" B the important part... https://open.spotify.com/track/4pnFRnCOfaETea25g0YSvG?si=VOksT-P4QrucB0sJMC98DA https://madmanrequiem.com/2024/04/22/black-power-nono-words-let-go/ https://open.spotify.com/track/7jwDuO7UZvWs77KNj9HbvF?si=bOIKNd1xQ7Wss94mMD29iA https://madmanrequiem.com/2023/12/17/uncuffed-avitus-awakening-gradual-growth-revision/ https://open.spotify.com/track/5hoXu0S0X1ejqzmrlF06vj?si=k76f7ZRNRd-wWBzqj38-jQ https://madmanrequiem.com/2024/06/27/crimson-prison-lov3m3-now-i-am-pr3ttyug1y-%c2%a7trange-family-tre3%c2%a7-comedictim3%d0%b8-am-ey3-a-joke-2-u-pretty-odd-now-subliminal-submarines-dr-avocado-dr-grape-listen/ https://youtu.be/O0ajBL15Knk?si=0qxVGt8xwUf2vDDM https://open.spotify.com/track/1ONK1i6DEaGq488bPLhiMG?si=nHl8es9KTmeDbBcG4xMTNg
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