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I think I finally understand the best way to sum up the true human condition, and it was only through the part of me that feels alien that I finally can.

As someone with autism, I can’t say I’d recommend it to anyone choosing their character sheet. Sure, there are good things that come with autism, but at the very least in the current world I live in, it’s objectively harder to be autistic than “neurotypical,” whatever that means.

That being said, if I had the same opportunity to go back & rewrite my character sheet, I world choose Autism every single time. It doesn’t define me, but it is part of me. So, it’s not that I “want” to be autistic, I just want to be “Me,” and I need that autistic part of Me if I want to be the genuine Noah.

So, this brings me back to the point about the “human condition.”

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I had something written out, but realized it was distracting from my point. I may save it somewhere, but my here. I just wanted to say this before I leave. The human condition is being happy when finally achieving the feeling of “Whö I Am, Really…”