I would always tell my self that I was Stupid. This caused a bit of a Schism in my perception of reality when everyone around me called me Smart.
I’m weird, because I’m fine with being mean to me, but not to those around me. If anything, for humans, it’s the other way around.
“The Golden Rule” doesn’t work for me…
If I treated others how I treat my self, they’d see the monster I really Am when…
Whatever, something I came up with while writing this…well, the name. The rule has been there defining Me for at least 7 years consciously, since I became self-aware subconsciously…
I’m calling it, “The §ilver Rule.” That being, “whatever you say about your self, you say about those below Ü…”
Translation: if I call my self “Stupid,” that means everyone less Smart than me also be “Stupid.” I know it’s mean to call people “Stupid,” so I stopped calling my self “Stupid,” not because I felt “Smart,” just didn’t wanna be “Mean” to those who believe based Thought means I’ve seen heaven.
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I don’t really know where to go with this. There’s a lot of things I start to think, but the thought collapses before I decide to write anything…
“If Ü can’t say anything nice, say Nothing at all…”
♡Sugar☆World☮ 