I still remember when the psych ward people described my autistic traits when giving reasons as to why they thought they had the right, no duty, to hold me without consent, against my Will…
I also remember how the first thing my family said to me after getting out wasn’t to ask what happened to cause the episode, rather how much i scared & hurt them, and how they thought i should go to AA…
That kinda solidified my childhood trauma they gave me that eventually led to my episode[s] that led to my Time a7 the Psych ward…
People wonder why i don’t ask for help; it’s because the people who say they wanna help really only want a clear conscience, at least that’s how it feels sometime…
They think if they fix me now, that everything in the Past will just fall into place, letting them save Face…
Rounding back to the beginning, I love my Autism, so if society decides…
whatever…
♡Sugar☆World☮ 