I mentioned before how one reason I want a daughter is so it affords me the opportunity to connect with the inner girl in me. In that same post, I made a brief mention of a potential son, and how I’d hope to provide some perspective of why it might feel like my Love for them isn’t equivalent…
I’ve been thinking a lot about that, though I wasn’t aware of it. Most of my thinking is done in the back of my head while I’m not paying attention, so even I’m surprised by what randomly pops out. It gives me a peak into my own thought process…
That was a bit of a tangent away for what’s really important. I’m… happy this finally found its form N time…
I want to explain the real reason why my Love struggles to find my Son in the same way as my Daughter.
I’ll give the short & Sweet answer, then maybe I’ll expound… maybe not..
Well see…
Though, here it is:
When I see my daughter, I’ll see a little version of my perfect wife; a Lil’b.
Yet,
《They really do have such comedic timing》
Yet, when I see my son, I see a little me, and unfortunately, when I look into my mirror, all I can stare at are my mistakes…
…
I have a feeling my future wife has a reciprocal fear…
I’ll leave things here…
♡Sugar☆World☮ 