It's funny how some posts are such a drag to pull out of me, then others, flow out of me like blood after gutting me... I don't think that metaphor captures the feeling I'm experiencing, but sometimes I need to worry about my genius rather then the fools Whö pretend 2B... Naruto is about Temari... … Continue reading Random Thought #334: Shikamaru

I could give these words to anyone, and I'm sure they would believe them, but... https://open.spotify.com/track/4YoM9p4lEpwPHKE16j3VGJ?si=-N4E3cWjSHOH4WoBfpUZpw The thing is, there's only 1 person that, regardless of whether these words feel true, only 1 person these words really are the Truth... https://open.spotify.com/track/6wVViUl2xSRoDK2T7dMZbR?si=hLqhvonaTw2vCh9-jEdjFQ That's what makes Her worth it, truly, with all my being Still & Always … Continue reading Random Thought #333: Still & Always

People don't understand religion. They think you choose the 1, then you're done. I collect Religion like Pokémon, since... I Am THE Master. A nice little poem to start out this thought. Maybe this little reprieve will turn back into verse, though, at the moment, I'll talk "normally..." I don't want to explain my poem … Continue reading Random Thought #332: Jihad

https://madmanrequiem.com/2026/03/29/random-thought-330-last-wrongs/ https://open.spotify.com/track/2BOUrjXoRIo2YHVAyZyXVX?si=d6rCX2DFRoCqhNeugvljLg This is sorta a continuation of the last Thought; I just thought I'd mention I've always considered baby-baptisms as kinda...gross. if you ask me, it feels almost blasphemous; faithless. Since, the logic behind baptizing a baby is that if the baby dies before it gets old enough to make the decision on their … Continue reading Random Thought #331: Drown’И Babies N GöDD’§ Name

I always found it kinda strange that we baptized babies rather than wait until someone's on their deathbed, that way, they don't have any time to sin after getting their slate wiped clean... https://open.spotify.com/track/1euszbbvkUzQzIhZUWFmXG?si=RztDloLZT5W5vZYlOWX69A

I don't know if I'd necessarily call it a "fear," though, let's say, one of my deepest "wells of shame" would be feeling like a hypocrite. Unfortunately, empathy often means merely being perceived as a hypocrite makes me feel like one, and especially unfortunate, I Am often misunderstood... I've mentioned my "Free-Style Philosophy" before as … Continue reading Random Thought #328: Pacifist w/ /a/ Pistol

https://open.spotify.com/track/1eV2FGbbyxCJ6xaLqBRiFW?si=C0lnvGGRSBORZAfnPagWQg The way I live my life, I often forget I'm broke. I rarely have to worry about money. Actually, I don't think I've ever actually had to worry about money other than the money I needed to buy weed & alcohol, and for a good while, I didn't even have to worry about that. … Continue reading Random Thought #326: BR’oke'<И>N