I'm gonna...well at least try to give a peak into how i..."function" Something, Something, homunculus behind my eyees... You know, the idea there's a lil'guy piloting you? "Then how does the lil'guy work?" Obviously he has his own lil'guy piloting him; turtles all the way down, right? ... Ok, let's actually get to me, since … Continue reading
Month: May 2026
Bulma
https://madmanrequiem.com/2026/05/27/99015/ This first line is for me. It feels like I'm "allowed" to go back and, well not finish - i could finish if wanted to - I just wanna mention the initial nucleation point. There's importance of capturing the moment when it matters, though, Free Will still exists "in between"... https://open.spotify.com/track/2hwOoMtWPtTSSn6WHV7Vp5?si=Cu4zDOiuRjiGrn7NGnZfnQ I just eanted … Continue reading Bulma
There's this idea of "soul mate." Similar to "love at first sight" and "the one" - some people are so certain with..."no reaosn" while others are...realistic "What if my 1 is born in (*insert non-white country*)" Says the white man who won the lottery, so never needed to search for Liberty... This is little bit … Continue reading
Video REC. №003: N’B’Twee’И
The Answer B: the same as the dude who stuck his hand in the volcano
There was a trolley problem where the choice was to send a train down an infinite track that would kill an infinite number of people, or a loop that kills 1 person over & over again A comment responded something like: "The loop, because if the person is immortal, we could eventually figure out how … Continue reading The Answer B: the same as the dude who stuck his hand in the volcano
There's this saying that gets thrown around a lot ever since i was a lil'kid: "If you know, you know." And like, I'm a philosopher, so no matter how much i studied and learned about the world & life, I'd always have to submit: "I guess I just don't know, then." A lot of ignorant … Continue reading
love
I'm not quite sure how I wanna tackle this thought. I considered using a work example, though that's for a particular part of what I'm realizing is blooming thought That's actually why its so hard to actually capture my thoughts. I start off with a simple 1 or 2 line/sentence thought, then I take a … Continue reading love
Perople Are Weird <grabbed>
I don't know if I'll be allowed to expose this or explain. It's not really expose, more a form of dissillussion ... If you were to observe me, it would look like I was on some sort of...timer. a certain script I must be following. I'm acting out a scene, so that's why I'm always … Continue reading Perople Are Weird <grabbed>
I don't really get the advice "Sticks & stones" and all that bullshit. The voices in my head bully me into becoming a strong man... Sometimes I can't tell what's real. Is it just a simulation of my creation to prepare me for the real world? Or are there ghosts, demons, and espers out there … Continue reading
Matthew 6:20
There's an irony that wishing for "world peace" is technically a sin from the Christian perspective



