My existence is kinda a paradox. In a lot of ways, but I'll try to focus on this particular 1, though I don't really know how to begin to describe it. ... I guess not Maybe for wither time

Random Thought #337: Acknowledgement

I just Wana leave these here. They're relevant 2 my N'terest'§... https://madmanrequiem.com/2022/06/01/337-kids-watching-movies-talking-to-objects-inside-the-mirror-outside-the-star-room-godspeed/ [My ego is treating this post as something unnecessary...] https://youtu.be/HHwFzAeOgCE?si=z07CegMPcO0AV6bO https://madmanrequiem.com/2022/02/19/49-color-balances/ https://youtu.be/ZQsKJ3kwegA?si=1o9wTb2ibFG2a5t2 https://madmanrequiem.com/2025/09/09/random-thought-47-bloody-band-aid/ https://open.spotify.com/track/3WTWh2WDk4j8GUCGj4xfOd?si=dYpvjurvRSiIaUYlKkyerw

Random Thought #335: Every WºMªИ

https://youtu.be/H7_sqdkaAfo?si=rWNKpLgqbNIRUBgz https://madmanrequiem.com/2022/05/27/303-newer-puzzle-piece-2/ https://madmanrequiem.com/2026/03/22/random-thought-303-makeup-hairdos/ https://madmanrequiem.com/2022/05/27/307-grinding-gold-gears/ https://madmanrequiem.com/2026/03/23/random-thought-307-the-%c2%a7weet-room/ https://madmanrequiem.com/2022/05/28/312-patient-devils-love-smooth-jazz/ https://madmanrequiem.com/2026/03/25/random-312-no%d0%b8o-pose/ https://madmanrequiem.com/2022/05/29/315-instrument-of-mass-destruction/ https://madmanrequiem.com/2026/03/25/random-thought-315-east-coast-toker/ https://madmanrequiem.com/2026/02/27/shes-nos/ https://madmanrequiem.com/2026/03/15/240-flights-of-stares/

Random Thought #333: Still & Always

I could give these words to anyone, and I'm sure they would believe them, but... https://open.spotify.com/track/4YoM9p4lEpwPHKE16j3VGJ?si=-N4E3cWjSHOH4WoBfpUZpw The thing is, there's only 1 person that, regardless of whether these words feel true, only 1 person these words really are the Truth... https://open.spotify.com/track/6wVViUl2xSRoDK2T7dMZbR?si=hLqhvonaTw2vCh9-jEdjFQ That's what makes Her worth it, truly, with all my being Still & Always … Continue reading Random Thought #333: Still & Always

Random Thought #331: Drown’И Babies N GöDD’§ Name

https://madmanrequiem.com/2026/03/29/random-thought-330-last-wrongs/ https://open.spotify.com/track/2BOUrjXoRIo2YHVAyZyXVX?si=d6rCX2DFRoCqhNeugvljLg This is sorta a continuation of the last Thought; I just thought I'd mention I've always considered baby-baptisms as kinda...gross. if you ask me, it feels almost blasphemous; faithless. Since, the logic behind baptizing a baby is that if the baby dies before it gets old enough to make the decision on their … Continue reading Random Thought #331: Drown’И Babies N GöDD’§ Name