I don't know if I'd necessarily call it a "fear," though, let's say, one of my deepest "wells of shame" would be feeling like a hypocrite. Unfortunately, empathy often means merely being perceived as a hypocrite makes me feel like one, and especially unfortunate, I Am often misunderstood... I've mentioned my "Free-Style Philosophy" before as … Continue reading Random Thought #328: Pacifist w/ /a/ Pistol
Author: Bizarre Bard
Random Thought #327: GōИ3
What's frustrating about my work is that when I have that "Eureka!" moment where I normally go, "holy shit, iT actually worked?!" - I can't really show anyone, because most of the proof is found N the process that got to that point, and not to mention, I'm not even at the end, so I … Continue reading Random Thought #327: GōИ3
Random Thought #326: BR’oke'<И>N
https://open.spotify.com/track/1eV2FGbbyxCJ6xaLqBRiFW?si=C0lnvGGRSBORZAfnPagWQg The way I live my life, I often forget I'm broke. I rarely have to worry about money. Actually, I don't think I've ever actually had to worry about money other than the money I needed to buy weed & alcohol, and for a good while, I didn't even have to worry about that. … Continue reading Random Thought #326: BR’oke'<И>N
Random Thought #325: 1m47iM3
I keep thinking, "why doesn't she text me?" Then I remember, the last time she texted me, Her house burned down... https://open.spotify.com/track/4bAFo6r2ODMDoqM5YHV2gM?si=Np8vjUg3RwCUmMLVusgXYw https://madmanrequiem.com/2025/01/22/bloom/ https://open.spotify.com/track/3MjUtNVVq3C8Fn0MP3zhXa?si=s037-U9IRxGiDGxyRSv5hQ https://madmanrequiem.com/2026/03/28/96447/
https://open.spotify.com/track/4bAFo6r2ODMDoqM5YHV2gM?si=Np8vjUg3RwCUmMLVusgXYw Imagine dying with this in the background
It's not funny for me
seems foolish to risk it...
I keep thinking, "why doesn't she text me?" Then I remember, the last time she texted me, https://open.spotify.com/track/7eFJIjNXaC7LzDwloz9WIP?si=1cf-JEXXRY-UZg1K4pQUpQ Her house burned down...
Have I ever had a conversation?
so tired from nothing

