My life looks perfectly fine But if I'm honest My life is Misery I have everything I need To survive - but nothing I want that makes me want to live So I have to steal these little Moments of happiness Like rubbing my niece's back While she's mumbling about colors And I'm sipping on … Continue reading Moments of Happiness

Floating dots that glow in the darkAs thoughts flow through Paisley ParkI have a destination & a place to startSo why is it taking so long to depart?I grow sicker & sicker, too poor for big pharmaMaybe this is what it looks like when you have no good KarmaSo I blankly stare at the dots … Continue reading Destiny’s Apparition

Sometimes I feel like a monster Like everything I touch dies At least everything I care about So then, I keep everything good for me At an arms length while Surrounding my self with my demons & other monsters like me At least I won't feel guilty if I end up killing them Or they … Continue reading Monster

Where does the time go? When will the wind blow? Who will the invisible show? How will the foolish men know?

Summer, Autumn, Winter, SpringWatching the colors changing& I cannot feel anythingAs I wait for nothing

It’s so frustratingI just want to make MusicBut every Time Ey3 askThey don’t say“No”They say“Not yet”There’s only 1 Time Ey3 can REMemberA Time that felt like thisIt was with Brittany, becauseEvery Time Ey3 would ask“Can I text Hattie?”They would say“No”But when Ey3 would say“I want to text Brittany”They would say“Not yet”

Fine Then don't Acknowledge Me I Am not Welcome here

Another quietDay - will the night be the same?Ey3 guess Time will tell