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I've said words are my special interest (well, I don't know if I've said it here, but I think it often...), but in reality, words are just kind of a vessel for my actual special interest: Letters (I'm realizing now that this isn't the Truth, just truer...). Like an artist painting because he loves Colors, … Continue reading Random Thought #264:

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im no poet

I don't have any friends I just have lies that keep me company