Cutting myself while texting "Thinking of you <3" Am I already dead? Because my blood is blue

Back to the point Where I forget everything Especially my writing And I feel like a fraud Again Because these are the only poems I'm able to shit out

I hate this subtle panic I'm scared of nothing All of the time It's exhausting I'm all alone Losing my mind On the inside While on the outside Staring blankly Hiding my panic From the empty room Haunting my white walls Waiting for me to paint them With me https://open.spotify.com/track/597i9UhHbW8hHgBUp8Tm54?si=mYtqLmudRi28675mPCS6zQ

Feeling pretty low this weekI think Saturday is stillHanging over myHeadNo matter what I doHow innocent my words areSomehow the only times when she caresIs when she thinks I’m talking bad about her I've been feeling pretty low this week I think Saturday is still hanging over my head No matter what I do How … Continue reading Vain

7:15 AM

The reason I keep my mouth shut Is because I'm tired Of people trying to put Their ego's words there Whenever I speak

Haunted by nights I can barely remember; Why is this Spring light As cold as rain in November?

What's frustrating about Socialization Is that the people I actually want to hear talk Are polite enough To let the people I don't Talk over them

It's so foggy this morning And I can see the moon It's oh-so orange In the periwinkle sky Spoopy And beautiful